Sunday, March 05, 2006 2:32 PM
( edited )the nightmare i fear has come. i hope the solution wont be a break up. GOD ; i know you wont be so cruel to me. i believe you wont. you are the only person who knows what`s going to happen next. i cant do anything to change this fate. its just the starting of the happines you plant in my life. are you making it away this soon ? i just pray and hope that everything would turn out fine ; a decision that everyone is habee with. i sincerely pray to you ; GOD. you are my only hope now. SIGHS.
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bLoggEd aNd qUicKly oFf tHe CoM.. caLlEd him wHiLe i hAd mY diNnEr aNd coMpLetEd eNg hWk.. taLkEd tiLl 1ooo+PM tHeN wAtChEd tV.. oNliNe aNd caLlEd him agaiN tiLl 123o+AM.. sLePt ! super xHaUstEd ! *yawns* rEaD noVeL aNd hEaR mUsIc wHiLe i waItEd FoR dear MR F ! yEaa. hAd cHeM aNd gOt bAcK Ct rEsuLtS ! OMFG. i JUST PASSED ! HAHAHA. soooo gLad caN ? tHoUgHt i wiLl faiL likE sHiT ! HEHE. tHeN wAs eNg ; dId owN worK aNd i FeLt soooo sLeEpY eH ! eMatHs aNd weNt FoR rEcEsS ! sAvEd MoNeY aNd rEaD mY noVeL ! yadaHyadaH. sAw him aNd i tHoUgHt he boUgHt sWeEt dRiNk agaiN ! bUt iT wAsNt his ! WOOPEE. aMatHs aNd tHeN MT wHerE jIaWeN aNd mE pLayEd o1 sTupId gaMe ! HAHA. fuN eH ! CDP ; weNt tO tHe arEa bEhiNd gyM rooM aNd dId sTaNdiNg boaRdjuMp ! dotDOT. hAd FuN tHerE ! weNt tO haLl aT 145PM aNd hEaRd pRiNcipaL taLk tHeN wAs luNcH ! HAHA. sUpEr huNgRy ! taLkEd wItH him FoR a LiL wHiLe.. tHeN jIaWeN aNd mE wAs LikE waNt tHe otHeR paRty tO waLk FiRsT.. iN tHe eNd ; wE saT aT oUtsIdE HOD aNd waItEd FoR him tO waLk oUt oF tHe caNtEeN.. hAd tO likE sNeaK sO iT woNt bE oBvIoUs ! HAHAHA. tHeN yijiE saId soMetHiNg tO loUd aNd him hEaRd iT bUt dIdNt kNoW i wAs tHerE ? HAHA. sUpEr fuNnY aNd i LaUghEd tOo loUd wHeN i pAssED bY 4/6 cLaSsrooM ! HAHA. hAd SS aNd i FeLt LikE sLeEpiNg ! weNt oUt tO bUy sTuFfS.. gOt o2 iNdIaN gUyS wAs MaKiNg dOg baRkiNgS tHeN jIaWeN gO aNd MEOW ! HAHAHAHAHHA. bRustEd iNtO laUgHtErS mannnnnnn ! LOL. FUCKING fuNnY lahz ! weNt bAcK aNd hEaD foR hoUsE mEeTiNg ! sTuFf foR 1oX2oo wAs rEaL bAd aLrIgHt ! sO mUcH sTuFfS noT seTtLeD ! OMG. sUrE wiLl hAvE qUaRreLs !! SHIT. hEaD hoMe wItH him aNd iM upsEt.. SIGHS. oNliNe aNd cHaTtEd wItH szEhUi.. sHe toLd mE soMetHiNg soooooooooo gRoSs aNd i kEpT laUghiNg ! HAHA. caNt saY wHaT`s tHe tHiNg ; LatEr i wiLl gEt puNcH bY hEr ! HAHAHA. sTaRtEd couNtiNg dowN tO tHe NeXt mtH ! caNt waIt ! lalala. oFfLiNe aNd rEaD noVeL.. tHeN sLept aT 845PM wHerE i wiLl wAkE uP aT 1oooPM tO caTcH mY sHoW.. bUt wHo kNoWs i sLePt tiLl 1o25PM ; bUt tO bRusH tEetH , dRiNk wAtER aNd rEpLiEd his tExT beForE goiNg bAcK tO sLeEp agaiN ! HAHA. soooooooooo nIcE eH ; gEt tO sLeEp sooooooooooooo LoNg ! HEHE.
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pE wAs aLrIgHt ! wE hAd tO ruN 2.4KM aNd i tOoK 14 MiNs aNd 19 sEcoNdS eH ! NoT vErY gOoD bEcaUsE i sToPpEd qUitE a NuMbEr oF tiMeS wHeN i caMe bAcK ! i toLd MyseLf NoT tO sToP wHeN i ruN tHerE.. HAHA. tOo tIrEd lahz ! yEaa. sHi TiNg voMittEd oN tHe WaY bAcK aNd sHe hEaD hoMe.. weNt bAcK foR eMatHs wHerE wE dId o4 qNs aNd haNd uP.. MT ; hAd sPeLliNg aNd coMpLetEd a eSsaY.. weNt FoR rEcEsS aNd i FeLt sooo huNgRy ! bUt doNt kNoW wHy wHeN i caLlEd his NaMe ; a LoT oF ppL wAs LikE looKiNg aT mE ? HAHA. *blushes* LOL. hAd aMatHs aNd haNdEd iN mY eMatHs hWk.. weNt tHrU WS aNd tHeN wAs eNg.. hAd a voC tEsT aNd weNt tHrU soMe woRk.. saId byEe tO jIaWeN ; LipiNg ; zHiyiNg aNd gErvIsSa wHo weNt FoR sPoRt hEaTs.. yEaa. tHeN weNt tO bUy dRiNk wItH XiNhUi aNd WeNt tO CO rooM.. aFtEr tT ; biN aNd sHiLiNg caMe.. wE taLkEd aNd taLkEd.. tHeN dEcidEd aNd wE caBbEd dowN tO CCK sTadiuM ! WEWE. sAw jIaWeN ; LipiNg ; zHiyiNg ; gErvIsSa aNd gEraLdiNe.. weNt tO cHaNgE iNtO pE aTtiRe aNd gEt dRiNk / tIbItS wItH XiNhUi ; biN aNd sHiLiNg.. coiNcideNtaLly ; i sAw him.. HAHA. weNt bAcK aNd sIt dowN.. rEpLiEd his tExT aNd sTaRtEd tO wAtCh soMe eVeNtS ! WEWE. XiNhUi bEt rEd hoUsE wiLl wiN tHe 1ooM racE ; tHeN rEd hoUsE rEaLly woN aNd sHe sLaPpEd mE eH ! walauuuuu ! sUpEr paiN ! HAHA. WTF. tHeN hEaR FaRhadI ; aRiF ; YuSrI aNd haIkaL pLayEd gUiTaR.. HAHA. kEpT laMo-iNg ! LOL. weNt dowN tO sEe cLeaReR wItH XiNhUi.. tHeN wE movEd pLacE aNd sEe tHe sEc4 boYs hIgH juMp.. HAHA. waLkEd aNd waLkEd ; fiNd o1 rEasoN tO sKiP CO ! WEWE. weNt bAcK tO sIt aNd i sAw him caLliNg mE ; eNd uP cHaTtiNg wItH him tiLl his LoNg juMp hEaTs sTaRtEd.. yEaa. kEpT dRiNkiNg rEd buLl aNd i rEaLly gOt morE acTivE ! HAHA. saT soMewHerE wItH jIaWeN ; LipiNg aNd XiNhUi.. wE hAd hIgH ! HAHA. weNt tO tHe sHoTpUt aRea aNd bLaHs.. aFtEr eVeRytHiNg ; weNt tO tHe loNg juMp aRea foR a LiL wHiLe.. sEe tHe sEc3 boYs 15ooM racE ( i think ) ; tHeN wE dId soMetHiNg aNd zHiyiNg weNt OI ~ ! HAHA. LeFt tHe pLacE aT aRd 63oPM wItH him wHerE wE waLkEd tO liMbaNg aNd gEt soMe sTuFfS.. soMetHiNg FuNnY haPpeNeD oN tHe WaY aLrIgHt ! HAHA. he pUshEd mE iN bEcaUsE tHerE wAs a bIcycLe coMiNg iN ; tHeN he FoRgOtTeN tO cLosE tHe caP oF 1oo+ wHicH he wAs dRiNkiNg.. HAHA. tHeN tHe 1oo+ wAtEr wAs sPiLlEd iNtO mY lEg tHeN sHoE aNd socK ! HAHA. weNt tO tHe MRT sTaTioN wAsHrooM aNd wAshEd uP.. saT 19o hoMe aNd rEaChEd hoMe aT aRd 73oPM.. sHoWerEd aNd weNt dowN foR diNnEr.. caMe hoMe aNd oNliNe ! WEWE. tExtEd wItH him tHeN caLlEd tiLl 12ooAM.. dIdNt caTcH aNy tV pRogRaMmEs tT nIgHt.. oFf tHe coM aNd sLePt..
had an awesome day at the stadium , cant wait for sports day !
and when someone smiles , its sooo cute ! HAHA.
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aFtEr 13 hours and 2o minutes ; tHeN i wokE uP ! HAHAHAHA. doNt kNoW i sLePt sooooo LoNg aLsO ! rEpLiEd tExT aNd hAd LuNcH.. wAtChEd tV aNd MuNcH sNacKs.. sHoWerEd aNd oNliNe tiLl 5ooPM ! i dL O2jaM bUt caNt pLaY oKaYs ! SIGHS. wAtChEd tV tiLl 63oPM ; oNliNe agaiN aNd WeNt tO adaM roAd FoR diNnEr.. caMe hoMe aNd oNliNe tiLl aRd 1ooo+PM ; i finally rEcEivEd him mEsSagE ! OMFG. *heartaches* sHoWerEd ; tExtEd a LiL wHiLe ; rEaD noVeL aNd LigHtS oFf !
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wEekeNdS aRe oVeR ! WEWE. *jumps yet pouts* caNt reLaX aNyMorE yEt i caN sEe mY freNs aNd MaRcH hoLidaYs aRe hErE ! HEHE. wOkE uP fRoM maNy raNdoM dReaMs ; sHoWerEd aNd wAtChEd tV.. weNt tO seNja LrT sTaTioN aNd MeT LipiNg + keItH tO coMe tO mY hoUsE aNd dO gEo pRojEcT bUt ; HAHA. LikE sHiT aLrIgHt.. i tHiNk wE woNt dO wEll ! HAHA. LOL. tExtEd wItH him FoR a LiL wHiLe.. weNt tO bPp aNd hAd LuNcH eVeN tHoUgH i atE roTi pRaTa NoT loNg ! HAHA. tHeN tIaNweN caLlEd mE aNd toLd mE tT soMeoNe waNtEd tO sEe mE ! HAHA. waLkEd aRd bPp tHeN wE sPiLt.. haLfWaY hoME ; tT soMeoNe caLlEd mE aNd i dIdNt beLiEvE iT wAs tT soMeoNe ; wHo`s MiNghUi voIcE ! HAHA. bUt sTiLl i dIdNt MeEt tHeM.. oNliNe aNd rE-dL O2JAM ! i WaNt tO pLaY eH !! ARGHS.
i want to spent a day with GURXFRIEND.
i want to spent a day with ELMO ; COOKIE MONSTER and BARNEY.
i want to spent a day with FRIENDS.
i want to spent a day with HIM.
i want to get all these done during the MARCH holidays.
is it possible ?
i doubt so.
SIGHS.
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i got the quotes below from the novel im reading now. i find them nice ; so im sharing it with all of you ESP szEhUi !
" things dont get lose if they dont have value. you dont miss what you dont care about. "
"sometimes when you dont ask a question , its not because you are afraid that someone will lie to your face. its because you are afraid they will tell you the truth. "