Wednesday, September 19, 2012 4:04 AM
I dont know anymore.........I didnt know I would actually have tears welled up as the show is being played. I didnt know that there would actually be pain in the heart. As in those real pricking pain. I didnt know it was SO hard to watch you being all happy and shy..... with a woman. I dont know if I can take these emotions again but yet I watch everything about you, even if its just a few seconds, that its hard not to watch this especially when I can get to see a side of you that I barely know.
You dont even know my existence yet Im here feeling all these. Just W T F.
All I know is... its freaking terrible.