Pizza Meal Is Laughing Meal

Monday, April 25, 2005

5:05 PM

qUiCkLy cHaNgEd aNd gOt rEadY tO gEt oUt oF tHe hoUsE.. i wAs hAviNg a BAD HAIR DAY !! aRgH ! paPa dRovE mE tO loT o1 aNd waItEd FoR jIa WeN a WhiLe.. tHeN waLkEd hErE aNd tHeRe.. wE qUeUeD uP foR sWeEt taLk HaLfwAy tHeN dIdNt bUy lE.. wEnT tO tHe MrT sTaTioN.. YoLk wHyE ; gLadYs aNd qI yiNg laTe tiLl vErY laTe.. sO wE sPiLt aNd WeNt hAd diNnEr FiRsT.. waNtEd tO eAt sUsHi bUt tHe BuFfEt eNdEd lE.. sAw a BuNcH oF cO gUyS tHerE iNsIdE.. iN tHe eNd ; wE wEnT hAd pIzZa !! wOopEe ! haHa ! wE oRdErEd tHe PaRtY sEt.. 69 bUcKs.. sHoIk eH ! tHeN wE aTe aNd MadE loTs oF fuNnY tHiNgS.. eSp jIa WeN ! oMigOsH ! sHe`s DaMm FuNnY ! haHa ! wAs HaLf fuLlEd bY hEr sTuPiD jOkEs.. tHeN i saId wE fuLl bEcaUsE gOt pIzZaS aNd tHe WoRd "haHa" aLl aRouNd.. haHa !! tHeN yUaN tiNg ; sHi LiNg ; sEr WeE aNd jEsSiE caMe fiNd uS aNd wE wEnT oFf aFtEr gOiNg tO toiLeT.. aNd yoLk wHyE aNd jIa WeN tHoUgHt i cOuLd FiNd tHeM jUsT bEcaUsE tHeY hiDe ! sAt oN tHe MrT fLooR aNd cHaTtEd.. aRrivEd lE.. dIdNt kNoW wHerE tO waLk.. bLuR bLuR dE.. tOoK tHe tIcKeT fRoM jEsSiCa aNd wE tOoK a pHoTo.. wEnT iN aNd sAt dOwN.. hMm ; tHe CoNcErT wAs aLrIgHt lAhX.. bUt aLl i kNoW wAs jIa WeN aNd mE kEpT laUgHiNg wHeN wE loOkEd aT tHe pHoTo wE tOoK.. haHa ! bEcaUsE wE movEd tHeN iT tUrNeD oUt LiKe wE wErE sPiRtS ! haHa ! tHeN a MaN saId wE vErY nOisY aNd toLd jIa WeN iF wE caN kEeP qUiEt a NoT.. haHa ! oMigOsH ! aFtEr tHe CoNcErT.. wE wEnT oUt aNd WaItEd FoR eVeRyoNe.. tHeN wE waNtEd tO sAy CCKS nEeDs Mr LeE.. doTs doTs.. sO wE wEnT bAcK aNd i gAvE tHe tIcKeT bAcK tO jEsSiCa.. jIa WeN waNtEd tO fiNd tT zHoNg rUaN ; HaFiZ.. tHeN i saId lUcKiLy wE dIdNt siT iN fRoNt iF nOt wE laUgHeD tHe pLaYeRs MigHt sToPpEd aNd LoOkEd aT uS.. i saId LoTs oF sTuPiD aND cRaPpY tHiNgS.. jIa WeN laUghEd tiLl sHe pEe a bIt iN hEr paNtS ! haHaHaHaHAHA ! oMigOsH ! i cOuLdNt sToPpEd laUgHiNg aNd toLd tHeM.. wE ruN aNd kEpT sCrEaMiNg bEcaUsE wE sAw RATS !! wE wAlkEd tO tHe MrT sTaTioN aNd pEe.. tHeN waNtEd tO gO loT o1 aND hAvE a dRiNk.. bUt jIa WeN saId wHy NoT gO tO tHe sPorE rivEr tT sIdE aNd sEe gOt wAt tO dRiNk.. iN tHe eNd ; wE eNdEd uP gOiNg tO tHe MaC tHerE !! haHa ! cOs aLl pUbS oNly.. bUt sEr WeE aNd jEsSiE dIdNt jOiNeD uS aNd WeNt hoMe FiRsT.. tHeN wE hAd soMe FriEs aNd cHiT cHaT.. LeFt tHe pLacE aT aRd 1115.. wE sTaRtEd taLkiNg sO maNy FuNnY sTuFfs.. haHa ! eVeRytHiNg wAs FiNe siNcE thIs sTupId CHINA MAN caMe iNtO tHe pIcTurE ! XiN hUi toLd yoLk wHyE wHo toLd mE tT hE wAs LoOkiNg aT mE !?? i FeLt sO sCarEd aNd LeT gLadYs sIt.. haHa ! tHeN sHe sO fuNnY ! sHe kEpT sTaRiNg aT tHe cHi kO pEi aNd hE sTiLl havE tHe cHeEk tO laUgh ! WTF. i FeLt sO wAt-ThE-fucK aNd WeNt oVeR tO jIa WeN wHo wAs sItTiNg wItH yuHuI.. i WaNtEd tO teLl jIa WeN wAt haPpEnEd tHeN tHe rEsT oF tHeM caMe ovEr lE.. tHeY saId tHaT hE wAs LoOkiNg aT tHeIr sKiRts.. oH yA ; XiN hUi SoMe MorE saId " LoOk wAt LoOk ; LaTeR i gOugE uR eyEs oUt !" wHoa ! tHeY aLsO saId tT hE caMe oN moViNg cLosEr tO qIyiNg.. oH maN ! wAt hE WaNts sIa ! wE kEpT oN iMagiNiNg tHiNgs aNd saId HoW tO bEaT tHeM uP.. LuCkiLy tT sTuPiD cHi kO pEi aLigHtEd.. iF nOt ; wE aRe dEaD ! i dUnNo WhY tEaRs caMe iNtO mY eyEs.. aNd tHe MrT wAs aLmOsT aLl GUYS ! i saId tT i dEtEsT iNdIaNs aNd cHiNa MaN tHe MosT.. tHeN yoLk wHyE toLd mE gOt o1 iNdIaN maN therE aNd hE oF cOurSe hEaRd wAt i saId lE.. i aPoLogIsEd tO hiM aNd saId iTs aLl tHosE sWeEp RoaD dE.. saId bUaI-s tO jIa WeN.. yoLk wHyE aNd mE tOoK Lrt aNd saId bUaI-s tO tHe rEsT.. wHeN seNja oNe caMe lE ; sHi LiNg caLlEd mE aNd aSkEd wE aLl tO waIt FoR tHeM bEcaUsE nO mOrE bUs lE.. tHeN wE waItEd.. YuaN tiNg vErY scArEd tO taKe tHe LifT.. tHeN hEr MuM aLsO liKe hEcK cArE hEr eH.. wE saT tHe seNja oNe aNd qIyiNg sAw hEr dAd iN tHe LrT aNd gO bEaT tHe sHouLdEr sO maNy tiMeS.. haHa ! wE eNd uP laUgHiNg.. haHaHa ! tHeN gOt o2 ppL aLsO laUghEd aT hEr.. haHa ! sHe hAbEe lE.. gOt hEr dAd.. i aLsO hAbEe cOs paPa saId hE coMe FeTcH mE aT seNja LrT.. haHa ! tHeN yoLk wHyE gO caLlEd hEr sIs coMe dOwN tO hEr bLocK.. haHa ! sHe aLsO sCarEd.. haHa ! sO fuNnY ! saT paPa CaR bacK tO cArPaRk.. haHa ! LAME eH ! sMs wIth jIa WeN aFtEr baThiNg.. tHeN wAtChEd tV.. gOt tO kNoW eVeRyoNe is SafE aNd sOuNd aT hoMe !! wOopEe ! wAtChEd tiLl 2oo aNd WeNt tO sLeEp.. haHa ! FiRsT tiMe gO oUt wItH tHeM.. tHeY daMm FuNnY aNd NicE.. haHa ! iTs aLsO tHe FiRsT tiMe wE aLl gO hoMe sO laTe tOgEthEr.. sItTiNg LrT aT 1245 ?! haHa ! qUiTe FuN lAhX.. HAHAHAHAHA. XD

o424 .

gOt uP aT 11 + aNd wAshEd uP.. tHeN gO wAtChEd tV aNd hAd MaRaCoNi FoR bReaKfAsT.. aFtEr tHe sHoW eNd ; sHoWeReD aNd CoNtiNuEd wAtChiNg.. haHa ! hIp hIp hUrRaY ! No TuTioN.. bUt aCtUaLly NoT a gOoD tHiNg eH ! hAiX.. tHeN aFtEr wAtChiNg ; caMe oNliNe.. i rEtypE mY bLoG eNtRy FoR o2 tiMeS.. IDOIT. bLogGeR sUcKs eH ! pIssEd oFf maN ! aFtEr oFfLiNe ; wEnT pReParEd diNnEr aND hAd diNnEr wItH xTrA sErviNg ! oOpS ! FAT lE. haHa ! wAtChEd tV tiLl 9oo + aNd sHoWerEd.. sTudiEd cHeM tEsT FoR a WhiLe tHeN rEaD coMiC aNd seNt gOoD nIgHt mEssAgE oUT.. i waItEd FoR hiM tO rEpLy.. aT lEasT o2 WoRds " gOoD nIgHt " bUt.. haHa ! NONE. weLl ; NtH tO bE dIsSapOiNtEd oF.. iTs xPeCtEd.. haHa ! I HATE EVERYONE. eVeN tHe pIg pIg FaMiLy.. hAiX.. i dUnNo WaT gOt iNtO mE.. i ToTaLly hAvE tO idEa iF i sTiLl hAvE him iN mY hEaRt.. i dUnNo.. i`M losT.. bUt i`M gOiNg tO cHaNgE iNtO soMeoNe NEW bUt WEIRD. haHa ! souNds COOL rIgHts ? haHa ! LOLS.

dear szehui - hmm ; i`m running out of words to console you. to ease the pain ; sadness and bLah bLahs you are going through right now. aLl those simple or chim words that i could think have already been said to you. actually it ALL depends on YOU to hear them in or not. i cant do much. aNgeLa cant do much. no one can do much. and i think even if he speaks to you again ; you wont feel any heLp. cos its all in the mind. you tell urself you to cry. then the message is transfer to the brain. therefore you cried. everything tt you tell urself. the brain works for you. actually forgetting someone is hard and easy. but to me. i dunno. all i can do now is to stop thinking. and let everything go by itself. if god wants him to talk to you ; one day. one day he will. everyone life is in god`s hand. we cant do anything. its aLl up to you to decide everything for urself. like xampLe ; the sec 4 passed out le. we cry or watever shit. nth will change. because the time is up. they have to go study le. you can just tell yourself. they pass out ; pass out lorz. one day i will oso pass out. after the sec 4 passed out from co ; they will get out of schooL. and we oso cant really see them le. but what for you want to go into the same poly or jc with him. later he leave the schooL ; he will have his own life le mahz. you cant be by his side forever. you said you love him forever. but i dun reaLly believe tt there`s such thing on this earth. everyone love will fade no matter what. nth lasts. i`m not trying to say you stupid or scoLd you. because i dun have the right to do. i know no matter how much words cant be compared to one word he says. and i know. he`s more impt. but i really hope you can stop being a FAKE person. you cant be faking in front of everyone for the rest of your life. i hope you wont be sad anymore. i dun wish to see you this way. i wiLl feel so heLpless. not being to heLp in anyway. although when i talk to you i heard ur laughters. to others it might seems so reaL. but you are the only one who knows if its reaL or fake. why must you PRETEND ?! why cant you just be urself. cry all you want and stop after alll the tears are being cried out. but crying too much isnt good for ur eyes. i know you want go bLind. but oso not tt this age. you will REGRET de. being bLind isnt good thing. if tt reaLly happens to you (touch wood) you will surely want your eyesight back. you see all those ppL who are bLind you can try asking them if they want to see again. cos in their worLd they only see bLack. and they will feel unsafe for their whoLe life. weLl ; tts aLl i had to say bahz. maybe after this i wouLd start to change into someone eLse. someone whom i oso dunno.

here ; wishing you all the best in whatever you do. and hope you will stay TRULY habee forever. take care. and i will always be with you. hope you will walk out of the fake worLd soon. thanks for being there for me whenever i need you.

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habee birthday rui !

i hAd LoTs oF dReaMs wHerE iT aLl haPpeNeD iN sChOoL.. o1 dReaM tT i sTiLl rEmEmbErEd wAs a sPeCiaL bUt siLly oNe.. haHa ! hMm ; My FrIeNd toLd mE tO gO heLp FiNd hEr a sHoE tT sHe WaNtEd aT tHe saMe sHoPpiNg MaLl.. i agReEd.. aNd jUsT aT tHe saMe tiMe i rEcEivEd a mEsSagE froM hiM aNd wAs toLd tO gO mEeThiM aT dUnNo WaT sHoP.. i tHiNk iTs a sHoP seLliNG sHoEs.. bUt i igNorEd hIs MeSsagE aNd jUsT hEaD tO tHe MaLl aNd heLpEd mY frIeNd.. tHeN i sEaRcHeD aNd sEaRchEd.. i hAd tO gO tO tHe LasT sHoE sHoP aNd i sAwhiM tHerE !! i FeLt sO sHoCkEd aNd jUsT wEnT iN wItHoUt LoOkiNg uP aNd sEaRcHeD foR tHe sHoEs.. MY FrIeNd caMe aNd i toLd hEr i dIdNt MaNagEd tO fiNd tHe sHoEs sHe WaNtEd.. sHe saId NvM aNd aSkEd mE tO gO lE.. bEfoRe gOiNG oUt oF tHe sHoP ; i WaNtEd sO mUcH tO tUrN bAcK aNd sEe hiM foR tHe LAsT tiMe.. bUt i wAs sCarEd tT hE wiLl NoTicE mE.. iN tHe eNd ; i jUsT tOoK a gLaNcE aT hiM aNd wEnT oFf.. siNcE tT dAy ; i dIdNt sEe hiM aPpEaRiNg iN fRoNt oF mY eyEs aNyMorE.. haHa !! LAME. duNNo WhY i caN dReaM tiLl tHis KiNd oF sTuPiD dReaMs.. haHa ! tHe waLk tO sChOoL wItH LiN wAs aLrIgHt.. wE dId taLk ! haHa ! hMm ; 3/2 - 3/4 wAs sCoLdEd bY caMeL siM iN tHe MoRniNg uNdEr tHe sTuPid hOt suN.. i tHiNk iTs bEcaUsE oF tHe MathS cHeR tHiNg bAhX.. bEcaUsE aLl tHe cLaSsEs aRe oNly hAviNg RELIEF cHeRs.. aNd wE dIdNt LisTeN iN leSsoNs.. sO caMeL siM scoLdEd.. sIaNz ! wEnT bAcK cLaSs ; iMmEdiaTeLy tEsT.. hMm ; aLrIgHt bAhX.. haHa ! wAs sCoLdEd bY rosNaH aGaiN.. bEcaUsE sO maNy ppL dIdNt waNt dO tHeIr hWk aNd jUsT cOpiEd.. sHe daMm fEd uP aNd xpLodE !! BOOM ! haHa ! tHeN wAs eNg.. wE dId bOriNg wS oN jOiNiNg seNteNcEs.. pE leSsoN ; raN 2.4 kM foR fuN.. haHa ! bUt i waLkEd aLl tHe WaY.. iT wAs sO daMm fUcKiNg HoT ! shLd hAvE sIt tHerE iN sChOoL lE.. sIaNz ! gOt a LoT ppL faiLEd bEcaUsE tHeY nEvEr couNt bY tiMiNg bUt sEe tHe FiRsT 5o gUrX aNd gUy.. LaMe ! NOT FAIR. LuCkiLy ovEr lE.. pHeW ! nExT wEeK ; pLaNniNg tO siT iN sChOoL.. aNd sTicK tHe aSs oN tHe FloOr ! rEcEsS aNd tHeN wAs Mt.. gEt BriEf bY kaLaI wAt tO dO bEforE xaMs.. tHeN wE gOt tHE xMaS tiMe tabLe aLrEadY !! oH nO !! xMaS jUsT aRd tHe CoRnEr ! NeXt tHuRsDaY sTaRt lE !! oMigOsH ! tTs FAST. haHa ! tHeN cOpiEd wAt tO sTudY foR Mt.. MArkEd wB.. o3 pErIoDs oF MaThS ! bEcaUsE gEo cHeR dIdNt coMe aGaiN ! aNd i tHoUgHt Mr TaN wouLd coMe tEaCh uS !! hAiX ! tHeN dId LoTs oF tHiNgs.. oNly o1 pErsoN wAs wiLliNg tO tUrN uP foR tHe rEmEdiaLs.. aNd i sOrT oF pItY tT cHeR eH.. sHe eVeRydaY coMe tEacH no oNe rEaLly LisTeNs.. hAiX.. tHeN wEnT hoMe aLoNe.. hAd LuNcH aNd wAtChEd vcD wItH tHe aIr-coN.. sHoWeReD aNd caMe oNliNe.. hAiX ! tMl a MathS tEsT ; i`M gOiNg tO FAIL BADLY. tUtioN cHeR dUnNo WhY nEvEr repLy mY caLls aNd sMs.. tHeN sIaNz lOrX ! hAiX !! i`M dEaD mEaT eH !