Monday, December 01, 2008 4:30 PM
I had the urge to dial partner's number (as quickly as I could) a couple of times and tell everything anything (probably let any tears drop too)..If only there's another you..
I could understood how 2n felt all these time.. At times, I wish the both of us could meet up with beers and who knows, probably cry out together..
Two is always better than one..
I think girlfriend and me would always have similar problems around the same time..
Maybe fate is following us this close..
I realised I love telling and could tell darling anything easily, for those troubles would always turned in laughters..
Even if its just for ten seconds..
I clearly see who are the ones I will think of immediately whenever I need to talk..
And there's still some unnamed people..
I feel that the difference between this and that is really just seperated by a thin thin line..
So thin that it confuses me all the time..
I firmly believe that we arent the ones who control our own feelings..
But its the other way round..
I have been on a roller coaster ride..
A ride I detest so so much..
I wish I could stop this game immediately..
A game that I never saw myself playing in the near future..
I lost my sense of direction..
that I put the blame on the wrong person..
I..
Im loss of words..
All I could ask was what to do now or next?
Ignore? Let go?
But... how?