Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:24 PM
18 NoVeMbEr 04, gOiNg tO bE eXpLodEd
YuP.. aLoNe aT hoMe aGaiN.. WaShEd uP aNd wEnT tO oN tHe CoM.. tHeN pLaYeD wItH hP aNd LoTs oF gaMes tO kEeP mYseLf eNtErtaiN.. oFfLiNe aNd wAtChEd tV.. aTe bReaKfasT.. sHoWeRed aNd oN coM agaiN.. paPa caMe hoMe wItH fOod.. aTe tHeM.. aT aBt 5 pLus, kOrX FiNaLly CaMe HoMe FrM hIs caMp.. wUhU.. FiNaLly gOt soMeoNe aT hoMe iN tHe aFtErNoOns.. gLad, i sHld saY.. tHeN ofF coM aNd.. hMm.. weLl.. FoRgOtteN.. tHeN qIu MiNg kOrX caMe.. tHeN tOk tOk.. wAtChEd tV aNd aTe diNnEr.. siNgaPoRe IdoL!!! haIx.. wAs sO sCaReD aNd NeRvOuS FoR sLy.. ToDaY hIs pErFoRmaNcE wAsNt gReAt.. tHe jUdGes aLl gavE bAd CoMmeNts.. HaIx.. vErI vErI sCaReD tHaT yOu wOuLdNt maKe iT tO tHe FiNaL twO.. tHeN hOw aM i sUpPosE tO sEe YoU agaiN? oN tHe sTrEeTs? i CaN NeVeR.. aLwAyS mIsSeD tHe cHaNcE.. My FreN aNd NeIgHbOuR aLrEaDy sAw yOu.. bUt... i aM nOt LuCkY oR NoT hAviNg aNy FaTe tO sEe YoU.. i caRriEd My LeGs aLmOsT tO eVeRyWhErE bUt yOu jUz dUn aPpeAr iN FroNt oF mE.. aT oRcHaRd, jUroNg pOiNt.. aLl sOrT oF pLACeS wHeRe yOu wErE LasT sEeN.. i aM sO dIsaPpoiNtEd.. iNdEeD.. iTs sO tOugH FiNdiNg YoU..
19 NoVeMbEr 04, oKiE
wATcHeD tV aLl tHe WaY tO mOrNiNg.. wEnT tO sLEeP wItH sO maNy tHoUgHts oF yOu.. i aM mOrE nErVoUrs tHaN YoU.. mOrE aFrAiD tHaN yOu.. aRe yOu PuPosEly dOiNg baDly oR yOu rEaLli CaNt`?? i aM LosiNg faItH aNd CoNfIdeNcE!! jUz WaNt tO sEe YoU oNcE aNd iT sEeMs LiKe asKiNg Me tO sToP hAviNg My PeRioD eVeRY MtH!!!! iTs dIfFicUlt YoU kNoW`??!! wOkE uP aFtEr tHe aLarM wEnT oFf.. bAtHe aNd pUt oN CoNtaCt LeNs.. bY tHe TiMe, kOrx aLrEaDy wOkE uP.. tHeN wAtChEd a bIt oF tV aNd cHaNgEd.. wEnT oUt aNd rEcEivEd a sMs FrM LiN.. rEpLiEd.. aNd sHe wAs LaTe.. tOoK 180 tO jURoNg PoiNt.. tHeN waLkEd arOuNd FiNdiNg a sUitabLe pReSeNt.. bUt CaNt.. sHag.. tHeN aTe Ljs.. dEcIdEd tO gO orChArd.. tHeN sAt tHis LoNg LoNg wAy tO cItY haLl.. tHoUgHt iT wOuLd bE a daMm LoNg aNd sLoW rIdE.. bUt i wAs wRoNg.. wItH LiN hErE, eVeRyThiNg sEeMs bEtTeR.. aNd wE wErE tOkiNg LoTs oF sTuFf tHrUoUt tHe jOuRneY.. waItEd FoR tHe traiN 5 MiNs.. bUt iT sEeMs sHoRt.. EvErYthiNg gG FiNe! dIdNt kNoW wHy tHeREs sO mUcH tHiNgs tO tOk aNd sHaRe.. wE tHoUgHt iT wAs oNly oNe stoP.. bUt wHeN wE gOt dOWN.. hUh`? wRoNg oNe.. qUicKly wEnT bAcK aNd wE wErE laUgHiNg.. haHa.. paIsEh eH!! tHeN rEaChEd HmV.. tOoK nEoPriNt.. oMg.. iT tUrneD oUt sO nIcE.. tHeRes sO maNy NeoPriNt NoT sCaN!! sOb.. MuSt dO iT Le.. tHeN wEnt tO bUy pReSeNt.. oMg! tHe mUg sO cUtE!!!! bOugHT iT.. tHeN gO bUy wRaPpiNg PaPeR.. hEhe.. sO cUtE.. iS a cOw.. wEnT tO lUcKy pLaZa aNd FiNd tHiNg.. hMm.. tHeN gO paCiFiC pLazA aNd sEe tHe sChoOl baGs.. hUh! sO dIsApPoiNtEd!!! haIx.. tHeN wEnT tOiLeT.. dId sO maNy tHiNgs tHeRe.. tOoK pIcs.. tHeN wEnT hoMe.. gOt pLaCe.. tHeN i waNtEd tO waLk tHeRe.. i NeArLy FaLl!!! sO paIseH!! tHe fCuK bUs!!! tHeN waS laUghiNg LiKe heLl.. iN tHe eNd, No sEaT.. bUt aT oNe sToP, a LoT pPl wEnT dOwN.. haHa.. haVe Le.. tHeN wE tOk aNd tOk.. saId bYe tO LiN.. wALkEd hoMe.. bUsY LoOkiNg aT mY hP.. tHeN sUdDeNly raiNed.. LucKiLy dIdNt gEt wEt.. rEaChEd hoMe, dL LoTs oF tHiNgs.. i sO sTuPid eH.. MuSt oFf hP tHeN caN gEt gPrs.. waHa.. theN batHe aNd CoNtiNuEd.. wEnT oUt aNd sEe XiN cHeN... tOoK hEr pICs.. tHeN asKeD iF caN bOrRoW tHe dIgItaL caM.. yEa.. haVe Le.. LuCkY mE! oN coM.. aT 7 pLus, oFf iT aNd wAtChEd tV.. sPoRe IdoL rEsuLts dO lE.. tHeN sO daMm nErVoUs.. kEpT tHiNkiNg tHaT sLy wOuLd bE oUt.. tHeN waItEd aNd waItEd.. YeS! tAuFiK is iN!!!! tHeN LeFt sLy aNd oLiNda.. oMg!! tHeN gUrMiT saId sYvEsTeR naMe.. sO sCaRed.. tHeN hE saId:"sYlvEsTeR YoU aRe iN!" oMg!!! i CaNt beLieVe.. i sCrEaMed LiKe heLl!! oMg!!!!!!!! iS iT rEaL?? YES!!! wAs cRyiNg iN mY hEaRt FoR sLy aNd oLiNda.. pIty hEr eH.. aCtUaLly sHe sHld gO iN.. cOs sHe`s bEtTeR tHaN sLy.. bUt tOo baD sLy gOt mOrE faNs tHaN hEr.. hAiX.. pIty eH.. tHeN sMs LiN aNd XiN hUI aBt iT.. tHeN deCidEd tO gO tO tHe FaNs sEssioN tMl.. tHeN sEttLeD eVeRYtHiNg.. dO loTs oF sTuFf.. tHeN waTcHeD tV.. bUt aCtuaLly wAsNt paYiNg aTteNtioN.. wEnT tO sLeEp aT 12 pLus..
20 NoVeMbEr 04, ExTrEmEly oVeRjOyEd aNd uNbeLieVabLe
kNoW waT`?! tOdaY`s a vErI vErI vErI sPeCiaL daY FoR mE.. cOs i aM gOiNg tO sEE sYlvEsTeR siM aNd taUfIk bAtIsAh!!! wOkE uP earLy aNd gOt rEaDy.. wAs LaTe iN meEtiNg XiN hUi.. tHeN saT mRt aLl tHE waY tO tOa paYoH.. wAs tKiNg.. aRrIvEd tHeRe.. askEd pPl wHeRe`s tHe LiBraRy.. gOt iT.. waLkEd daMm fReaKiNg LONG tHeN rEaChEd.. dIdNt kNoW wHeRe tO gO lE.. asKEd pPl.. tHeN saT dOwN aT sEcoNd rOw.. tHeN wEnT tO bUy dRiNks.. tHeN sAt dowN.. dUnNo wHy sO maNy pPl lOoKiNg aT Us.. tHeN wE kEpt oN walKiNg hErE aNd tHerE.. tHeN wAtChEd pErFoRmaNcEs.. 430 pLus.. sLy aNd taUfiK coMe Le.. wEnT tO tHe froNt aNd sEe tHeM.. kePt oN sHoUtiNg.. tHeN tOoK pIcs.. tHeY liKe sTaYeD fOr a wHiLe tHeN gO lE.. wTF!! dIDNt maNagEd tO gEt tHe caP aNd sHiRt tHeY tHrEw.. tHeN cHasEd aFtEr tHe vaN.. wAs jUz sTaNdiNg iN FroNt oF taUfiK.. i mEaN oUtsIde tHe bUs.. tHeN kePt kNocKiNg tHe WiNdOw aNd wAvEd tO hiM.. hE sMiLed.. aNd hE lOoKeD aT mE.. oMg.. oMg.. oMg.. sO haPpY.. tHeN sLy aT tHe aNoThEr sIde.. tHeN kEpT kNoCkiNg aNd taKe pIcs.. tHeN tHeY gO lE.. cHasEd.. bUt caNt cAtcHeD uP.. sOb.. tHeN wEnT hoMe.. sO haPpY.. bUt oNli tOoK 10 pIcs oF tHeM.. haIx.. wAt sEh!! tHeN gOt tHrEe vErI nIcE! FroNt vIeW!! rEaChEd hoME uNpaCkEd aNd sAw tHe dIgItaL caM bEiNg bOugHt.. tHoUgH oF bRiNgiNg tMl bUt kORX waN usE.. sO.. CaNt.. haIx.. baThE aNd tHeN oN coM aNd sEttLEd LoTs oF tHiNgs.. rEaLli HoPe XiN hUI caN gO tMl.. haIz.. wAtChEd oNe oF mY FaV sHoW wHeN i gOt tO kNoW iT tiLl 230..
21 NoVeMbEr 04, sEcReTs!!
-today would be a secret day for me and god to know it only.. this day is filled with so many memories and feelings plus thoughts.. i would remember this day for the rest of my life.. meeting you is the best gift i get in my whole 14 yrs of living.. all the feelings and thoughts would not be able to describe using words we understood or know it.. the pictures would be very fresh in my mind forever.. me and you.. rocks on and missing you.. love you lots-
[[ i will always be missing u whereever i go. ``]]