Tuesday, May 10, 2005 7:25 PM
o5o9 .aCtUaLly WaNtEd tO wAtcH tV aFtEr bLogGiNg bUt tHe tV wAs HoOkEd tHeN hAvE tO gO aNd sTudY.. tUrNeD iN eArLy.. kEpT wOkiNg uP fRoM tHosE nIgHtMarEs aT aRd 53o.. i dReaM tT MuM aNd mE wItH a baBy tT iS XiN cHeN bAhX.. wEnT sHoPpiNg aNd wE saT a TaXi aNd tHe dRivEr wAs sO fUcKiNg aSs eH ! i wAs taLkiNg tO MuM bUt hE kEpT aNsWeRiNg tHosE qNs.. aNd sooN hE dRovE uS tO soMewHerE tT wAs sO daRk aNd eMpTy.. MuM saId wHeN sHe CouNt tiLl tHreE ; sTaRt ruNniNG.. "1 ; 2 ; 3 !" bUt i FoRgOtTeN tO wEaR mY sLiPpErS aNd hUrRiEd pIckEd tHeM uP aNd ruN aS faSt aS i cOuLd.. oH mY ! tT wAs sO sCaRy ! i qUiCkLy wOkE uP aNd sTiLl hAd tO gO bacK tO sLeEp.. tHe dReaM CoNtiNuEd.. wE wErE aT a pLacE sEeiNg tHiNgS tHeN tT saLeSgUrX saId sHe WaNts tO takE a LoOk aT XiN cHeN.. sO MuM gAvE tT saLeSgUrX tO takE cArE a wHiLe aNd wE wEnT tO tHe NeXt sHoP aNd sEe soMe sTuFfs.. wE caMe bAcK foR XiN cHeN bUt shE wAsNt tHerE ! wE kEpT aSkiNg tHe saLeSgUrX bUt tHeY didNt sAy aNyThiNg.. i rEcaLlEd tT i sAw soMeoNe wHoM lOokEd LiKE tHe dRivEr yDaY aNd wE wEnT oUt sEaRchiNg FoR tT maN.. wE sAw HiM bUt XiN cHeN wAsNt wItH hiM ! tHe iMagE bEcaMe bLuR aNd i gUeSs a poLicEmaN caMe aNd cAtcH tT dRivEr FoR dUnNo WaT rEaSoN aNd XiN cHeN wAs FouNd.. i wOkE uP aGaiN aNd dIdNt darE tO cLosE mY eyEs aNd sLeEp.. i tHoUgHt aBt tHe gEo NotEs tT i MeMoRisEd ydaY aNd tiMe pAssEd ! iT wAs tiMe tO gEt uP.. hMm ; cHeM lEsSoNs wErE aLrIgHt lAhX.. a Lot oF gUyS kEpT dOiNg pUsH uP bEcaUsE tHeY foRgEt aBt tHiS aNd tT.. i tHiNk iTs wAsTiNg tiMe tO dO tHiS kiNd oF sTuPiD tHiNgS.. dUnNo WaT rOsNaH iS tHiNkiNg aBt.. cOpiEd tHosE noTeS aNd tHeN wAs eNg.. wE dId CoMpo cOrReCtioNs.. wEnT foR pE.. oUr wHoLe cLaSs hAd tO ruN 2.4 aGaiN ! wE hAvE bEeN ruNniNg LiKe tWo tO tHrEe TiMeS aGaiN lOrX aNd Mr KoNG saId tT No cHeRs hAd oUr TiMe rEcOrdEd.. xPeCt FoR soMe sTudeNtS.. WTF. ruN uNdEr tT sTupId HoT suN.. raN wItH jIa WeN aNd Li PiNg bUt wE sTiLl faiLeD.. 2o MiNs + eH.. bUt Li PiNg aNd mE aLrEaDy pAssEd tHe 2.4 LasT tWo wEeKs.. aFtEr tT ; ReCeSs aNd wE wErE latE bEcaUsE wE hAd tO cHaNgE lOrX.. tHeN tT kaLaI aSkEd wE aLl tO gIvE oUr eZ-liNk aNd hAvE tO gO fiNd hEr aFtEr sChOoL.. 15 ppL eH ! doTs doTs ! hAd o2 fReE pErIoDs ; cOs tT meNcY lEe dIdNt coMe.. aFtEr tT mR cHuA caMe iN foR oUr e MatHs.. hE wAs rUsHiNg LiKe hEll gG tHrU wAt wE wiLl bE tEsTiNg FoR mId-yEaRs.. hMm ; tHiNk oUr cLaSs a LoT oF tHe ppL wiLl FaiL bAhX.. hAiX ! tHeN wAs gEo.. wEnT tO iT rooM o2.. hAd tO tEacH jIa WeN aNd caL tHe MaP tHiNgS.. bLaHs aNd bLaHs.. wEnT tO tHe wAsHrooM aNd fiNd KaLaI.. sAw hEr tHe MoMeNt wE caMe dOwN.. XiN hUi aNd mE wEnT tO caLl tHe gUyS tO coMe.. Mr TaN wEe LiaT cAtcH tHe gUrX sOcKs wHo wErE tHerE.. WTF. iF noT tHe sOcKs woNt bE tHroWn aWaY eH ! ASS. aRgH ! tHeN aLl tHosE sTuPiD cHeCkiNg ; hAd oUr eZ-liNk bAcK aNd hEaD hoMe aLoNe.. LuCkiLy i sTiLl hAvE mY sOcKs wItH mE ! rEaChEd HoMe ; cOokEd LuNcH aNd wAtChEd a vcD iN a aIr-coN rOoM.. tHeN sHoWerEd aNd caMe oNliNe FoR a wHiLe.. hEaD bacK tO sTuDyiNg ! hMm ; bUt tHe MoOd wAsNt tHerE aNd iN tHe eNd i WeNt sLeEpiNg FoR tWo hOuRs.. wOkE uP aNd rEaLisEd MuM wAsNt HoMe ! waItEd FoR hEr tO hAvE diNnEr tOgEtHeR.. wAtChEd tV aNd cHeW oN sWeEts.. MuM caMe hoMe wItH icE-cReaM aNd a pAcK oF m & m cHocoLatEs ! wOopEe ! tHeN hAvE diNnEr aNd wAtChEd tV tiLl 15 MiNs tO 1ooo.. dId pHy qNs aNd iT wAs sO hArD ! i dIdNt uNdErsTaNd aNd gAvE uP.. caMe oNliNe aNd rEaD aNgeLa`s bLog.. sHe sHe souNds rEaLly haBeE ! haHa ! gOoD foR hEr ! yEaHs ; hOpE eVeRy oF hEr iS foReVeR TRULY haBeE ! XD aFtEr tT ; oFf CoM aNd wAtChEd tV.. cOuLdNt gEt tO sLeEp.. i kEpT hEaRiNg tHe radIo aNd My eYeS wErE noT tIrEd ! oMigOsH ! hoW aM i gOiNg tO sChOoL tMl ?!
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hMm ; tHe DaY aT sChOoL wAs FiNe ? haHa ! pErHaPs.. wE hAd FrEe pErIoDs FoR tHe FiRsT tWo pEriOds ! wE aReNt haViNg aNyMorE matHs LeSsoNs ?! oMigOsH ! WTF is tHiS maN ?! hAiX ! tHeN dId soMe pHy pRacTicEs MysElf ; CoMpLetEd gEo hWk.. aFtEr tT ; wAs Mt.. wE dId FiLiNg.. tHeN wE pLayEd a sTupId gaMe !! oH gOsH ! tHeN wAs a MatHs ! aLaMaK ! FREE pErIoDs aGaiN ! cHaTtEd wItH a gRp oF ppL aRd Me aNd wE wErE taLkiNg aBt SEX. haHa !! tT wEll pUpiL aFfaIr peNg kEpT oN sEeiNg uS fRoM tHe oPpisItE.. wHeN wE sAw HiM waLkiNg ToWaRds oUr cLaSs ; haHa !! eVeRyoNe qUicKly WeNt bAcK tO tHeiR sEaTs aNd wHeN hE wAs oUtsIdE oUr cLaSs ; wE wErE "pAyiNg aTteNtioN" ! wE gAvE tT cHeR aNs tO tHe qNs sHe dOiNg ! WAHAHA. aFtEr hE leFt ; eVeRyoNe sTarTeD taLkiNg.. wEnT foR rEcEsS aNd tT sTuPiD kaLaI liKe pIcKiNg oN uS ! WTF. sHe sUcKs MaN ! tHoUgHt gEo LeSsoNs wErE iN iT rooM o3 ; wE wEnT tHerE aNd iN tHe eNd iT wAs iN cLaSs ! doTs doTs ! LEarNt aLl tHe MaPs sKiLls aNd wAs o3 eNg pErIods ! wE mIssEd cMe eH ! wOopEe ! we dId LoTs oF pRacTicEs oN coNjuNcTioN aNd CoMma pLuS fuLlsToPs.. hEaD foR luNcH.. jIa WeN aNd mE sToOd oUtsIdE tHe cHeRs RooM aNd cHaT.. wE waItEd aNd waItEd.. hEaD bAcK tO cLaSs FoR pC.. iBaIdaH saId tT sHe WaNt tO gO tHrU pC vErY fAsT ; iN tHe eNd sHe toLd uS sToRiEs oN tHe pRojEcT oF sEx dUriNg pRi o4.. fuNnY eH ! wEnT tHrU rEpOrT aNd wEnT loT oNe wItH jIa WeN.. iT wAs RAINING. oMigOsH ! iM loViNg tOdaY`s wEaThEr ! cOoLiNg aNd tHe bEsT wAs ; iT wAsNt HOT. haHa ! hAd LatE luNcH aNd hEaD hoMe.. sHoWeReD aNd wAtChEd tV foR aBt liKe aN hOuR.. caMe oNliNe aNd bLoggEd ! cHaTtiNg wItH szE hUi aBt sChOoL.. hMm ; hOpE tT tHe o4 MeMbErs oF pIg pIg FaMiLy wiLl dO wEll iN tHeIr MiD-yEaR aNd bE haBeE !! haHa ! esp to the queen and knight. ! haHa ! XD
haiz. been feeling so xtra for the past few weeks. i seems to have everyone leaving me. my heart ; my soul ; my shadow is all empty. i didnt know wat to do. im feeling so tired. tried of all those unwanted feelings. tired of my whole life. im so tired. god ; i believe in you. but i dont believe tts the life you plan for me even when i wasnt born. i dont believe ! oh my. i dont know wat to do next. my friends were like so fake. they arent like my friends anymore. since tt day i became silence. wat on earth is happening ?! im also a HUMAN BEING just a NORMAL gurx. im not