Tuesday, February 23, 2016 11:28 PM
Maybe... its time to decide what I should do next...To stop sitting around while waiting for you to reply me
To stop wishing and hoping that every text I get if from you
To stop wondering why are you not replying me
To stop checking if you're online
To stop looking at your sns
To stop wondering if I said anything wrong
To stop overthinking if I'm being annoying
To stop pretending that I haven't read your messages when I did and only replying it later so it wouldn't look like I'm always holding onto my phone just for you
To stop thinking what are you doing now
To stop feeling happy when you reply faster
To stop feeling vexed over you
To stop relating every quote to you
To stop asking God why are you so busy or why did things became this way
To stop wondering if this is the last time we are talking
To stop telling myself its okay, its okay
To stop over analyzing every single damm thing
To stop wishing you would call me all of the sudden
To stop crying while hearing to ballad songs on repeat
And most importantly... to stop liking you
That way I can probably be how I was before we started talking daily, to be a happier me...
Cause I know you don't feel the same way I do. I should stop wasting time on something that will never happen at all.
Its definitely sad cause I really thought there's a chance where something would bloom but apparently I was wrong about it. Haha.
Saying goodbye is never gonna be without feeling sad or heartbroken.. But its okay. Everything is just gonna be fine at the end of the day. Right? Just focus on finding a job which is way more important than this. You'll be okay. You will...
Goodbye. And thank you for the fond memories.