August to December Highlights

Monday, January 11, 2016

4:25 PM

Its been 7+ months since I kept up with my monthly highlights.. Since the mood is somewhat here, I shall seize the chance!

August/September/October

I bought tickets to see BEAST for the third time! This time with Aisyah finally joining us! She looked so dumbfounded when she saw them up close! Hahaha. I would probably never forget the expression she had on her face! And really really thankful that I'm still seeing them up close for the third time! Please continue to bless me/us! But a pity that we didn't get the most expensive ticket to get to hi-touch with them.......... ): Ohwelllllllll.

Also bought tickets to see INFINITE! Finallyyyyyyyy! But I remembered how terrible it was that morning. So so so afraid that I would not hear my alarm since I didn't slept a wink at all that terrible horrible night. Ughhhhhh. But thank god I managed to get pretty good seats! :D

Kpop wise, I was really happy.

But reality is always harsh. Way too harsh. Especially the last week of August...

I lost my dear grandpa and worst of all, my mum wasn't in town to see him for the last time. To be frank, the thought of how my mum is gonna handle the news hit me hard first. Together with the news of his sudden passing, I cried so hard in the showers that it could not take any pain away. The days of the funeral were awful especially at the sight of my mum crying. How I wish these were all like a dream....

Despite close to 4 months since he left us, my mum would still say grandpa would still be alive if she was there. Which I think so too....? :/ I often wonder why God had to take him away at that time.. Why aren't we given more time? I regretted not having dinner with him the night before. I regretted not learning how to speak Teochew and only doing so when he's no longer around.

I guess some pain would never go away? Typing these still makes me choke up.

((And I wonder how did I even manage to study for my final paper of Uni... haha. And even passed it which made me an official graduate in October after 4 damm long years!!!!!!))

I started learning some hands-on girly stuffs. Hahaha. To become more lady-like? Learn some new skills? I learned how to cross-stitched and origami! Seriously? I was so so so confused on how to cross-stitched but after getting the hang of it, hahahaha, its actually pretty simple! (:

First cross-stitched is for grandpa!

Love the purple tulip the most that I gifted it to grandpa!

Lilies for grandma!

November

I think I quite like both reality and kpop for this month!

The seats I got for INFINITE were really good! At first we were really scared cause we were like at the second level? Thank goodness we need to go down to the first level. Moreover no one was in front of us to block! Hehehehe. We could see them with our naked eyes! Just wish I can move in front a little more! Best of all, no one was catching! Hehehehehehehe. That's the most important thing for a concert!!!!!! But my whole INFINITE ranking got screwed up after that. Lollll. I still remembered how nervous we were when the concert started slowly after we took our seats! It felt so damm surreal! Hahaha. Well, that's because we waited 2 years to finally see them! Will forever remember we missed them the first time cause we were right in Seoul! Wth. -.-

I got a 2 weeks event job for the month! Finally earning some money before I depart for Seoulllllllllllll! Also met up with friends throughout the month!

And... completed another cross-stitched! Just in time for Christmas!

Second one for mum

December

The best thing of this month was definitely the trip to Seoul!!!! After 2 whole years since our last one!!! The carefree, stress-free, cooling-to-cold, happy and fun days! A pity we didn't encounter any snow..... ): It happened before and after our trip! I wanna go back alreadyyyyyyyyyyy! *cries*

Line friends store, nami island, busan!

I really miss the food! The hotteok in Busan is to die-for! :O

What makes this Seoul trip different from the one in 2013 is that we saw quite a few celebrities by pure luck! We won tickets to a kpop event!!!!!! OMGGGGGG!!! Finally attending a kpop event right in Seoul!!! But it was really funny cause I really though I was the only one who didn't won it...... Its very depressing but I decided to check my mail using the browser instead of the app and HAHAHAHA my face went from the blackest black to rainbow colors! Hehehehe. We thought we are gonna get bad seats since we were pretty behind the queue. We queued for like 1.5 hours for the free tickets? Like damm. But our seats were good!!! This makes the fourth time seeing BEAST so damm up close! *_* We also saw Block B and BTS!  BTOB, Lee Dahee who was filming and not forgetting...

... my JOONIE!!!! SOBS. Despite feeling like shit from the flight, I was really blown away by him when he appeared in a damm black fine suit with cute bow ties and his hair all gel up. O M F G. I nearly cried at the sight of him!

Pic credit: Naver

Practically stared at him throughout the whole 2 hours odd fanmeet. He sang and even did some ballet moves. EVERYTHING I WANTED TO SEE IRL!!!!! The video he recorded just made me teared. Ahhh~ My love for him was overflowing~~~~ Not only that, every single one got a chance to hi-touch him! *SCREAMS OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG* F nervous while I was walking towards him right behind his mom and sister! Can't believe I touched his hand and see him so up close where he was wearing specs. OMGGGG. DAMM CUTE PLEASEEEEEEE.

Pic credit: Naver

Waited for him after the fanmeet and ughhhhhhh he came out in damm sunglasses and walked down the steps like he was filming for a movie. WTFFFFFFF.



This fanmeet is so damm worth my $52!!!!! HOW TO EVEN GET THIS HERE???? NEVER!!!!! The first day of my Seoul trip is sooooooooooooooo memorable already! Sobs.

Can I go back to Seoul for more kpop experience already??????????

Actually received a message from you after 2+ weeks of sudden silence while I was in Seoul. Was really dumbfounded and wasn't sure if I should reply. All of my friends said not to after I told them the main point of the story.. I really did not and 2 days actually passed that you texted me again. That was then where I got back. Because of the few sudden silence from you... every time the ticks turned blue and there's no reply I would wonder if this is it. It scares me........ :/ not knowing when it would be the last time. Just see the last post (and probably a few more) I made before this. It was always me saying that this is the final goodbye........ Sighs. I wonder what's the reason God made me regain contact with you again....

Enough of that slightly depressing story..

Oh! Met someone whom I haven't seen for years on the day where we gathered to watch MAMA together. I felt really elated right from the bottom of my heart despite the fact that I looked so cui! Hahaha.
 
Went to develop my 7th roll of film when the new train was finally opened after 6 damm years! And it was free for a short period of time! Hehe. Took the chance to visit a place to finish up my remaining film!


Was reminded of grandpa's first and sadly last Christmas in 2014..... Look how cute he is with his first log cake! Hehe. ^^



Also completed two of these in about 1.5 weeks? 

Third cross-stitch is for grandma!

Fourth for partner! (Pic credit: partner) Totally forgotten to take a picture of the final product!

Countdown to the new year with them! :D

Cheers to many more years to come!

December was a pretty good month to end the year!