Friday, October 28, 2005 10:23 PM
1o24 .NOTFAIR ! tHe xpReSs cLaSsEs gEt tO gO oUt aNd wE hAvE tO sTaY iN sChOoL tO do fLoWeRs wItH mR taN wEe LiaT ! ARGHS. bUt hE qUitE fuNnY lahz.. HAHA. tHoUgHt wE gEt tO gO siMei ITE mannnnn.. dIdNt MaNagEd tO coMpLetE o1 fLoWeR aT aLl ! jIaWeN aLsO.. HAHA. wAs jUsT cRaPpiNg aNd LaUgHiNg oUt oUr hEaDs togEthEr.. sChOoL wAs eMpTy.. aFtEr sChOoL ; weNt tO loT o1 aNd hAd LuNcH.. waLkEd aNd hEaD hoMe.. sHowErEd aNd yEaa ; i tOoK sUpEr loNg tO pAcK caMp bAg.. eNjoyEd wAtChiNg tV tHe wHoLe nIgHt.. DERRICK saNg soNg ! sooooo nIcE ! *giggles*
1o25 .
wOkE uP aT 555 bUt eNd uP waItiNg FoR 1o MiNs BeForE i couLd sHoWeR ! gOt rEadY aNd qUicKly atE bReaKfAsT aNd waLkEd wItH MuM tO tHe bUs sToP bUt hEaD tO iNtErcHaNgE.. *yawns* sChOoL`s sTupId ! wHy caNt tHeY jUsT lEt uS rEaCh sChOoL foLloWiNg tHe NoRmaL tiMe ?! eNd uP sItTiNg dowN likE pLaiN idoItS bY cRaPpiNg ! HAHA. tHeN fiNd paRtHnEr FoR caMp tHiNg aNd waItEd FoR tHe bUs tO coMe ! WEWE. tHe caMpsItE wAs nIcE.. LikE cHaLeT mannnnn.. saT aT o1 aRea aNd waItEd FoR aLl tHe cLaSsEs tO coMe.. iT wAs a LoNg waIt ! ARGHS. tHeY bRieF uS aNd taUgHt uS soMe cHeEr aNd actIoNs.. WeNt tO pUt oUr bAgS.. sTaRtEd tHe hIgH eLeMeNtS eVeNt.. walau ! eVeRyoNe hatE tHe iNsTrUcToR wHo taUgHt wAs hoW tO pUt oN tHe saFeTy eqUipMeNt.. hE`s LikE sooooooooooo sissy.. *roll eyes* eVeRyoNe wAs coMpLaiNiNg eH ! bEcaUsE wE doNt hAvE tHe fLyiNg FoX eVeNt !! ARGHS. i waNt tO pLaY tT ! FUCK eH !! rocK cLiMiNg ; eVeRyoNe NeEd tO pLaY ! AHH. dIdNt pLayEd beForE aNd wHeN i wAs sUpPoRtiNg jIaWeN ; sHe FeLl aNd hEr bUtT nEaRly hIt mY facE ! HAHAHA. oUr cLaSs cHeErEd FoR mIsS iBaIdaH wHeN sHe cLiMbEd ! HAHA. sAw mR cHua aNd MiSs riN pLayEd tHe fLyiNg FoX ! *jealous* weNt FoR luNcH aNd eVeRyoNe FeLt soooooooo huNgRy ! AHH. rEsT aNd weNt oN tO pLay soMe gaMeS likE " tHe LoNgEsT liNe " ! gRoUp 4 ; 7uP woN ! ( which is MY gRp ) wE usEd sHoE aNd a LoT oF tHiNgS tO foLloW tHe LiNe ! fuN mannnnn.. aFtEr a FeW gaMeS ; iT raiNeD hEaviLy tT eVeryoNe hAd tO gO tO tHe caNtEeN wHerE botH sIdEs kEpT cHeeRiNg aNd sHoUtiNg ! i WeNt MAD tiLl LipiNg kEpT laUghiNg.. yEaa. tHerE wAs a FeW moMeNtS wHerE i couLdNt takE mY eyEs oFf him.. tHe raiN sToppEd aNd tHe MaLaYs hAd tO gO hoMe aLrEadY.. saId byEe tO tHeM aNd eVeN him ! HAHA. iT wAs a FuNnY waY lahz.. eVeryoNe nEaR mE saId i wAs MAD ! HAHA. weNt FoR hiKiNg aNd waLkEd daMm LoNg eH !! bUt FuN ! sAw a LoT oF moNkEyS aNd iT raiN !! damm shoik.. WEWE. wE caLlEd o1 iNsTrUcToR ahpek ! HAHA. tOoK sHoRt cUt bAcK wHicH wAsNt o1 aT aLl ! eVeRyoNe eNd uP sTePpiNg iNtO MUD aNd LiPiNg sHoE saNk iNsIdE tHe MUD ! i kEpT laUgHiNg mannnnn.. zHiyiNg wAs aNgRy bEcaUsE tHe sHoE iN / oUt aLsO gOt MUD bEcaUsE tHe FroNt ppL kEpT sToPpiNg.. SIGHS. i couLdNt carE mUch aNd jUsT aNyHoW stEppEd.. rEaChEd tHe caMp ; weNt tO wAsH tHe sHoEs aNd eNd uP laUgHiNg ! HAHA. zHiyiNg spRayEd mE waTeR soMeMorE ! eVeryoNe worE sLiPpErS aNd mR taN saId caNt + iNsTrUcToRs.. wE weNt tO cHaNgE bAcK iNtO tHosE WET WET WET sHoEs wHicH lOokEd LikE cHocoLatE ! HAHA. WTF. wE wErE toLd tT wE caN wEaR sLiPpErS bEcaUsE a LoT ppL worE ! ASS. hAd diNnEr aNd iT wAsNt eNoUgH !! AHH. sooooooooo huNgRy eH ! weNt FoR caMpFirE wHicH wAs nIcE aNd wE eVeN aSkEd mR taN tO siNg !! WOOPEE. *claps and shouted madly* hE`s siNgiNg NoT bAd lahz.. HAHA. 3 / 7 woN ! weNt FoR sUpPeR aNd fiLleD iN tHe bOoKlEt.. LipiNg saId oUr iNsTrucToR gOt STM tHeN i saId bEcaUsE yoU sHoRt tHaT`s wHy gOt STM ! HAHA. weNt tO sHoWeR aNd saT wItH LipiNg bEcaUsE wE wErE tHe LaSt o2 oF oUr gRp ! wE caLlEd oUrseLvEs toiLeT cLeaNeR ! WEWE. batHiNg iS sooooooooooooooo nIcE ! AHH. tHoUgH tHe wAtEr iS coLd ; bUt oKaY lahz ! HAHA. aFtEr sHoWeR ; LaId sLeEpiNg bAgS oUt aNd sLePt ! i wAs tHe FiRsT tO sLeEp bUt iT wAs NoIsY !
1o26 .
sLePt tiLl 53o wHerE LipiNg tHeY aLl caLlEd mE uP tO bRuSh tEetH.. saT uP aNd atE wang wang bIscUiTs wHiLe cHaTtiNg.. pAckEd uP aNd WeNt FoR bReaKfAsT.. mR taN saId caNt wEaR sLiPpErS eH ! tHeN hAvE tO wEaR tHe cHocoLatE sHoE ! tHe FeEt wAsNt coMfoRtabLe.. weNt bAcK tO rooM aNd tOoK tHe bAg tO caNtEeN.. waItEd aNd waItEd.. weNt tO cLeaN tHe xpReSs boYs pLacE.. OHMY. tHe gUrX toiLeT sooooooooooo bLoodY sTiNk !! AHH. waShEd tiLl vErY cLeaN eH ! wAstEd oUr eFfoRtS bEcausE eVeryoNe sTePped wHeN wE weNt tO gatHeR.. bLaHs aNd boaRd tHe bUs bAcK tO sChOoL ! gErvIsSa feLl dowN wHiLe comiNg dowN tHe sTePs eH ! aNd i couLd hEaR aNgeLa aT mY fRiNgE fRoM sooooo FaR ! *puke* sHe`s aLsO NOT a
1o27 .
shLdNt hAvE goNe tO sChOoL todaY ; shLd hAvE jUst sKiP iT ! SUCKS lahz.. 3 / 1 - 3 / 4 couLdNt gO tO tHe vaRioUs ITE aNyMorE bEcaUsE mR taN dIdNt gavE uS tHe coNseNt FoRm aNd a LargE gRp oF sTudeNtS wErE haviNg pRoBs tO coNtacT tHeIr paReNtS eTc.. tHuS ; iT wAs caNceLlEd !! ARGHS. aFtEr tT ; weNt bAcK tO cLaSs aNd dId sUrVeY.. MiSs iBdaIdaH toLd uS tT o1 pErsoN iNstEaD oF o3 wAs rEtaiNeD ! OHMY. LuCkiLy o2 couLd bE pRoMotEd.. cHaTtEd aLl tHe WaY aNd hEaD tO tHe haLl FoR soMe sTupId MusIc pErFoRmaNcE aNd taLks.. iT wAs FreaKiNg borEd ! wAs hEaRiNg radIo wItH jIaWeN aNd cHaTtiNg aWaY.. weNt FoR rEcEsS aNd i wAs soooooo gOd huNgRy ! aFtEr rEcEsS ; weNt tO INE rooM foR tHe poLy taLk bY mR taN.. *yawns* eVeRYoNe rUshEd tO tHe toiLeT aFtEr iT eNdS ! PHEW. weNt tO tHe haLl FoR NYAA taLk.. LaRgE gRp oF ppL wErE caLlEd tO gO tO tHe INE rooM aNd iT wAs LikE tHeY hAvE tO aTTeNd reMeDiaLs aNd rE takE xaMs.. yEaa. aFtEr NYAA taLk ; caMeL sPokE tO uS aNd MeNtioNeD tT sEc3 rEsuLtS wErE loUsY.. SIGHS. aFtEr sChOoL ; caLlEd MuM aNd MaKiNg oF IC wAs caNceLlEd.. hEaD tO loT o1 wItH jIaWeN ; LipiNg aNd zHiyiNg.. LipiNg nEaLRy cRiEd bEcaUsE oF soMe pRoBs.. SIGHS. weNt tO bUy dRiNkS wItH hEr wHiLe tHe rEsT boUgHt tHeIr LuNcH.. waLkEd aRd aNd WeNt tO usE tHe coM.. kEpT laUgHiNg wHerEeVeR wE weNt.. aNd wAs caLlEd a NuIsaNcE bY a pErsoN wHo tEaRs MoViE tIcKeTs ! HAHA. sAw HARRY POTTEr pIcTurEs ! WEWE. caNt waIt FoR tHe MoViE.. hEaD hoMe aNd sHoWerEd.. wAtChEd FiNishEd My sHoW aNd sLePt FoR o2 hoUrS.. nEarLy MiSsEd WANG ZI BIAN QING WA ! wAtChEd tV tiLl 1ooo aNd caMe oNliNe.. wAtChEd tV aS uSuaL aT 11oo aNd sLePt aT 123o..
1o28 .
tHerE wAsNt MucH siLeNcE todaY.. tHaT`s bEtTeR.. SIGHS. iTs tHe LaSt daY wHerE i wouLd bE tRaVeLliNg oN tHe saMe bUs ; tHe saMe tiMe aNd LoOkiNg aT him.. iT wouLd bE mUch MorE haRdEr tO sEe him aLrEadY.. hoW i wIsH i couLd . . saT wItH jIaWeN aNd tHerE wAs a NuMbEr of sTupId iNsEcTs.. espEciaLly oNe tT caN juMp SUPER hIgH ! mR taN tOoK soooooo LoNg tO lEt oUr cLaSs gO bAcK ! ARGHS. dId NtH mUcH tiLl 9oo ; weNt tO mErgE cLaSsRooMs aNd hEaR tHe vIcE pRiNcIpaL taLk ! sIaNzHaLf. aNd tHe whoLe sEc3 lvL hAs tO coMe bAcK oN moNdaY foR o3 wEekS ! tHiS iS deFiNaTeLy NoT hoLs ! ARGHS. *screams and stomps feet like MAD* 73o ; LeSsoNs sTaRtS aNd 3 / 2 - 3 / 4 hAs tO bE sEpRatE iNtO baNd 1 - 3 ! OHMY. i hatE tHiS !! dIdNt LiSteN mUcH aNd WeNt oN a sEaRcH tO lOoK foR him ! bUt dIdNt FouNd him tiLl tHe cLaSs wAs dIsMiSsEd.. he waLkEd PaSt mE aNd i wAs tHe oNly o1 wHo LoOkEd aT him.. he dIdNt kNoW tT i xIsTs.. NEVER kNoW.. weNt FoR rEcEsS aNd weNt bAcK tO cLaSs aNd cLeaN uP.. cHaTtEd wItH sIsTeR FoR a LiL wHiLe.. aFtEr tT ; weNt tO caNtEeN tO sEe tHe aWaRd`s daY wHicH sUcKs No MaTtEr WaT.. aNd i FouNd oUt tT spEecH daY iS morE nIcEr aNd sO caLl gRaNd.. HAHA. i sAw him taKiNg tHe gOoD coNdUcT aWaRd ! aNd caMeL wAs saYiNg wHy he oNly tOoK wItH o1 haNd ! HAHA. he sMilEd ! weNt bAcK tO cLaSs aNd takE tHe rEsuLtS sLiPs.. SIGHS. i dIdNt MeT tHe LoWeSt taRgEt i sEt FoR mYseLf ! LIKE SHIT. iM deFiNaTeLy NoT haBeE wItH waT i gOt.. soMe tHiNgS haPpeNeD aNd i rEaLisEd i taLkEd tOo mUcH aT tT tiMe ! AHH. MeT szEhUi aT tHe bUs sToP aNd sHe toLd mE soMetHiNg wHicH i dIdNt beLiEvE aNd NeaRly cRiEd FoR hEr !! tiLl NoW ; iM sTiLl NoT sUrE.. sHe aDdEd tT he gOt o2 iN cLaSs.. weNt tO cWp tO caTcH FLIGHTPLAN wItH jIaWeN wHicH wAsNt tT xcItiNg lahz.. aNd iT makEs Me WaNt tO sLeEp ! tHe eNdiNg wAs tHeN tHe paRt wHeRe iT lEt xcIts yoU.. boUgHt cHocoLatEs aNd MuNcH tHeM wHiLe wAtChiNg.. hEaD hoMe aFtEr tHe sHoW.. MaNy MeMoRiEs wErE fLoWiNg tHrU mY miNd wHeN tHe LRT pAssEd bY soUtHviEw sTaTioN.. tHe iMagEs oF him aNd mE aPpEarEd sO fReSh ; tT iT sEeMs LikE iT hAd haPpeNeD ydaY.. accidently i realised that i was missing him a lil. a lil till i just feel like having a glance of him from one corner. seeing him habee just makes me at ease. but i know it wont happen to me. sHoWerEd aNd weNt oNliNe tO rEaD bLogS aNd bLaHs.. i tHiNk szEhUi iS puLliNg My LeG tHiS aFtErNooN.. yEaa. oFfLiNe aNd wAtChEd tV.. hAd LJS FoR diNnEr.. yumYUM. aFtEr aLl tHe sHoWs ; oNliNe aNd bLoggEd..
it seems that words between her and her are getting lesser and lesser ; esp her. i dont know why. there`s like no more things to talk / share about. silent just always occur. i hate this scene. i guess the friendship between them esp her are difting far apart till we cant see each other anymore even if we were just in front one another.
i realised that everytime when i sat behind you ; i would just place my eyes on you and study you. i had the rush wanting to know you more. more that you can be a friend ; a friend that just smile whenever we see each other. though no conversation would take place between us but im contented just to be someone you would notice a lil.
i realised that everytime when you were near me ; i would also just take a few glance at you. seeing each and every of your action and emotional xpressions. your smile was so bright and warm. i would see you till your back disappears off my sight.
i realised that everytime when i saw your class ; i would be searching high and low for you. you were the first i searched for. i will try to hear news of anything that has to do with you.
i realised that everytime when you would be walking pass me ; i would be standing right next to you and take a few steps at the same pace with you. my friends were great pals who we look out for the special guy that each of us holds in our hearts and tell one another who or who is there.
is this call infatuation / a feeling of like ? a feeling of like that isnt towards a friend but a feeling of like that you would want to care for ? but no matter what ; you wouldnt notice my xistance near you. its been twu months or so that we have been taking the same bus everyday to school. did you ever notice that there is always the same old gurx who appears at 715 ? will you ? i would be just glad to know that you notice me this lil as the same old gurx who always appears at 715 and takes the same bus with you. im only left with maybe o6 months / o1 year to see you and get to know you more. i dont know what thing that is in you that attracts me to you. i really dont know. i guess im insane and i guess the feeling isnt real but infatuation once again.