Friday, May 14, 2010

6:33 PM

Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. Waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart. For everything to hurt so bad that you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.

We are all guilty of saving old messages from someone who became really special in our lives and going to familiar places that gives us that small twinge in our hearts and smiles on our faces. It’s one of the most bittersweet feelings ever because every time that person crosses our minds, we remember the instances when we were happy and complete.

Memories are what warm you up from the inside. But they’re also what tear you apart.

It’s funny how the people that hurt you the most, are the ones that swore they never would.

Everyone wants to hear that it’s gonna be okay, that the pain will go away. But truthfully, it won’t. It never does. You just get stronger everyday, but deep down, the pain is still there.