Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:40 PM
haHa ! aFtEr sO loNg ; i sTiLl dEcIdEd tO bLog tT mEssagE uP iN tHe eNtRy.. haHa ! hMm ; aNd saW szE huI`s rEpLiEd tO tT mEssagE ; i FeLt sO eMbRassEd ! haHa ! oFf tHe CoM aNd dIvEd iNtO mY hWk.. i waNtEd tO cRy bEcaUsE i DuN uNdErsTaNd tHosE a MatHs tHiNg !! tHeN tMl hAviNg a sTupId tEsT oN tHe ToPiC.. aLl tHe xaMs coMiNg aNd i CaNt oNliNe ! hAiX ! fReEdoM`s sTopS fRoM aBt o3 wEeKs ! mEaNs 21 daYs aNd so maNy hoUrS !! aHhhH ! hMm ; hAd mY diNnEr aNd i pUt oN wEigHt !! oMigOsH ! i mUsT rEfRaiN mYseLf FroM sWeEts ; cHoCoLatEs aNd juNk FoOd !! waTchEd tV aLl tHe WaY tiLl 945 pM aNd wEnT bAcK sTudYiNg aNd MeMoRisiNg tHosE cHiNesE sEnTeNcEs aNd WoRds ! tHeN caMe oNliNe.. oH yA ; tOdaY dUriNg pE pErIoDs sze hui vErI bAd ! sHe LaUghEd aT mE bEcaUsE yuHuI toLd hEr eVeRytHiNg tT haPpeNeD lAsT sAt oN tT sTupId MrT !! aHhH ! sO eMbrAsSeD eH ! hEys pIg ; i wiLl gEt SHY dE hOrX !! =/ i WeNt oFfLiNe aNd WaTchEd tV aNd WeNt cHiLLiNg iN mY rOoM wItH tHe aIr-coN ! SHOIK. zZzz ! o426 .
HOTWEATHER !
WheN LiN toLd mE wAt sHe WaNtEd tO teLl mE wHeN i MeT hEr iN tHe MoRniNg ; i couLd seNsE tT sHe WaS rEaLly dIsSaPoiNtEd aNd SaD aBt iT.. i couLd seNsE tT hEr tEaRs wErE dRiPpiNg iN hEr hEaRt wHeN sHe saId aNd saId.. bUt mE ?! sO heLpLeSs aNd aLl i cOuLd dO wAs jUsT sIt tHerE aNd LiSteN aNd LisTeN.. hAiX ! i`M WaY uSeLeSs ! e MatHs wAs tHe FiRsT pErIoD aNd wAs bOrEd ! dId wS wItH saNdY aNd tHeN wAs Mt.. dId cOrRecTioNs aNd hAd sPeLliNg.. aFtEr tT wAs a MatHs bUt wE dId tHe gEo wS FiRsT.. yEaHS ; mIsS riN wAsNt hErE aGaiN !! rEcEsS aNd aTe.. wAs STARVING. bUt HoW oN eArtH aM i gOiNg tO losE wEigHt ?!? haHa ! gEo pErIoDs bEcaMe oUr a MatHs tEsT pErIoDs.. wOopEe ! vErI fuN eH ! i tOoK tHe paPeR aNd i dIdNt kNoW hOw tO dO aNytHiNg LiKe tT.. sO wE cOpiEd eAcH oThEr`s wOrK aNd WrotE tHe sTePs oN tHe qNs paPeR aNd pAssEd aRd.. haHa ! hOpE caN hAvE a PaSs ! tHoUgH tHe PaSs iS noT uSiNg mY owN bRaiNs ! haHa ! tHeN wAs eNg.. wE dId soMe MaNy xErcIsEs oN tHosE jOiNiNg SeNteNcEs.. tHeN cMe wAs gRp pReSeNtaTioN.. bOrEd ! aNd i dId mY eNg Ws.. wOopEe ! No Ss tEsT tMl !! waHaHa !! aCtUaLly i WaNtEd tO fiNd Mr cHua aFtEr pC bUt hE wAsNt FrEe.. hAd LuNcH aNd tHeN pC.. sIaNz eH ! sO i sEcReTly doNe mY eNg hWk ! FINISH ! tHeN wE dIscUsSeD aBt WriTiNg LeTtEr tO tT caMeL siM bEcaUsE oF oUr a aNd E matHs cHeR ! hAiX ! tHeN wEnT hoMe aLoNe aGaiN.. haHa ! aNyWaY ; i hAvE tO gEt usEd tO iT sooNeR bEcaUsE i kNoW tT sooNeR oR latEr i wiLl bE hAviNg LeSsEr aNd LeSsEr FrIeNds wItH mE.. i dUnNo WhY i wiLl hAvE tHiS tHiNkiNg bUt iT sEeMs sO rEaL ; sO rEaL aNd i`M sO AFRAID. iF tT daY rEaLly coMeS ; wAt aM i sUpPosEd tO dO ?! CRY ?! hAiX.. i dUnNo ! i`M sO mEsSy.. i cOuLdNt cLeAr mY miNd NoW.. i jUsT duN havE tHe sTreNgTh tO dO sO.. rEaChEd hoMe ; wAs rAthEr iN a bAd MoOd duE tO tHe FUCKING WEATHER ! hAvE tO eNdUrE tHiS foR dUnNo HoW maNy MorE mThS ! hAiX ! aFtEr i HaD mY baTh ; caMe oNliNe aNd i kEpT lisTeNiNg tO o1 pIaNo piEcE.. iT wAs raThEr reLaXiNg aNd MakiNg mY miNd gO tIrEd tIrEd aNd tIrEd ! oH yA ; paPa`s sIcK ! mY hEaRt hUrTs a LiL.. qUicKly oFfliNe aNd WeNt tO sLeEp.. i FoRcEd mYseLf tO sLeEp aNd sLeEp tiLl 73o.. hAd diNnEr aNd wAtChEd tV tHeN dId mY hWk.. haHa ! i kNoW hOw tO dO e MatHs hWk eH ! bUt NtH tO bE pRoUd oF bEcaUsE iNdIcEs oNly.. haHa ! i wAs sO daMm IDOIT HOT ! tHe wEaThEr iS maKiNg mE gO MAD !! AHHHHH !! HoW i wIsH i CaN sTaY iN a aIr-coN rOoM aNd dO eVeRytHiNg iNsIdE tT rOoM tiLl tHe HOT HOT HOT suMmEr iS goNe.. SHOIK MAN. haHa !! wAtChEd a bIt oF tV aNd caMe oNliNe.. hMm ; NoTicEd tT aLmOsT eVeRyoNe iS so sad and fuck up with their life. liKe szE huI , aNgeLa aNd LiN bUt hOrX ; i CaNt dO aNytHiNg mUcH tO heLp tHeM.. hAiX.. aLl i CaN pRaY aNd pRaY tT gOd wouLd MakE tHeM moRe HapPiEr eAcH daY.. bUt iT sEeMs NO USE. bEcaUsE gOd iS sO daMm FUCKING COLD BLOODED.!! wAtChEd tV aNd WeNt sLeEp iN aIr CoN aGaiN !
o427 .
a qUiEt DaY foR mE.. bUt aCtUaLly " miracles happened " haHa ! cOs hOrX ; tOdaY aLmosT eVeRy LeSsoN i gOt LiSteN eH !! waHaHa ! sEe ?! MIRACLES HAPPENED. pHy LeSsoN ; cOpiEd NoTeS bUt iT wAs DaMm bOrEd bUt tRiEd mY bEsT nOt tO faLl asLeEp.. aNd CaN uNdErsTaNd a bIt lAhX.. aFtEr tT wAs e MatHs.. MaRkEd yEsTeRdaY`s hWk tHeN gOt soMe ReViSioN foR tMl`s tEsT ! eNg wE MaRkEd hWk.. iBaIdaH iN BAD mOoD ! sO wE aT tHe dIsAdVaNtagE.. WeNt FoR rEcEsS.. tHeN wAs rEaDiNg aNd iBaIdaH daMm aNgRy ! bEcaUsE ppL gO waLkEd LoNg WaY tO cLaSs iNstEaD waLkiNg aS oNe cLaSs.. dID soMe rEaDiNgS aNd wAs cHeM.. hAd a sO caLl tEsT.. tHeN wE caN rEfEr tO tB aFtEr a WhiLe.. gEt mIxEd uP bY aLl tHosE wOrDs - pRoToN ; eLeCtRoNs ; NeTroN aNd dUnNo WaT nUcLeUs.. wA laO ! tHeN taLkEd aBt dUnNo WaT RMM aNd RAM.. sHiT eH ! wAs bLuR tiLl dUnNo WherE lE ! sS wE dId sBq.. tHeN bLa aNd bLa.. wAs rEalEasEd LatE ! hAd LuNcH.. tHeN wEnT foR cO foR tHe FiRsT tiMe wItHoUt ANGELA KWA SIRU ! i FeLt sO losT aNd WEIRD ! haHa ! i dUnNo WhY.. tHeN wE lEarNt NeW soNg.. oMigOsH !! gOt Yq soLo aNd i HaVe tO pLaY iT.. i DUN WANT ! tHeN ; haHaHa ! ANGELA KWA caMe dOwN aNd sTayEd FoR a WhiLe.. hMm ; tHeN pRacTicEd tiLl sO STRESS ! I WANT PASS OUT EH ! FUCK. szE hUi sTiLl gOt LeSs tHaN o1 yEaR caN gO lE.. bUt mE ?! WTF. sO loNg ! aSshoLe ! aRgHhhHhhh ! aFtEr cO ; WeNt loT oNe.. dUnNo WhY i havE tHe XTRA FeEliNg.. i shLdNt bE tHerE liKe tT.. hAiX ! yEaHs ; iTs xPeCtEd tT sOoNeR mY frIeNdS lEaviNg mE lE.. rEaChEd hoMe aT aRd 7oo + tHeN pRactIcEd yQ aNd hAd diNnEr wHiLe wAtChiNg tV.. sHoWeReD aNd dO hWk.. tHeN caMe oNliNe aNd bLoggEd tHiS sTupId eNtRy oF miNe ! I HATE CO SO MUCH NOW. IT GIVES ME THE SENSE OF DANGER !! hAiX !
psst ; jie - ur name`s in RED eh. so attractive. haHa. must be smiling now. woopee. take care and good luck for ur o lvl. jia you. jia you. jia you. smuacks.