Friday, April 18, 2008 2:54 PM

Why do I have this feeling that this phone call seemed to be telling me that you are going somewhere alone ?
Because you started talking about my future.
Did you know that it actually hurts a little when both of you felt that I couldnt reach my dream ?
Because you made me lose confidence in myself too.
Did you know that I didnt dare to ask if you are actually leaving ?
Because I fear tears will start coming when the heart was feeling that tiny pain already...
I wish time could turn back
And I didnt like it when you make decisions for me
This is my life, I make my own choices, I hold responsibility to myself
Like you said, Im eighteen.
But I rather wish to be a little girl forever...
