Saturday, October 01, 2005 2:30 PM
o927 .i bRokE mY pRoMisE aNd aFtEr i bLoggEd ; i kEpT oN sUrFiNg tHe NeT tiLl 345.. aFtEr tT ; i eVeN wAtChEd tV foR 2o MiNs aNd sLePt !! AHH. i wAstE o1 wHoLe aFtErNooN slacking iNstEaD !! ARGHS. i hatE mYseLf FoR bEiNg LikE tHiS.. pLayED YQ aNd tHeN wAtChEd tV tiLl 63o.. coMpLetEd eNg rEpoRt aNd sTaRtEd wAtChiNg tV aLl tHe WaY tiLl 12oo eH !! OMIGOSH. o6 wHoLe hoUrS oF teLeVisioN !! HAHAHA. iM sooooooooo pRo !! wOkE uP aNd gOt rEaDy foR sChOoL.. dRaNk a cUp oF hoT aNd yumYUM miLo BeForE lEaviNg tHe hoUsE.. HAHA. 975 wAs gEtTiNg rEaDy tO coMe aNd i sAw him cRoSsiNg tHe roAd iN a rUsH aNd iT wAs LikE sooo daNgEroUs mannnn.. i eVeN saId tO mYseLf : " waLk FaStEr iF noT yoU wiLl mIsS tHe bUs. " HAHA. yEaa. i kNoW iTs siLly.. aNd taLkiNg oF siLly ; wHiLe waLkiNg tO tHe iNtErcHaNgE sAw aNgeLa oN tHe bUs aNd sHe MadE mE laUghEd aNd eNd uP lOoKiNg LikE a MaD pErsoN !! HAHA. dIdNt gEt tO sIt nEaR him tODaY.. taLkEd a LoT wItH LiN aNd wE eVeN tHoUgHt tT monkey boy dIdNt bOaRd tHe bUs ; bUt sAw him wHeN tHe bUs wAs NoT tT pAckEd.. HAHA. caNt bLaMe lahz.. he`s tooooo sHoRt.. tHe botH oF uS kEpT sEeiNg monkey boy aNd rEaLisEd tT he`s FeEts arE aCtUaLly qUitE bIg ! HA. taLkEd aNd taLkEd aLl tHe WaY tO cLaSs.. hAd eMatHs FoR tHe FiRsT o2 pErIoDs ; usEd tHe TiMe aNd dId tHe hWk wItH aMy.. wE cHaTtEd a lot oF tHiNgS aNd aLrEaDy pLaNnEd tO gO towN togEtHeR rIgHt aFtEr EOY eNdS !! WOOPEE. i caNt waIt mannnn.. tHeN wAs CME bUt wE dId soMetHiNg eLsE.. taLkEd aNd taLkEd.. HAHA. tHeN MT ; hAd sPeLliNg aNd gOt bAcK tEsT eH !! oNly gOt 13 / 2o FoR a sTupId LeTtEr wRitiNg.. copiEd NotEs aNd WeNt FoR rEcEsS.. eVeRyoNe wAs LikE soooooo sianz mannnnnn.. bLaHs aNd WeNt uP tO tHe haLl.. i dIdNt kNoW wHo i wAs LoOkiNg FoR ! SIGHS. FoRgEt aBt iT.. aFtEr tT ; hAd cHeM aNd iT sUcKs mannnnn.. i dIdNt kNoW wAt tHe FUCKING tHiNg wAs goiNg oN aNd NO ONE toLd mE tHerE`s tEsT aNd i gOt a BIG FAT ZERO FoR tT tEsT ! WTF. i HATE tT sTupId RosNaH !! FUCKYOU. tHeN mY mOoD weNt loUsY aNd aMy eVeN tHoUgHt i wAs aNgRy wItH hEr.. tHeN wAs eNg wHerE wE sEe roLe pLaY oF o1 gRp aNd iT wAs FuNnY !! HAHA. aMatHs ; dId rEvIsIoN aNd tHe LaSt pErIoD wAs FrEe !! oUr cLaSs dIscUsSeD aBt soMe tHiNgS aNd WeNt oFf FoR luNcH.. PA wAs sUcKy mannnnn.. wAs taLkiNg aNd pLayiNg tHrUoUt xpEcT wHeN mR taN caMe aNd sTaNd nEaR uS.. GEE. beForE gOiNg oFf ; i wiLl aLwaYs takE a LoOk aT him BeForE him.. bUt he wiLl never kNoW iT.. yDaY nIgHt ; i eVeN typEd aNotHeR mEssagE tO rEpLy tHaT qNs he aSkEd mE.. tHe aNs i rEpLiEd LoNg agO wAsNt tHe rEaL aNs.. iT wAsNt.. SIGHS. weNt tO CC tO sEe FrEe sHoW bUt NtH haPpeNeD.. cheyCHEY. tHeN weNt LoT o1 wItH tHe saMe ppL.. waLkEd tiLl 5oo aNd hEaD hoMe.. aFtEr pUtTiNg dowN tHe bAg ; weNt dowNsTaIrS aNd pHoTocopY tHe sTupId tEsT tT i gOt zEro FoR ntH !! ARGHS. caMe hoMe aNd sHoWerEd.. oNliNe aNd cHaTtEd.. tHeN zHiyiNg caLlEd mE aNd tHe WoRdS sHe saId MadE mE weNt HAHAHA !! tHeN i cHeckEd My hP ; gOt mEssagE eH !! i rEaLly tHoUgHt iT wAs FroM him bUt iT tUrnEd oUt tO bE aNgeLa ! SIGHS. tHeN cRaPpEd wItH hEr wHiLe hAviNg pIzzA hUt aS diNnEr.. yumYUM. aNd iT wAs sooooo FuLl.. eRr ; FoRgOtTeN wAt i dId bUt i kNeW i kEpT wAtChiNg tV.. HAHA.
o928 .
wAtChEd tiLl 123o aNd FeLl asLeEp wHiLe hEaRiNg FM933.. sUdDeNly wOkE uP aT 2oo aNd hEaRd tHe DJ saYiNg " peifen yao xia ban le " aNd bLaHs.. tuRnEd oFf aNd WeNt bAcK tO sLeEp tiLl 6oo wHerE i wOkE uP agaiN.. rEaLisEd tT mY piLloW gOt oFf mY hEaD aNd i wAs LyiNg soooo LoW ! FiNaLly wOkE uP wHeN tHe aLarM raNg aNd sHoWerEd.. bLaHs aNd i FeLt soooooooo sLeEpY !! sobSOB. yEaa. iT wAs sUcH a pItY mannnnnn.. oNly o1 pErsoN wHo wAs sTaNdiNg bEtWeeN him aNd mE ! ARGHS. i dIdNt gEt tO sIt nEaR him aNd LiN couLdNt sEe monkey boy tOo.. bAd LuCk mannnnn.. eMatHs LeSsoN ; weNt tHrU yDaY hWk aNd sIsTeR coMpLetEd tHe WoRk eH !! HOHOHO. uNbeLiEvEabLe !! tHeN wAs eNg wHerE wE dId aNotHeR magaZiNe coMpo iN cLaSs aNd haNdEd iN.. Mt pErIoD ; weNt tHrU xaM foRmaT aNd hAd sPeLliNg.. kEitH wAs caUgHt foR copYiNg aNd hE eVeN coNfEsSeD foR copYiNg FoR tHe rEsT oF tHe topIcS tOo.. sTupId mannnnn.. weNt FoR rEcEsS aNd sTudiEd sS tEsT bUt tHerE wAsNt aNy.. gEo pErIoD wAs FrEe agaiN bUt dId eNg coMpO aNd coMpLetEd !! WEWE. tHeN wAs pHy ; copiEd NotEs aNd iT wAs TeRribLe boRiNg !! ARGHS. aMatHs ; weNt tHrU wS aNd dId rEvIsioN.. caLlEd MuM aNd aSkEd hEr tO bUy LJS foR luNcH.. i wAs cRaviNg FoR iT mannnnn.. hEaD hoMe aLoNe aNd qUicKly sHoWerEd bEcaUsE iM scarEd tT i wiLl teNd tO lazE aRd aFtEr eAtiNg ! HAHA. aFtEr eAtiNg ; *wipes mouth with satisfaction* hEaD tO dO aMatHs hWk ! aFtEr doiNg o2 suMs ; i FeLt soooo sLeEpY mannnn.. weNt tO sLeEp foR a LiL wHiLe aNd wAtChEd tHe paRt oF tHe sHoW i MiSsEd.. usEd tHe CoM haLfWaY ; MuM saId gOt FIVESIX aNd i qUicKly rUshEd tO wAtCh.. FeLt sooooo MoOdY aNd tOoK 1o bUcKs FroM paPa tO gO dowNsTaIrS aNd bUy cHocoS + sWeEtS + jUicEs.. i tOoK soMe tiMe tO cHoOsE aLl tHe oNeS i likE aNd WeNt tO takE jUicEs.. iN tHe eNd ; NoT eNoUgH MoNeY eH !! AHH. tHeN i FeLt soooooooo paiseh aNd aSkEd tHe cAsHiEr tO takE aWaY o2 sWeEtS aNd tHe M&M cHocoS !! FUCK mannnnnn.. i hAd NEVER bEeN tHiS eMbaRraSsEd BeFoRe !! ARGHS. aNd tHe MoOd gOt eVeN woRsT.. weNt hoMe aNd toLd MuM aNd paPa aBt iT.. LuCkiLy i dIdNt WeNt tO takE more sTuFfS ! PHEW. tHeN dId xposItioN wHiLe wAtChiNg tV aFtEr diNnEr.. cHiEwMeNg KoRz caMe oVeR tO oUr hoUsE aNd cHaTtEd.. aFtEr tHe sHoW WANG ZI BIAN QING WA ; weNt tO dO hWk FoR 3o MiNs aNd wAtChEd aNotHeR sHoW.. gavE MuMt tHe xposItioN tO edIt aNd coMpLetEd iT aT aRd 1ooo +.. seNt him oNe mEssagE aNd weNt oNliNe.. aSkEd jIajIa aBt eMatHs hWk.. wAtChEd tV aNd hEaD tO sLeEp..
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dIdNt hAd bReakFaSt LikE wAt i pLaNnEd yDaY nIgHt.. i jUsT feLt soooooooooo tIrEd aFtEr daYs aNd daYs oF waKiNg uP aT 6oo wItHoUt tHe aLarM riNgiNg.. AHH. wAt haPpeNeD ?! rEaChEd tHe iNtErcHaNgE ; dIdNt sEe him yEt.. sO aS LiN.. botH aRRivEd aT tHe saMe tiMe aNd i sToOd bEhiNd him qUiEtLy.. gOt tHe bOoK froM aNgeLa.. tHiS tiMe rouNd ; we sAt oN tHe saMe roW aNd i caUgHt sIgHt oF soMetHiNg ! HAHA. dId cHeM tB oN tHe bUs aNd rEaLisEd rosNaH dIdNt coMe todaY ! yesYES. o1 oF tHe eNg pErIoD wErE fReE aNd saT wItH XiNhUi aNd bLaHs.. nExT pErIoD ; iBaIdaH caMe iN aNd dId coMpReHeNsioN coRrEcTioNs.. eMatHs ; weNT tHrU ydaY hWk aNd hAvE aNotHeR nEw wS eH !! gEo pErIoD ; iBaIdaH dIdNt caMe iN !! bluFf ppL.. tOoK tHe tiMe aNd coMpLetEd tHe eMatHs wS wItH a LoT heLp fRoM jIajIa.. HAHA. iM soooooooooo sTupId eH !! SIGHS. weNt FoR rEcEsS aNd tHeN wAs aMatHs.. weNt tHrU hWk aNd NeXt pErIoD wAs aLsO fReE.. coMpLetEd tHe aMatHs hWk aNd MovEd oN tO toDaY`s aMatHs hWk.. jIajIa rEaLly heLpEd Me a LoT ! HA. sPeNT aBt 1o MiNs oN o1 qNs mannnnn.. baReLy dId o2 qNs ; o1 hoUr aLrEaDy pAsT aNd wAs pHy.. reLiEf cHeR caMe iN aNd sTudiEd FoR tEsT.. hAd tHe pHy tEsT aNd waItEd FoR iBaIdaH tO coMe aNd gIvE uS tHe sS wS aT 2oo.. weNt FoR luNcH aNd gO tO tHe haLl aNd sEe tHe STUPID NPD pErForMaNcE wHicH i hAd aLrEadY wAtChEd !! ARGHS. wAstE oF tiMe oKaYs.. weNt tO loT o1 aNd waLkEd a WhiLe.. jIaWeN boUgHt peNs aNd hEaD hoMe wItH LipiNg.. waLkEd hoMe qUicKly bEcaUsE i dIdNt WaNt tO bE caUgHt iN tHe hEaVy raiN.. FeLt sooooooo tIrEd bEcaUsE i bRoUgHt ALL mY bOoKs hoMe tOdaY ! tHe sHouLdErS aNd FeEtS wErE acHiNg a LoT !! AHH. i NeEd a gOoD mAsSagE mannnnnn.. iT raiNeD aNd i WeNt FoR mY sHoWeR.. oNliNe aNd wHeN MuM caLlEd ; toLd hEr tO bUy piNeappLe piE aNd M&M cHocoS !! WEWE. atE tHe piNeappLe piE aNd coNtiNuEd cHaTtiNg.. bLaHs aNd oFfLiNe aT 7oo + ; wAtChEd tV aNd i wAs MovEd bY tHe sHoW aT laSt !! HAHA. aFtEr tHe sHoW ; dO hWk FoR 3o MiNs aNd wAtChEd tV.. aFtEr tHe 45 MiNs sHoW ; weNt bAcK tO hWk aNd bLaHs.. sTudiEd FoR sS aND aMatHs tEsT wHiLe wAtChiNg tV tiLl 123o LikE tT.. sTudiEd tiLl 1oo aNd hEaD tO sLeEp.. iN tHe MoRniNg ; i rEcEviEd soMetHiNg FroM him yEt i dIdNt FeeL haBeE aT aLl.. SIGHS.
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hAd tHe bReAd wHicH MuM boUgHt yDaY aNd iT wAs nIcE !! HAHA. *rubs stomach and licks mouth* i caUgHt him sLeEpiNg wHeN i tUrnEd tO lOoK aT him.. HAHA. sS pErIoD ; LearNt NeW SBQ sKiLl aNd iBaIdaH cRaPpEd a LoT tiLl i FeLt more sLeEpY aNd rEsTleSs !! AHH. couLdNt coMpLetE wAt wE wErE sUpPosE tO fiNisH aNd hAd tO pOsTpoNe tHe tEsT tO eNg pErIoD.. tHeN wAs aMatHs.. hAd tEsT aNd i hAd nooooooooooo CoNfideNcE mannnnn.. SIGHS. dieDIE. hoW aM i gOiNg tO takE xaMs ?! sobSOB. tHeN dId a LiL bIt oF rEvIsioN aNd hEaD foR pE wHicH siMpLy sUcKs tHiS wEeK !! jIaWeN aNd mE dIdNt darE tO pLaY voLleYbaLl bEcaUsE wE wErE aFraId tT tHe baLl wiLl hIt oUr FacEs !! HAHA. tHeN weNt tO sIt aNd cHaT.. aFtEr a WhiLe ; cHaNgEd pLacE aNd wAs nEaReR tO tHe FieLd.. i couLdNt takE mY eyEs oF him.. i dIdNt kNoW wHy.. SIGHS. wHeN he FeLl dowN ; mY miNd wAs LikE tUrNiNg aNd tUrNiNg.. HAHA. FuNnY feEliNg i gOt !! LOL. pLayEd voLleYbaLl wItH jIaWeN oNly.. aNd tHerE`s tHiS gUy wHo wAs soooooo suay.. HAHA. gOt fRigHteN bY tHe baLl tWicE aNd jIaWeN + mE bRustEd iNtO laUghtErS !! OMIGOSH. wE dIdNt gIvE hiM facE mannnnnn.. weNt FoR rEcEsS aNd cHaTtEd haPpiLy.. cHaNgEd aNd WeNt bAcK foR sS iNsTeAd oF eNg.. coMpLetEd tHe SBQ aNd hAd tHe tEsT.. NoT eNoUgH tiMe tO fiNisH sO i doUbt i wiLl dO wEll For iT.. eMatHs ; weNt tHrU hWk tiLl 11o.. aRRaNgEd tabLe aNd cHaIrS.. copiEd tHe tHiNgS tO bE fiLe.. i cRiEd FoR o2 gUyS wHo waNtEd tO dO soMetHiNg bAd iN aNotHeR cLaSsrooM.. LoUiS aNd kEitH sAw iT.. i dIdNt kNoW wHy i wiLl cRy FoR tHeM !! HAHA. weNt bAcK cLaSsRooM ; LoUiS aNd kEitH dId soMetHiNg sO fuNnY !! weNt tO loT o1 wItH jIaWeN ; LipiNg ; XiNhUi ; zHiyiNg aNd gEraLdiNe.. LoTs oF tHiNgS haPpeNeD tHerE ! weNt tO LJS foR luNcH bUt jIaWeN aNd mE boUgHt dRiNkS aNd cHocoS iNstEaD.. tHe dRiNk sUcKs ! jIaWeN soMeMorE saId iTs nIcE.. pukE mannnn.. tHeN sAw o1 guy wHo iS LipiNg pRi sChOoL matE.. he`s siMpLy sooooooo haNdsoMe !! waLkEd aRd aNd kEpT buMpiNg iNtO tHe gRp wHerE he wAs iN tOo.. doNt kNoW waNtEd tHe wHoLe gRp oF gUyS nuMbEr bUt tHeY aLl doNt waNt gIvE.. HAHA. weNt LiBraRy aNd tHe MoMeNt wE sTeppEd iN ; tHe LiBraRiaN saId sTudeNtS caNt sIt iN gRpS aNd cHiT cHaT.. bUt wE hEck aNd saT aT oNe coRnEr.. aFtEr a LiL wHiLe ; LoUiS ; kEitH ; caL aNd LeNgFeI caMe.. kEitH aNd caL caLlEd mE cRyBabY !! HAHA. weNt oUt aNd waLkEd.. sUddeNly i sAw POP-POP aNd qUicKly toLd XiNhUi.. eVeryoNe rUshEd iN aNd XiNhUi boUgHt peN rEfiLl.. sAw aNothEr gUy aNd iTs aLsO froM rEgReNt sEc.. tOdaY ALL tHe gUy wE sEe iS maiNly froM rEgReNt.. HAHA. gEraLdiNe waNt tO mEeT gEraLdiNe pRi sChOoL matE fRoM tHe gRp aNd he aCcoMpaNiEd tHe gUy dowN.. tHe MorE i sEe him tHe MorE i fEeL sO wEiRd ? yEaa. LipiNg toLd mE tT i aCtUaLly saW him BeFoRe.. bUt tHe pErsoN i sAw iN tHe PaSt ; doNt kNoW likE him !! bLaHs aNd hEaD hoMe aT 43o.. rEsT a WhiLe aNd sHoWerEd.. oNliNe tiLl 73o aNd qUicKly wAtChEd tV.. dId fiLiNg aNd weNt bAcK tO tV tiLl 945.. LoOkEd aT HP aNd rEaLisEd i FoRgOtTeN tO rEaD tHe mEssagE wHiLe i dId mY fiLiNg.. iT wAs FroM him.. aNd i qUicKly rEpLiEd.. bUt ; NtH caMe bAcK !! NVM. dId aMatHs hWk aNd oNliNe.. hEaRd tHe soNg " wakE mE uP wHeN sEp eNdS " ! HAHA. wAtChEd tV tiLl 1225 aNd hEaD tO sLeEp !! FINALLY. i hAvE bEeN hoLdiNg oN tO oPeN mY eyEs FoR sO loNg aNd i caN cLosE tHeM aLrEaDy.. yEaa. hopE i woNt coMe oNliNe tiLl o5 / 1o ! tHoUgH oNly o2 paPeRs wiLl bE doNe bUt iTs bEtTeR tHaN coMiNg oNliNe aT a tiMe wHerE i shLdNt !! HAHA.
1oo1 .
habee children`s day ( nothing special to us anyway )
iM gLaD MuM dIdNt aSkEd mE aNytHiNg aBt tHe USA iF noT i wiLl bE sPeEcHleSs !! HOHO. wAs bEiNg dIsTrubEd bY paPa aNd i hEaRd FIVESIX soNg ! tHoUgHt wHeRe iT wAs FroM ; HAHA. iT tUrnEd oUt tO bE fRoM mY radIo.. sWitchEd iT oFf aNd weNt bAcK tO sLeEp.. wOkE uP aT 1225 ! WOOPEE. hAd 12 hoUrS oF sLeEp aNd i FeLt sooooo aWakE.. wAshEd uP aNd hAd bReakFaSt.. sHoWerEd aNd caMe oNliNe tO bLog.. iN tHe eNd ; FUCKER BLOGGER wAs dowN oR wAteVeR.. i hAd tO rEtypE tHe o2 daYs oF haPpeNiNgS agaiN !! IDOIT. gOoD lUcK tO eVeryoNe aNd takE carE !!
lets countdown to MY birthday ; 18 days !!
in fact ; the infatuation feeling isnt gone. its like being add on to another guy. the guy i saw in lot o1 and its my friend`s friend. WHAT SHALL I DO ? knowing the feeling is fake yet i cant do anything to stop it.