Monday, October 26, 2015

12:08 AM

• Body is pretty screwed this week. Been waking up earlier despite having lesser sleep. Signs of old age?
• Had a pretty fulfilling weekend? 
• Second week in the row to go marketing with Mum. 
• Went to Artfriend (finally!) to get my watercolor pad to start painting! And the Artfriend store is so big. It reminded me of Michael's back in the US and with all the angmoh customers... Sighs.. I miss my life in USA..
• Had a pretty bad dream about paternal grandpa on Friday night.. And I have never dream of him before. So that means something. Moreover, my sandals snapped on one side at the market and the other side while walking home.. :o
• Had to disturb Mum's Sunday to go and pay my respects to my paternal grandparents. Actually apologised to them for not coming to see them earlier... And hope they are happier now.. (: And next year marks grandpa's tenth death anniversary. How fast time flies. I wonder if we didn't went to the US, would he not passed away? Like how Mum said her dad wouldn't passed away if she didn't went to Cebu. How I wish I could turn back time to see what happens and if its like what she said, I would definitely go see him more often, would definitely learn how to speak Teochew to try to communicate with him. Why am I only doing all these after he's gone? I find myself doing more stuffs for him now. Like buying origami paper to fold him tulips, buying a 'Love you from the moon and back' crossstich when I suck and dislike anything to do with sewing... and learning how to speak simple Teochew. If I'm already feeling like this, how would Mum actually feel when she doesn't show it? I bet its a pain that hurts forever........ :'( 
• Once lost, its gone forever