Monday, September 26, 2005 2:35 PM
o925 .cHaTtEd a WhiLe wItH szEhUi rIgHt aFtEr bLoggiNg !! oh mannnnnn.. i rEaLly MiSsEd cHaTtiNg wItH hEr oNliNe aNd wE soRt oF caTcH uP wItH eAcH otHeR a LoT.. oFfLiNe aT aRd 43o aNd wAtChEd tV.. FeLl asLeEp dUriNg adVeRtIsMeNt aNd wAs dIstRubEd bY MuM haLFwaY.. ReMiNdEd MuM tO caLl mE wHeN iTs 63o.. WTF. i waItEd bUt My sHoW dIdNt dO aNd tHe MagaziNe wAs wRoNg !! rEcEivEd a MeSsagE fRoM him aNd i soRt weNt high ? i kNoW i shLdNt bE feeLiNg tHiS wAy ; bUt i jUsT caNt coNtRoLlEd tHosE eMoTioNs.. SIGHS. MuM aSkEd Me tO gO oUt FoR diNnEr bUt i saId No aNd LikE gavE aN xcUsE ; i NeEd tO cHaRgE hP aNd iM waItiNg FoR mY sHoW tO dO.. aFtEr a LiL wHiLe ; tHe adVeRtisMeNt oN tHe sHoW caMe oUt aNd iT wAs cHaNgEd tO suNdaY !! ARGHS. iN tHe eNd ; i dIdNt WeNt oUt FoR diNnEr bUt sTayEd hoMe tO waIt.. iT tuRnEd oUt tO bE iN vaiN ! he dIdNt rEpLiEd My mEssagE aNd i wAs waItiNg tiLl i dRoPpEd tHe idEa.. SUCKS mannnnn.. tHeN wAtChEd a LoT oF pRogRaMmEs tO kEep MyseLf oCcUpiEd.. My MoOd WeNt dowN aNd i jUsT madE a FuSsY dEcIsioN foR mY diNnEr wHeN MuM caLlEd.. dIdNt atE mUcH aNd MuNcH oN tHosE puFfs ! yumYUM. bLaHs aNd sHoWerEd.. couLdNt sTaNd tHosE dUsT iN mY rooM aNd eNd uP cLeaNiNg eVeRy coRnEr tiLl 12oo + aNd hEaD tO sLeEp.. couLdNt wakE uP aT 9oo tO caTcH mY sHoW aNd sLePt tiLl 11oo + ! AHH. wAtChEd tV aNd hAd roTi pRaTa FoR luNcH.. aFtEr tHe sHoW weNt FoR sHoWer aNd wHeN nO oNe wAs wAtChiNg tHe tV ; qUicKly bOokEd iT.. sErioUsLy ; tV nEeDs tO bE bOoK iN advaNcE iF noT yoU caN saY byEe tO yoUr pRogRaMmEs !! HOHO. FULL HOUSE wAs soooooooooooo tErRibLe sWeEt ; nIcE ; fuNnY aNd iT rEaLly bRiNgS yoUr MoOd aS tHe sHoW weNt oN.. HAHA. iT madE mE high !! WEWE. wAtChEd tV foR aLmOsT tHe WhoLe daY tiLl 7oo tHeN sToPpEd aNd WeNt oNliNe.. dL aLl tHosE soNgS oF FULL HOUSE aNd hAd diNnEr.. TiMe FiLeS ; usEd tHe CoM tiLl 9oo +.. lazE aRd tHeN sHoWerEd.. sTayEd iN tHe RooM tiLl 11oo + tHeN usEd tHe CoM agaiN.. FINALLY i LoggEd iNtO MS agaiN aNd KoRz heLpEd mE pLaY tiLl 91 % FeW daYs agO.. LvL aNd WeNt tO takE joB ! HAHA. iN tHe eNd ; i tOoK tHe saMe joB aS aNgeLa !! WEWE. pLayEd MS tiLl 2oo + aNd sEe KoRz juMpEd tHe sHaNe qUesT !! iT tOoK rEaLly LoNg aNd tHe MoMeNt i WeNt aWaY ; hE juMpEd FiNisH tHe sTeP wHicH madE hiM weNt nUtS aBt !! OHMIGOSH. tHiS sHoWs iM a JINX ! sobSOB. *hits head against wall* AHH. weNt tO sLeEp aT 3oo +..
o926 .
wOkE uP aT 1o3o aNd wAtChEd tV.. hAd bReakFaSt aNd paPa caLlEd aNd hE`s bUyiNg LuNcH !! WEWE. atE wHiLe wAtChiNg tV.. weNt oNliNe aNd upLoAd tHe soNg FoR szEhUi aNd mEssagEd hEr.. sHoWerEd aNd coNtiNuEd wAtChiNg.. dId hWk aNd i FeLt LikE cRyiNg !! iM likE sooooooooo fucking sTupId !! SIGHS. sUcH siMpLe suMs ; yEt i caNt soLvE ! iM jUsT pLaiN lazY !! gaVe uP aNd caMe oNliNe.. rEaD szEhUi bLog aNd caMe tO bLog.. yEaa. woNt bE bLoggiNg FoR aBt o3 wEekS oR sO.. bUt wiLl tRy tO bLog aFtEr o4 / 1o ! hopE i caN REALLY rEsIsT tHe teMpaTioN tO coMe oNliNe !! PLS. i caNt aFfoRd tO sLacK aNyMorE !! i caNt aFfoRd tO faiL aNy sUbjEcTs !! i caNt aFfoRd tO wAstE aNy tiMe oN eNtErtaiNmeNt !! i caNt aFfoRd tO bE laZy !! i caNt aFfoRd tO dO aNytHiNg tT i shLdNt dO !! GOD ; I BEG YOU sooooooooooooooooooooooo MUCH ! tHiS iS tHe oNly tHiNg i bEg yoU tO heLp mE !
lazy + stupid + watever words that are negative describes me !! sobSOB.