Thursday, November 03, 2005 10:31 PM
FIRSTLY ; FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAD HAPPENED NO MATTER ITS BAD / GOOD I SHOULD THANK GOD. THANK GOD FOR ALL HE GAVE ME IN THIS LIFE. BECAUSE I WONT KNOW IF THIS PIECE OF MEMORY WOULD EVER REPEAT AGAIN IN MY LIFE. I HAVE MANY MANY REGRETS. REGRETS THAT I REALLY HOPE GOD COULD TURN BACK TIME / LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN. JUST ONCE. I WILL SEIZE THE CHANCE TO LET EVERYTHING BE RIGHT. BUT THINGS JUST WONT GO THE WAY I PRAY SO HARD FOR. I MISS THOSE SWEET MEMORIES I ONCE HAD WITH MANY MANY PEOPLE. THEY WERE THE THINGS I LIVE FOR. THEY WERE THE THINGS THAT MADE ME REAL HABEE. THEY SEEM TO BE FRESH IN MEMORY AS IT HAPPENS YESTERDAY. THEY REPLAY AND REPLAY IN MY MIND OFTEN. THANK YOU GOD. THANK YOU. I KNOW I DONT TREASURE MY LIFE. I KNOW I DONT TREASURE WHAT I HAVE. SORRY TO DISAPPOINT YOU.11o2 .
yEaa. aNotHeR sTupId DaY tO sChOoL wHicH iS sooooo aSs mannnnn.. bEcaUsE i dId eVeRytHiNg sLoWly ; i WeNt oUt oF tHe hoUsE latE aNd i waItEd aNxIoUs FoR 19o tO coMe.. iN tHe eNd ; 975 caMe wItHoUt aNy sIgHt oF 19o ! OHMY. waLkEd tO tHe sChOoL gatE qUicKly bEcaUsE i tHoUgHt LeSsoNs sTaRtS aT 73o ! bUt LiPiNg toLd mE iTs tHe NoRmaL tiMe ! cheyCHEY. cHaTtEd aNd taLkEd aBt LoTs oF moviEs wItH LeNgFeI aNd tHe rEsT.. iT wAs nIcE.. tHeN weNt uP foR leSsoNs aNd saT beHiNd tHiS tiMe rouNd.. zHiyiNg aNd mE weNt tO sIt wItH LiN.. iT wAs a LiL wEiRd / aWkwaRd aT fiRsT.. bUt tHe FeeLiNg FadE oFf sLoWly.. tHe cHeR madE aNnouNcEmeNt aNd LeSsoNs eNd aT 113o iNstEaD oF 1oo ! WOOPEE. *jumps and screams* hAd tHe MiNi pHy tEsT bUt tHerE`s sTiLl mIsTakEs.. HAHA. wHeN cHeR weNt tHrU tHe aNs ; zHiyiNg aNd mE wErE dRaWiNg aNd taLkiNg.. tiMe pAssEs VeRy FaSt aNd iT wAs gEo.. dId gRp woRk bUt wAs sLacKiNg lahz.. eVeRyoNe wAs taLkiNg aNd LaUgHiNg tHeIr owN.. HA. gOt bAcK tEsT paPeR aNd sCorEd a 19 / 3o.. a LoUsY gRadE mannnn.. hAviNg tHe saMe tEsT tHiS fRi aNd hopE i wiLl dO wEll.. dIsMiSsEd aNd WeNt tO wEsT maLl wItH jIaWeN.. sHe WaNtEd tO caB tHerE bUt LucKiLy 985 caMe.. cHecK iF tHerE`s tHe MoViE bUt iTs sTiLl hAviNg iTs sNeaKs pRevIeW ! ARGHS. MadE oUr WaY dowN jUroNg poiNt.. WORST mannnn.. doNt eVeN havE tHe MoViE ! sO ; wAtChEd ALL ABOUT LOVE ; ZAI SHUO YI CI WO AI NI ! WeNt aLl tHe WaY tO tHe FoOdcoUrT aNd wE kEpT cHaNgiNg pLacEs.. iN tHe eNd ; wE dIdNt hAd aNytHiNg aNd boUgHt cHocoS.. botH wAs hAviNg a hEaDachE mannnn.. qUickLy WeNt uP aNd i hAd My LuNcH.. saT iN tHe LiBraRy aNd rEsT.. shoik mannnn.. sAw o1 LadY wEaRiNg a sKiRt wHicH iS daMm sHoRt aNd nIcE ; sO doEs hEr beLt.. bUt wHeN sHe sItS dowN ; botH oF uS sAw hEr uNdErwEaR ! AHH. GROSS. leFt tHe LiBaRaY aNd boUgHt dRiNks.. yEaa. a LOT oF coupLeS waTcHiNg tHiS sHoW aNd tHe oNe bEsIdE uS eVeN kIssEd wItH souNd eFfecTs ! YUCKS. soMe tHiNgS haPpeNeD aNd i LaUghEd wHeN tHe MoViE wAs pLayiNg aT a sAd paRt ! HAHAHA. oVeRaLl ; qUitE a nIcE moviE xpEcT iTs MeSsY ! aLl tHaNks tO jIaWeN ! iF not i caNt rEaLly uNdErsTaNd iT ! HAHA. aND soMe pArTs wErE F-U-N-N-Y mannnnn.. cHaTtEd oN tHe WaY bAcK.. sHoWerEd aNd caLlEd tIaNweN wHiLe uSiNg tHe coM.. HAHA. iT wAs nIcE taLkiNg wItH hiM aNd i dIggEd hIs sEcReTs oUt !! HAHAHA. nEarLy FoRgEt tT mY sHoW sTaRtS aT 7oo aLrEadY ! PHEW. WANG ZI BIAN QING WA iS a nIcE nIcE nIcE sHoW ! doNt kNoW wHy soMe ppL couLd acTuaLly wRitE iN tO a MagaziNe aNd saId iTs NoT ! tsktsk.. wAtChEd tV aLl tHe WaY tiLl 95o aNd caMe oNliNe.. bLaHs aNd wAtChEd tV agaiN tiLl 12oo.. sLePt aNd tMl`s a hoLidaY ! OHYES.
11o3 .
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO ALL THE MALAYS ! ( that`s how i see the newspaper wrote )
aNotHeR pubLiC hoLidaY sooN bUt FoR tHe NeXt o2 wEeKs ; tHerE wouLd bE sChOoL foR wHoLe oF sTraIgHt o2 wEekS aNd RE XAMS ! sUcKs eH ! i tHiNk wE aRe woRsT tHaN O LVL sTudeNtS ! sobSOB. wOkE uP aT aRd 3o MiNs MorE tO nooN aNd tHeN wAtChEd tV.. hAd LuNcH aNd sHoWerEd.. caMe oNliNe aNd XiNhUi iS bAcK ! WEWE. oFfLiNe aNd pLayEd wItH mY makE-uPs.. dReW oN tHe eyE liNeaR aNd WatChEd tV.. sHoWeD MuM aNd i dReW coRrEcTly ! WEWE. No MorE sHoWs tO wAtCh aNd caMe oNliNe.. waItEd haPpiLy FoR mY WANG ZI BIAN QING WA tO dO ! WOOPEE. soooooo sWeEt mannnn.. *laughs at myself with a silly look* sHoWerEd aNd wAtChEd tV agaiN.. WAHAHA. caMe oNliNe aNd cRaPpEd + bLoggEd..
i pictured him celebrating today`s festival and he`s habee visiting his relatives asking for forgiveness and of course they forgive him. i pictured he`s always habee and living without any worries or probs. he never fail to appear in any of my entries since the moment the eyes met and set on him.