Friday, July 18, 2008 7:54 AM
I dont like this feeling that is in me now ):
I dont dare to tell anyone this feeling because its a stupid and ridiculous feeling
(I just told darling about it and I think darling will also laugh at me...)
I dont like the feeling of not being able to seelaughcry over the same thing like how I did for the past few days
Day and night, everything just kept replaying in my mind
And I always find myself smiling to myself
Why will I always feel this way when something I love ends
I know this feeling is just temporary, it will go away in a few days time
But.. I just wish I could have more...