Saturday, May 14, 2005 3:08 PM
o513 .wEnT tO wAtCh tV aNd sLePt tiLl MuM caLlEd Me aNd i wOkE uP.. sTaRtEd sTudYiNg pHy aNd eNg paPeR oNe.. ReMeMbEriNg aLl tHosE foRmaTs aNd bLaHs bLaHs.. aFtEr tT ; atE icE cReaM aNd soMe sTuFfs wHiLe wAtcHiNg tV.. caMe oNliNe.. aNd NeArLy FoRgoTteN aBt My sHoW ! tHe sHoW madE mE wEnT oMigOsH ! wEnT tO sLeEp.. bUt i cOuLdNt sLeEp WeLl.. tHe nosE wAs bLoCkiNg ! LiN aNd mE wErE NEARLY latE foR sChOoL aGaiN bEcaUsE tT sTupId LrT ! oNe oF tHeM caNt bOaRd aNd caUsiNg sO maNy ppL tO waIt FoR tHe NeXt siNgLe TraiN ! aFtEr o2 tRaiNs ; tHeN i MaNagEd tO bOaRd.. rUshEd tO sChOoL aNd MaNagEd tO cAtcH uP wItH tHosE freNs wHo sAt tHe pReVioUs oNe.. hAd LC aNd iT wAs oKaY bUt tRicKy ! tHeN eNg paPeR oNe.. wRotE a LovE sToRy FoR coMpO.. oVeRaLl ; oKaYs lAhX ! duNnO wHy KaLai aNd iBaIdaH saId iTs HARD. doTs doTs doTs ! aFtEr tT ; bReaK aNd hAd pHy.. hMm ; oKaYs aLsO.. bUt tHe LasT pagE wAsNt eAsY ! aRgH ! hOpE i CaN paSs ! sAw LiN aT tHe bUs sToP aNd wEnT hoMe wItH hEr.. boUgHt cUp NooLeSs FoR luNcH aNd soMe sWeEts aNd sNackS.. wAtChEd a bt oF tV aNd tHeN vcD.. i wAs cRyiNg aNd cRyiNg oVeR tHe sHoW.. iT wAs aN uNhaPpY oNe.. yEaHs ; hEaRtbReaKiNg ! iM siLly tO cRy oVeR tHiS kiNd oF fIcTioN !! oMigOsH ! aFtEr tT ; sHoWerEd aNd caMe oNliNe.. dUnNo WTF haPpeNeD aNd MadE mY coM VIRUS aGaiN ! FUCKER maN ! VIRUS ; GO HOME FUCK UR ASS MOTHER LAHZ. wAtChEd a bIt oF tV aNd WeNt tO sLeEp tiLl o74o LikE tT.. wAtChEd tV aNd waItEd FoR diNnEr.. MuM caMe hoMe.. hAd LjS foR diNnEr.. aNd heLpEd hEr kEy iN tHosE coNtaCts iNtO hEr oLd phoNe tiLl tHe wEe oF hoUrS ! oH gOsH ! tHe FiNgErs wErE sO tIrEd ! wAtChEd a bIt oF tV aNd hEaD tO sLeEp..
o514 .
wHeN i wOkE uP ; i rEaLisEd HaLF oF tHe DaY wAs goNe.. wAshEd uP aNd wAtChEd vcD.. iM liKe FaLliNg FoR aLl tHosE "mIracLeS" ; kNoWiNg tHeY aRe FakE yEt i sTiLl cHosE tO bEliEvE tHeM.. dUnNo WaT madE mE tHiNk tT tHeY wErE tRuE.. iM jUsT a siLly gUrX ! hAiX ! aFEr tHe nIcE sHoW ; i wEnT tO sHoWerEd aNd caMe oNliNe FoR hoUrS !? oMigOsH ! iM sUpPosEd tO sTudY yEt i dIdNt CoNtRoL mYseLf ! i gUeSs i WiLl bE faiLiNg aNd FaiLiNg.. i WONT mEt tHosE taRgEts i sEt FoR mYseLf ! NEVER. iM sO laZy ! rEaD bLogS aNd yEaHs ; iT wAs sO hEaRtbReaKiNg.. toLd MuM soMetHiNg tT i rEaD iN a pErsoN`s bLoG.. aFtEr tT ; i tRiEd tO cOpY tHe MuSiC i fouNd iN oNe wEbsItE.. bUt CaNt.. aNyHoW cLiCkEd aNd oMigOsH ! i dId iT ! waHaHa ! bUt ; iTs NoT iLlegaL rIgHts ?! wEnT oFfLiNe aNd sTudy.. hAviNg a tUtioN aT 7oo LatEr ! TIRED. BYEE foR noW !
things to get done over the june holidays
1. clean up my WHOLE room.
2. get bday presents for them.
3. sort out those thoughts in my mind.
4. go on DIET
5. go OUT with FRENS. - if they still treat me as one.
6. hair ; PLS PLS PLS GROW. really need you to grow eh !
counting down to the may of twenty ; o8 days