Monday, January 01, 2007 3:59 PM
Another plenty full of ecstasy and grief year has done its job and has flipped to the next page where many different occurrences will take place. A new year full of responsibilties to shoulder. A new year to change for the better - not many can accomplish that - and to see how much have you actually grown. Many reminiscence that couldnt be recalled one by one in detailed. So many never ending thank you to say to every one who played a role in your life.
Small to MAJOR changes we have made in terms of emotionally. As we gradually grew up to be teenagers - the worst stage in life - we think more than usual. I wanna thank haslindahsafini, limliping, chiangjiawen, thiaxinhui, gweekuntat teozhiying, keithleong, calvintan, louispek, toklengfei, geraldinechin, sitiaisyah, danial, masturah, limsweephoon, georgekwa, syahril, people from 1/3 - 4/2 and those i once knew for all the memorable seconday school days.
Its been a pleasure to have class riots with 1/3 and 2/3 where we were named the Class Of Hell ! This, I will never forget.
Its a bit odd to merge class with other NA classes at the beginning but it was still enjoyable with so many happenings after all. Like running the field during PC period, getting so pissed off with the Phy teacher, bullying the new head of science department teacher who came for relief, chasing off Amaths teacher. I remembered we love free periods the most because we could do anything we want !
Because my life went through a different change, I couldnt complete the rest of the seconday school days where we mug hard for O levels then jump and scream like mad after it end. Work hard my friends ! Its an important year which determines everything. Fighting !
Thanks to all my primary school mates ! You are the people I never want to lose contact with ! But a pity, people do drift apart when they enter another stage of life and meet more new people. Thank God Im still keeping in touch with some wonderful people and wasnt forgotten by them like yuwanna, suwanying, firdaus, chuaszerui, feliciachua, berry, limtianwen, daltonlim and others. I still remember a lot of you but its just that we dont talk anymore. All I can say that my primary school days wont be the best without everyone. I always love going back to primary school during Teachers Day because I can get to see everyone. But this often stops after reaching sec2/3.
My Red.Blue.Yellow.Purple family were also very supportive whenever, whatever. Always hoping for them to be fine and happy.
Red, I know you are growing to be stronger each time you fall. Eighteen, you are gonna be. Life will be getting tougher. But I know you will be able to handle them because you are THEQUEENPIG !
Blue, its been several weeks since we had a conversation online. I dont know how you are doing. Please do not torture yourself with questions that you dont know the answers to. Let everything take its own pace. Love is something that hurt you deeply. But try to think about this : you can still survive without love. You proved to yourself that you are able to walk out of the many years of aching. You can do it again.
Purple, beautiful you are, fun fill the air when you are around. Work hard for your major exams and you are someone I wont forget !
Really really really miss all the stuffs I do with my dearest friends especially liping, jiawen, xinhui and zhiying who kept me laughing all day long. Losing or drifting friendship is something I dont wish to happen in my life. May all my friendships last throughout the years !
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And of course I wont deny that there are some special guys who made me feel what is it like to like someone, lose my sense of direction, made my feelings in such a mess etc. Still grateful for that.
Looking back to the time where I first fall for this guy which was at the age of SIX ! I would smile whenever I recalled those days. That was the first and only like that was so simple, clear and innocent.
The happenings in primary school still lingers in my mind as though it happened yesterday. There were many unforgettable crushes. Guys were absolutely more handsome compared to secondary school. (:
Love was definately more hurting when it comes to seconday school. For four years, I fall for the wrong ones. The love I had was never returned. The love I had was more complicated ; simple and clear doesnt exist anymore. So many infatuations. This&That. However, I will remember that like I had for this someone which really made my days joyful.
Gratitude : Getting to know out of the ordinary ; different-it-was ; humor-was-it-that-strikes
It was my fortune. I got to have a taste of this extraordinary feelings. Im thankful for this kismet.
對你們的愛我不知道該用設麼字來形容。只知道自從你們變成我生命中很重要的人﹐無論在哪裡看到你們我就覺得我很開心﹐開心到無法行容。也覺得我的生命很完美,完美到時間這樣繼續下去也可以。哈哈﹗不知道你們﹑是不是有很特別的力量能讓我享受這種很特別的感覺。我會把這些很完美很完美的回憶永遠的帶在身邊。永遠也不想忘掉或失去這種誰也不能給的感覺。謝謝你﹐五五六六和飛輪海﹗我真的很愛很愛你們。這分愛只會屬于你們的﹗我相信你們的未來會更美好﹗就讓其他我想說但不知道該這麼說的話方在心裡吧﹗讓我再說多一次﹕我愛你﹗
Just like this, 2oo6 is gone, 4 years of seconday school days are gone. Nothing could be rewind to redo. But just smile and look ahead for something better in the years to come. Let regrets be buried deep in the heart for regrets are always something which made you grief. I thank God for everything though there were many bad times. Believing that everything is something to learn from and appreciate. Allow me for one last cry of the year because people say as you grow older, tears shouldnt be following you.
Lastly, Happy New Year People ! I truly pray&hope that 2oo7 would really be better in the new environment, new stage for everyone. God , you will bless us right ?
Lots of loves, deNise