Wednesday, June 18, 2008 1:00 PM
I seriously dont understand why are you doing this.
I hate the fact that I have so many questions to ask you, but I dont even a single one of them. Because I know your answers would always be so biased, so full of lies and probably shit.
I hate myself for covering up for you time and time, which leads me to ask myself what for.
Why God, why ?
Why must I be the only one to know this repulsion secret ??
A secret that I couldnt even tell anyone because I feel so ashamed and disgust by it, a secret that isnt anything glory at all.
In turn, this dark hatred in me started growing and the thought of it irks me so so much.
I wish I could just wipe off this whole damm thing because I really wish this thing doesnt exist right from the start.
I really hatehatehatehatehate to know this.
Who will ever feel good to know a secret that makes part of your life so terrible ?
Who would understand how I really feel....?
WHO ? )':
