Saturday, April 01, 2006 12:05 AM
changed my blog song. lala. (:I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
I'm so afraid that you're saying
The last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying
Girl I'll make it easy for you
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's
(And there's nothing that I can do
To stop me
I can't make you change your mind
(If your heart's not in it)
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
_____________________________________________________
o326 .
counting to twu more days left ! *cries*
wokE uP aT 9ooAM aNd tExtEd LipiNg.. weNt tO mEeT LipiNg tHeN XiNhUi aNd jIaWeN.. dEcidEd tO gO tO cItY haLl aNd wE cRaPpEd a LoT aLl tHe WaY ! HAHA. boUgHt tHe LiMitEd edItioN sWeEt aNd weNt tO maRiNa sqUarE wHerE XiNhUi dIdNt gEt tHe sKiRt sHe WaNtEd.. waLkEd aRd aNd hAd oUr LuNcH aT LJS.. waLkEd bAcK aNd tOoK MRT tO sPorE coNfeReNcE haLl.. waItEd FoR oUr tIcKeTs aNd LipiNg nEaRly dIdNt gEt aNy tIcKeT ! hAd tO sIt qUitE fRoNt bUt aLrIgHt lahz.. SWISS COTTAGE SEC SCH CO NoT bAd eH ! WEWE. eNjoyEd tHe pErFoRmaNcE beForE bReaK aNd eVeN notIcEd a NuMbEr oF goOd pLayErS fRoM YQ aNd CELLO ! HAHA. yEaa. tHesE o2 iNsTruMeNtS oNly ! HAHA. sAw aN iNsTruMeNt fRoM tHe pLucKiNg gRp wHerE CCKSS doNt hAvE.. oHyA ; sAw szErUi aNd FeLicIa tHerE tOo ! HEHE. weNt tO lao pa sa aNd hAd diNnEr.. LipiNg ; XiNhUi aNd mE atE tHe saMe wanton mee sTaLl.. waLkEd tO espLaNadE aNd tOoK soMe pIcS aNd vIdEoS tHerE ! WEWE. tOoK 96o bAcK tO bP aNd LipiNg waItEd 92o wItH mE.. sHoWerEd aNd oNliNe.. haLfWaY ; feLt LikE pUkiNg ! oFf tHe CoM aNd . .
o327 .
counting to one more day left ! *cries*
HAEE BDAY SERWEE !!
i voMitEd aFtEr a LiL wHiLe ! i voMitEd tHe wanton mee oUt ! AHHHH. aNotHeR food poisioning case AGAIN ! TIRPLE FUCK. MuM doNt sEeM tO rEaLly carE ! coNtiNuEd voMitiNg aNd gIviNg ruNs fRoM 11oo+PM - 5ooAM oKaYs ! FUCK. atE mEdiciNe ; voMitEd oUt ! ARGHS. couLdNt waLk iN a sTraIgHt LiNe wHeNeVeR i weNt tO aNd fRo fRoM mY rooM tO kItcHeN toiLeT ! HAHA. MuM gAvE mE eaT tHe mEdiciNe agaiN aNd oNly gavE mE tHe piLl tO sLeEp aT 5ooAM ! caRriEd oN sLeEpiNg tiLl 12ooPM ( got woke up by wrong number ! ASS. ) aNd tHerE wErE mEssagEs&mIssEdcaLls.. gOt tO kNoW tT LipiNg aNd XiNhUi gOt food poisioning too ! *laughs* sHoWerEd aNd MuM caMe hoMe ; bRoUgHt mE tO tHe doC wHerE tHe doC aLso laUghEd lorz ! second time oKaYs ! atE fEw sPooNfuL oF poRridgE aNd tOoK mEdiciNe.. sLePt tiLl 7oo+PM bEcaUsE oF tHe piLl tT wiLl lEt mE sLeEp ! hAd a bowL oF soUp foR diNnEr aNd wAtChEd tV.. waNtEd tO sLeEp aT 1ooo+PM ; bUt i couLd oNly faLl asLeEp aT 12oo+AM ! WTF. damm suay oKaYs ! NoW i gOt tHe fear oF eaTiNg oUt aLrEaDy ! HAHAHAHA. XiNhUi ; tHiS iS tHe sEcoNd tiMe wE hAd fOoD poIsioNiNg togEtHeR ! HAHAHA. LOL.
the three who walk with me.
we shared many joys&laughters. <3
o328 .
counting to zero more day left ! *cries*
iN toTaL ; i hAd 2ohours oF sLeEp ! *jumps* tHe FiRst o2 pErIoDs wErE fReE ! HEHE. dId eMatHs WS aNd taLkEd.. tHeN wAs cHeM wHerE wE dId WS aNd SS wAs qUitE boRiNg ! yEaa. weNt FoR rEcEsS aNd hAd o2 sLicEs oF bEd.. weNt tO voId dEcK hAd o3 pAckEtS oF wangwang.. aFtEr tT ; i FeLt likE voMiTtiNg aNd mY hEaD hUrTs ! AHHH. weNt tO IT rooM o1 foR o5 periods of MATHS ! caN diE ! AHHHHHH. couLdNt coNceNtRatE wEll ! mY hEaD hUrTs aNd mY nEcK acHeS ! SIGHS. atE dowN o1 paNadoL wHeN XiNhUi aNd mE weNt tO wAsHrooM.. dIdNt FeLt bEtTeR yEt woRsT ! ARGHS. weNt foR luNcH bUt dIdNt hAd aNytHiNg.. weNt bAcK foR PC ; aLrIgHt lahz.. i FeLt tErRiBle aFtEr eaTiNg ! bEcaUsE i foRgOtTeN i couLdNt atE oiLy ; spIcY aNd dRiNk gAsY dRiNk ! AHHH. toLd MuM ! HAHA. gOt saId ! lala. sHoWerEd aNd sLePt tiLl 73oPM ! WEWE. shoik mannnnnn ! hAd a LiL bIt oF diNnEr aNd wAtChEd tV ! oNliNe aNd rEaD a LoT oF bLogS ! wAtChEd tV aNd sToPpEd MeSsagiNg.. oNliNe aFtEr mY sHoWs ; sure-to-laugh sHoW isNt tT nIcE aNyMorE bEcaUsE mY dearest dear woNt aPpEaR foR 4.5 months ! SIGHS. *frowns* couLdNt faLl asLeEp tiLl 1oo+AM !
zai jian.
ni yao hao hao bao zhong.
wo hui deng ni hui lai de.
bu yao lei huai zi ji.
hao xiang ni.
ni zai wan yu xing wen shuo de dui.
mei you ni , wo men hui bu zhi dao zhe zhong de kuai le.
kuai dian hui lai !
o329 .
hen gao xing. yin wei wo zhi dao ni xian zai guo de hao !
HABEE BDAY YUYANG !!
i feeL soooooooo worn out todaY ! SIGHS. weNt tO pUt bAgS iN cLaSs aNd WeNt dowN foR fLag rIsiNg.. iT wAs HOT mannnnn.. dId gEo hWk aNd hAd eMatHs wHerE wE weNt tHrU WS.. FeLt soooooo sLeEpY ! gEo ; weNt tHrU aNs foR hWk aNd cHaNgEd iNtO PE wHerE wE raN 2.4KM aNd i tOoK 16;o4 ! AHHH. soooo sLoW ! dIdNt hAd tHe eNeRgy tO ruN ! feLt soooo bReatHlEsS ! dId sIt-uPs aNd sTaNdiNg boaRd juMp wHerE i faiLeD ! AHHH. mY kNeEcaP aNd FeEtBasE hUrT a LoT ! *cries* roLlEd oN tHe fLooR wItH XiNhUi ! MrLiM sAw iT ! HAHA. *runs* saT tHe voId dEcK aNd lala ! haIr wAs iN a coMpLetE meSs bUt i dIdNt carE ! HAHA. cHaNgEd aNd hAd eNg ; couLdNt coMpLetE tHe PaSsagE aNd NeEd tO coNtiNuE iT tMl ! sIaNzHaLf. rEadiNg ; coMpLetEd tHe bOoK aNd OMG ! sooooooooo toUcHiNg caN ?! AHH. eNdEd LeSsoNs wItH MT aNd i kEpT gIviNg aTtiTudE ! HAHA. i doNt gIvE a fUcKiNg daMm ! lalala. weNt uP tO haLl aNd NYAA ! waLkEd aRd aNd iNtErvIeW ppL + vIdEo tHeM ! sTudiEd a bIt foR pHy tEsT aFtEr aLl tHosE daiLy routiNe sTuFfs.. wAtChEd tV aNd sLePt aT 11ooPM ! WHOA. shag.
VIDEOS
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ROLL AND ROLL
famous amos !
*licks*
o33o .
i will give you the brightest smile , for , you will remember the smile i had for you if we ever bid goodbye in our lives.
lala. i jUsT caNt gEt eNoUgH sLeEp mannnnn ! SIGHS. gEo ; wE dId tEsT aNd i dIdNt rEaLly kNoW hoW tO dO ! HAHA. walauuuu eH ! iF faiL ; mUsT gO foR rEmEdIaLs ! *prays* tHeN wAs pHy ; sPeNt 3o MiNs sTudYiNg foR tHe tEsT bUt NtH mUcH weNt iN ! HAHA. tEsT wAs aLrIgHt aNd LeSsoNs eNdEd ! qUicKly WeNt iNsIdE cLaSs wHeN mRsTaNg wAs oUtsIdE ! HA. eNg ; finally coMpLetEd tHe O LVL coMpRe aFtEr LikE o1 wEek pLuS ? UN-HUH. *nods firmly* weNt foR rEcEsS ! MT ; hAd sPeLliNg aNd weNt tHrU soMe sTuFfS.. yEaa. cHeM ; weNt tHrU WS aNd wAs eMatHs wHerE wE coMpLetEd a xpReSs WS oN cIrcLeS ! LeSsoNs eNdEd oN tiMe ! weNt foR luNcH.. weNt foR SS rEmEdIaL aNd i toLd cHeR SBQ vErY boriNg.. tHeN sHe saId eSsaY qNs aLsO boRiNg ! tHeN LoUiS weNt tO saY " aiya. she see her bf then wont be boring already. " tHeN tHosE wHo kNoWs saId " ya lorz. " walauuuu.. tHeN jIaWeN saId " NCC and blahs. " HAHA. WTF. rEmEdiaLs eNdEd eArLy.. hEaD hoMe aNd atE faMoUs aMoS cOoKiEs.. sHoWerEd aNd dId cRoSswoRd.. sLePt foR 3o MiNs aNd i rEaLly tReasUrE iT ! HAHA. hAd diNnEr aNd oNliNe ! upLoadEd pIcS ; gOt vIdEoS aNd bLaHs tiLl 9ooPM ! wAtChEd sHoW aNd tExtEd.. oNliNe aFtEr tV aNd sLePt aT 12oo+AM !
o331 .
SHENG RI KUAI LE !! <3
*yawns* iTs a tIriNg wEeK mannnnn ! ARGHS. hAd scIeNcE leSsoNs eArLy iN tHe MorNiNg aNd i FaiLed mY cHeM tEsT ! AHH. jIaWeN wAs tHe only oNe wHo PaSsEd bY 1/2 mark aMoNg us ! HAHA. TYCO. weNt tHrU hWk aNd tEsT tHeN weNt tO laB foR pHy LeSsoNs tO dO sTupId xpEriMeNt ! sIaNzHaLf. weNt tHrU hWk foR eNg aNd eMatHs ; dId cIrcLeS WS aNd iT wAs qUitE diFficuLt tT wE tOoK 15 MiNs oF rEcEsS tiMe.. weNt dowN aNd boUgHt soMe FoOd.. weNt bAcK foR o3 pErIoDs oF aMatHs doiNg FeW qNs oN sEtS aNd tHerE`s WS tO dO oVeR tHe wEeKeNdS ! ARGHS. tEsTs tO sTudY tOo ! FUCK. weNt foR luNcH aNd coMbiNe foR CO ! pAckEd uP eArLiEr aNd weNt uP tO tHe haLl foR coNcErT ! LAME. weNt tO loT o1 wItH them wHicH hAd bEeN agEs ! waLkEd aRd tiLl 5oo+PM aNd hEaD hoMe.. dIdNt gEt caUgHt iN tHe raiN ! lalala. sHoWerEd aNd oNliNE tiLl iT wAs sooooooo borEd ! SIGHS. hAd a sPiNniNg hEaD aFtEr tT ! ARGHS. cookEd owN diNnEr aNd wAtChEd tV wHiLe tExtiNg.. dEcIdEd NoT tO gO oUt wItH them tMl..
