Friday, November 26, 2004 10:00 PM
22 NoVeMbEr 04, aLrIgHt
dIdNt MaNagEd tO waKe uP aT 8 iN tHe MoRniNg tO wAtCh tHe sHoW tHaT sLy aNd tAuFiK gOiNg oN aIr!! sO dIsApPoiNtEd eH.. soMe MoRe LiVe oNe.. aT 10 pLuS, wOkE uP aNd oN mY hP.. rEaLisEd i dIdNt oN mY aLaRm cLoCk.. sHiT!! tHeN nO cHoiCe.. wAsHeD uP aNd rEaD tHe NeWs aRtIcLe oN sLy.. caMe oNliNe.. FeeLiNg sO lOsT, sO bOrEd.. i gUeSs mIraCleS rEaLli DuN haPpeN aT aLl!! iTs aLl faKe!! jUz oNe oF mY wIsH aLsO woNt coMe tRuE.. hAiX.. sO sUx.. oFf coM.. wAtChEd tv aNd aTe bReaKfasT.. tHeN batHe aNd cOnTiNuEd wAtChiNg.. hMm.. tHeN wAiTed FoR LiN`s caLl.. dRaNk soMe sOuP.. wEnT dowN aNd paSsEd suMtHiNg tO LiN.. rEaChEd hoMe, tV pRogRaMme aGaiN.. aFtEr tHaT, pLAYed gaMeS tiLl sO sLeEpY.. caMe oNliNe.. tHeN usEd tiLl dUnNo WaT tiMe.. wAtChEd tV aLl tHe WaY tO 10 pLuS.. tHeN qUicKly wEnT tO baThE.. oPeN a CaN oF fRuiTs.. oMg.. i FiNaLly KnoW hOw tO usE tHaT sTuPiD caN oPeNeR! tHeN tHe cOvEr sO haRd tO cLoSe.. i pUsHeD dOwN tOo haRd aNd tHe sYrUp sPiLt oUt.. MaDe tHe TaBle, FlOoR aNd My cLotHeS wEt!! tOoK sO loNg tO cLeaN FiNisHeD.. tHeN aTe Le.. wAtChEd tv.. FeLt sO coLd.. dIdNt kNoW wHy.. tHeN LiE dOwN.. dUnNo WhY sUdDeNly My hEaD sO paiN.. haViNg HeAdAchE i gUeSs.. iT wAs sPiNniNg aRouNd.. tHeN dUnNo wHy i FeEl a PaiN iN mY hEaRt.. haIz.. cOuLdnT taKe iT aNyMoRe aNd wEnT tO sLeEp.. hEaRd 933 aNd FeLt sLeEpY aS tiMe gOes bY..
23 NoVeMbEr 04, BORED
FeLt sO tIrEd iN tHe MoRniNg wHeN i oFf mY aLarM.. wEnT bAcK tO sLeEp FoR 10 MiNs.. gOt uP aNd bRuShEd tEeTh.. oN tHe tV aNd FrIeD oNe eGg.. nIcE sHaPe eH! haHa.. tHiNk iTs tHe FiRsT tiMe, tHe eGg i FrIeD tUrNeD oUt nIcE.. hoHo.. aTe bReaKfAsT aNd CoNtiNuEd wAtChiNg tV tiLl MUM caMe hoMe.. sCaReD mE.. bUt gOoD laHx.. NoT aLoNe aT hoMe.. aTe a bIt of LuNcH.. aFtEr a wHiLe, wEnT fOr sHoWeR.. hMmS.. CaMe oNliNe aNd pLaYeD, pLayEd, pLayEd.. bUt sO sTiLl sO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!! CaNt sTaNd iT eH!!!!!!!!!
24 NoVeMbEr 04, aLrIgHt
wOkE uP aT 10 pLuS aNd bAtHe.. tHeN wAtChEd tV aNd MuNcHeD oN cRaCkErS.. tHeN wEnt oUt aT 1130.. MeEt XiN hUi aNd jIa WeN.. i wAs LaTe aGaiN.. tHeN wEnT fOoD cOurt aNd EaT.. oMg.. i WeNt iN, i wAs LiKe oH sHiT! iDoiT! i tRiEd tO igNoRe.. HoW i wIsH i CaN jUz dIsaPpEaR aT tHaT mOmeNt.. tHeN waLkEd rOuNds aNd rOuNds.. iN tHe ENd, dEcIdEd tO eAt jaP foOd aNd i rEgReTtEd cHoOsiNg tHaT sEaT.. suMthiNg haPpeNeD.. yEa.. iTs FuNnY.. tHeN gO sChOoL.. wE sHoUtEd! EvErYoNe tHoUgHt iT wAs jIa WeN, bUt tHeY wErE wRoNg.. haHa.. cO sTaRtEd.. iT wAs sO daMm bOrEd.. tOk tO sIwEi aNd aSkEd hOw he qUiT cO.. bUt dIdNt gEt aN aNs.. wEnT tO maC aNd aCcoMaNpaNy jIa WeN tO bUy cOkE.. tHeN gEt tO sIt FrEe rIdE tO LoT oNe.. wEnt LoT oNe wItH XiN hUi.. waLkEd hErE aNd tHeRe.. wEnt hoMe.. gO tO aLl tHe sHoPs aNd FiNd TeeNs MagAziNe.. dUn hAvE! caLlEd MuM aNd aSkEd hEr tO bUy FoR mE.. iN tHe eNd, gOt a sCoLdiNg FrM hEr.. fCuK! tHeN sO aNgRy.. baThE aNd rEaD MaGaziNes.. wAtcHeD tV aNd aTe diNnEr.. WaNtEd tO taG wItH kOrX tO gIvE tHe MoNeY tO hIs FreM.. bUt hE ridiNg bIcYcLe.. tHeN CaNt.. hAiX.. heLpEd a bIt tO paCk hIs LuGgAge.. tMl hE gOiNg ThaIlaNd wItH hIs FreNs FoR hOiLdaY! sO gOoD.. eNvY!! wEnT baCK tO tV.. hAviNg hEaDaCHe.. aTe MeDiciNe aNd dRaNk hOt ANd sOuR sOuP.. nIcE! tHeN wEnt tO sLeEp aT 1230..
25 NoVeMbEr 04, aLrIgHt
tHoUgHt iT wAs tWo pLuS, bUt i wAs waKiNg uP aT aRouNd fOuR iN tHe MoRniNg.. FouNd oUt tHaT i dIdNt oFF mY raDio.. hUh`? tiMe paSsEs sO fasT.. LiKe tHat 4 hRs gOnE lE.. sAw LIgHtS coMiNg FrM kORX roOm.. tHeN wEnT bacK tO sLeEp tiLl 8.. oN raDio bUt i dIdNt LisTeN.. bUT wAs sLeEpiNg.. wOkE uP aT 10.. aNd i Only hEaRd tHe FiNaL wOrDs oF sLy aNd tAUfiK.. haHa.. i MisSeD iT! hAiX.. wAsHeD uP aNd wAtChEd tV.. aTe bReaKfaST.. baThE aNd CoNtiNueD My tV.. tHe sHoW sO nIcE! tHeN i cRiEd.. hAiX.. tHe sToRy rEaLli vErY nIcE.. hMm.. NeEdEd A.. FoRgEt aBt iT! tHeN caMe oNliNe.. aFtEr so maNy hRs, i FiNaLly wiLliNg tO oFf tHe coM aND eAt diNnEr.. tHeN wAtChEd tV aNd rEad maGaZiNes duRiNg FrEe tiMe iN bEtWeeN.. aFtEr tHaT, wAtChEd aGaiN tiLl earLy MoRniNg..
26 NoVeMbEr 04, nIcE oNe
iT raiNeD iN tHe MoRniNg, waS wOkeN uP bY tHe sTroNg wiNd.. cLosEd tHe wiNdOws aNd wEnT bAcK tO sLeEp sHivEriNg.. gOt uP aFtEr aLarM raNg.. wEnT oUt eAriLeR aNd i wAsNt LaTe.. gOt tHe MaGaziNe FrM XiN hUi.. wroNg oNe!! sO aNgRy tHaT i tHrEw tHe bOoK oN tHe FloOr.. tHaT peRioD, aBt 4 tRaiNs aRrivEd aNd dEpaRtEd.. tOoK oNe aNd aRrivEd aT wEsT maLl.. waLkEd aNd aTe LuNcH.. wAs hOpiNg tO loSE wEigHt.. bUt.. iTs SO haRd! tHeN waLkEd tiLl 12 pLuS.. wEnT bAcK tO cCk aNd i gEt tO cHaNgE tHe MagAziNe.. waHa! sO haPpY.. wHiLe wAitiNg FoR 190, sAw soMeoNe wHo wAs sO faMiLiaR.. hE sMiLed aT mE aNd i rEcaLl tHaT wAs HAIKAL!!! OMG!! qUiCkLy sMiLed bAcK.. hMm.. aFtEr sO loNg, FiNd tHaT hE bEcaMe HaNdsoMe eH! haHa! tHeN sAw hiM kEpT oN lOoKiNg aT wHeRe i wAs.. woNdEr WhY.. hE`s sTiLl sO fuNnY.. tHeN hOppEd oN tHe bUs.. dUnNo kNoW toLd Me hE lOoKiNg iNsIdE.. haHa! wEnT tO maC aNd bOugHt dRiNk.. sAw HaFiz.. tHeN i dRaNk jIa WeN cOkE.. dUnNo wHy i sUddEnLy LiKe sPiLt oUt aNd MaDe oUr haNds sTiCky.. tHeN wE wErE laUgHiNg LiKe hEll.. aT tHe tRaFfiC ligHt, XiN hUi aSkEd Me tO lOoK bEhiNd, sCaRed Me! iT wAs aNtoN.. tHeN sAt dOwN aNd tOk tOk.. coMbiNe prAcTiCe wAs oKiE.. kepT oN maKiNg FaCes wItH jIa WeN.. bReAk.. sAw cHiN YaNg sO fReE, sO aSkEd HiM tO heLp MovE tHe iNsTrUmeNt FoR mE aNd i hElpEd HiM wItH hIs cHaiR.. haHa.. sO gOod! tEaChEr wEnt tHrU tHe aNotHeR sYf soNg.. hMm.. kNoW hOw tO pLay iT bEtTeR a LiTtLe.. wEnT tO loT oNe aNd waLkEd.. wEnT hoMe aNd LaZe aRouNd.. bAtHe ANd wAtChEd tV.. aTe diNnEr.. caMe oNliNe.. FeeLiNg sO bOrEd.. NTH tO dO.. aNd tHiS sTuPiD bLoG wiNdoW wEnt tO cLosE bY iTseLf.. TheN hAvE tO rEtYpE! wAt tHe heLl..
[[`x LoTs oF tHiNkiNgs wErE doNe FoR tHe paSt FeW dAyS.. soMe tHiNgS i dId wAS rEgReTfuL`? wErE tHeY`? i dUnNo.. i jUz FeEl tHaT LiFe`S sO sUcKs.. aNd tHiS i gUeSs CaN nEvEr bE cHaNgEd.. wAt wiLl gOd gIvE mE tHe NeXt sEcoNd oF mY LiFe`? sAdNeSs oR haPpiNeSs`?? i dUnNo.. eVeRy sTeP i tAkE, iTs jUz tOo tOugH aNd HeAvy tO cArRy tHeM.. sEeiNg eAcH aNd eVeRyoNe HaViNg a MaTe, iT maKeS mY miNd gO wHirL.. i FeeL sO vEx.. i aM jUz a NoRmaL gIrL LiviNg iN tHiS wOrLd.. wHy aRe YoU tReaTiNg Me sO uNfaIr`?!!!! x`]]