Wednesday, May 11, 2005 5:53 PM
o511 .habee bda y jiajia !stay habee forever !
szE hUi aSkEd Me tO dO a MatHs suMs bUt i couLdNt heLp hEr MuCh aNd i FeLt sO wOrRiEd ! hAiX ! WaT aM i gOiNg tO dO iF i CaNt dO wEll iN tHe MiDs ? STRESS. i wAs sUpPosEd tO usE tHe CoM foR 3o MiNs bUt i eNd uP uSiNg FoR o2 HoUrS !!? oMigOsH ! iM cRoSs tHe LiNe oF fReEdoM TOO MUCH ! sHuT tHe CoM aNd qUiCkLy wEnT bAcK tO mY rOoM aNd sTudiEd.. atE soMe bReAd FoR diNnEr aNd sUpPeR.. aFtEr tT ; tHerE wAs eNg rEpoRt tO dO ! oH gOsH ! i wEnT tO dO aNd tHeN dId pHy tEsT paPeRs.. MCQ ; i gOt oNly 25/41 ! SUCKS maN ! iM sO BAD aT pHy ! hAiX !! HOW. HOW. HoW. iM gOiNg tO diE ! i CaNt aFfoRd tO faiL aNy sUbjEcTs aNd iM sUpposE tO gEt aBt 6o + FoR eAcH sUbjEcT ! hMm ; aFtEr aLl tHose sTudYiNg wEnT tO wAtChEd tV.. iTs bEeN foR tHe PaSt FeW daYs.. i couLdNt gEt tO sLeEp aS fasT aS laSt tiMe ! aRgH ! WHY. i aLwAyS hEaR tHe radIo FoR aN hoUr pLuS aNd mY eYeS aRe sTiLl oPeN ! wOkE uP aT aRd 3oo + sUdDeNly aNd FouNd tT mY radIo wAs oFf.. aFtEr sWiTcHiNg oFf ; i qUicKly WeNt bAcK tO sLeEp FpR o3 MorE hoUrS ! waItEd aNd waItEd FoR LiN.. rEcEivEd a caLl FroM hEr aNd wEnT dOwN tO givE moNeY foR hEr tO tOp uP.. sHe`s sIcK ! oMigOsH ! takE carE loTs ! XD tHoUgHt wAs sUpPosEd tO gO bAcK tO cLaSs bUt tHe FUCKING ASSHOLE sChOoL dIdNt ! FUCK maN ! pAssEd tHe PapEr tO szE hUi.. pHy lEsSoNs ; wE dId rEvIsioN aNd soMe qNs.. hMm ; PRETTY oKayS bAhX ! haHa ! XP tHeN wAs e MatHs.. hAd a reLiEf cHeR aGaiN aNd wE dId wS oN vaRiaTioNs.. hMm ; FoRgOtTeN eVeRytHiNg aNd hAd tO cHeCk tHosE noTeS aNd aSkEd jIa jIa qNs tOo aNd wishEd hEr haBeE bIrtHdaY ! tHeN wAs eNg.. wEnT tHrU rEpoRt aNd tHeN rEcEsS.. daMm HUNGRY. hAiX ! rEaDiNg pErIod aNd wAs cHeM.. MaRkEd aNd dId CoRrEcTioNs oF tHe tYs FoR wHoLe o2 pErIoDs aFtEr RosNaH wAs fEd uP wItH uS giViNg oThEr ppL aNs.. sO sHe jUsT saId tHe aNs oUt wItHoUt xpLaiNiNg.. oH gOsH ! i jUsT hatE tHiS kiNd oF sTuPiD wAys ! FoRtuNaTeLy ; tHerE wAs No tEsT ! bUt ; tHiNkiNg bAck iTs aCtUaLly a No-gOoD tHiNg ! yUps ; LaSt pErIodS wErE sS.. dId sBq.. iBaIdaH caMe aNd toLd mE NoT tO wRitE sO sMaLl ; eVeN aT lEaSt a FiNgErNaiL sPaCiNg aLsO tRy tO lEavE cOs iTs oThEr cHeR maRkiNg tHeN sHe saId iF tHe cHeR sEe sO sMaLl tHeN MayBe woNt WaNt tO rEaD aNd gIvE mE loW mArKs.. haHa ! cOuLdNt rEaLly uNdErsTaNd tHeM.. tHosE rEliaBiLiTly kiNd oF sBq aNd FoR tHe MiDs ; 22 oR 23 MaRkS oN sBq eH ! oMigOsH ! i NeEd tO sTudY tHeM aNd MeMoRisE tHeM wEll ! aFtEr sChOoL ; jIa WeN tOoK mY pHy NoTeBoOk aNd pHoTocOpY.. tT bOoKsHoP auNtiE saId mY haNdWriTiNg LiKe ThaI wORds ! DIAOX. wEnT hoMe aLoNe.. hAd LuNcH whiLe wAtChiNg tHe LasT dIsC oF La Pi xIaO xiN uNdEr tHe aIr-coN.. tT MagGi mEe wAs sUcKs.. tHrEw aWaY aNd atE jElly aNd icE cReaM iNsTeaD.. sHoWerEd aNd caMe oNliNe.. aFtEr o1 HoUr + oF coM ; FiNaLly LoggEd oFf ! pHeW ! yEaHs ; NeEd tO sTudY rEaL hArD ! aNd sToP coMiNg oNliNe FoR o1 wEek ! tiLl xaMs aRe rEaL ovEr ! aNd sooN ; tHe MosT sCaReSt tHiNg - RESULTS + PTM. oMigOsH ! iM sO sCarEd !! bUt PMT caN hEcK lAhX ! iTs PEANUTS BUTTER. haHa ! tHeN wAtChEd tV aNd wEnT tO dO tEsT paPeRs oF pHy aGaiN.. hAd diNnEr aNd aN hoUr bReaK.. coNtiNuEd sTuDyiNg.. gOt sO fEd uP wItH pHy ! kEpT gEtTiNg WRONG AND WRONG ! ARGH. WHY ?! wEnT tO a MatHs.. dId aNd dId qNs aNd qNs tiLl 1o +.. caMe oNliNe FoR a wHiLe.. tHeN oFf tO wAtChEd My tV !
YOU REALLY NEED TO BUCK UP AND BUCK UP A FUCKING WHOLE LOT MORE ; DENISE CHIA !
o512 .
aRd o2 iT wAs poUriNg aNd tHe WiNd wAs BIG. gEez ! sO cOoLiNg eH ! wOkE uP aNd cLosEd tHosE wiNdoWs oF miNe aNd tHe paPeR wAs FlaPpiNg sO loUdLy.. sWiTchEd tHe radIo oFf aNd CaRriEd oN wItH My sLeEp.. MoRniNg wAs sTiLl raiNiNg.. dIdNt kNoW wAt gOt tHe HeLl iN mE aNd tOoK MuM`s uMbReLla aLoNg aNd wEnT tO sChOoL.. oH mY ! i jUsT LOVE raiNy daYs ! dUn NeEd tO sIt iN paRadE sqUaRe aNd LeSsoNs caN sTaRt iMmEdIaTeLy ! wOopEe ! o1 pErIoD foR eNg rEpoRt ; gOiNg tHrU tHr sEcoNd tiMe aNd o3 pErIoDs oF sS.. oMigOsH ! nEarLy faiNtEd ! iTs sO haRd aNd wE wErE gEttiNg tHosE hiNts FroM iBaIdaH ! haHa ! aFtEr tT wAs pHy aNd wE dId qNs aGaiN.. aNd gOt bAcK oUr tEsT paPeR ! wOopEe ! iM sO PROUD oF mYseLf eH ! i gOt 12/15 foR pHy ! FIRST tiMe ! haHa ! bUt i dId soMe cHeaTiNg ! haHa ! hAd eArLy rEcEss aNd tHeN wAs a MatHs.. dId a wS oN eXpaNsIoN aNd i wAs sO sTrEsS !! sEe aLl tHosE y sqUarEs aNd sO maNy LeTtErS aNd NuMbErs MadE mE goNe CRAZY ! aMy wAs LikE LoSt-oF-MeMoRy !! shE siMpLe tHiNgS aLsO caNt dO bUt LuCkiLY shE`s oKaYs ! haHa ! aFtEr tT ; rEadiNg aNd wAs sO bOrEd.. tHe LasT pErIoD wAs e MatHs aNd wE dId aNotHeR wS aNd sTartEd taLkiNg.. wEnT hoMe aLoNe.. bOugHt sWeEts aNd cOokEd My owN luNcH.. wAtChEd vcD aNd tHeN sHoWer aNd caMe oNliNe.. yEaHs ; hAvE tO rE-dO eVeryThiNg iN mY coM jUst cOs oF VIRUS. FUCK. ASSHOLES. oH maN ! iM gOiNg NUTS. aHhH ! tMl`s pHy paPeR ; gOd PLEASE bLeSs eVerYoNe aNd mE ! gOoD lUcK eVeryoNe ! XD aNd takE caRe tOo !
im going nuts and real nuts at this instance. why must god let me feel this way. feeling so xtra ?! im getting so out of place. really. oh gosh. i hate my life so much.