Tuesday, November 06, 2007 2:48 PM
(Credits)
"I shall now pronounce you and weekends as 3/4 foes"
Yes. You DID NOT misread that sentence.
NO. IM NOT A WEIRDO.
i doNt kNoW wHeN, pErhaPs siNcE sEp, i loathe wEeKeNds ! i dreaddd wEeKeNds ! wEekeNds aRe sUpposEd tO bE tHe daYs foR oNe tO reLaX tHeIr miNd, haVe soMe pEacE ( and i meant REAL peace ), aNd lazE aRouNd tHe wHoLe daY.. baSicaLly iTs tHosE daYs aNd tHe ONLY daYs tO rEaLly rEsT aNd dO WHATEVER yoU waNt..
bUt . . iT nO loNgEr sEeMed tO bE tHiS cAsE foR mE aNyMoRe.. iNstEad, i fiNd mYseLf doiNg assIgNmeNts, sTudyiNg foR tEsTs, aNd wHaTeVeR wEeK aFtEr wEeK.. i haRdLy fiNd myseLf haViNg tHe wHoLe wEeKeNds tO uNwiNd, tO lazE aRouNd wHerE i jUsT waTcH vIdEos aFtEr vIdEos..
wEeKeNds aRe aLso tHe daYs wHerE mY daYs aRe aLwaYs bEiNg ruiNed bY soMe fucking aduLts wHo aRe daMm !@#$%^-&*()+.. wHeNeVeR tHiS haPpeNs, aLl i feeL likE doiNg iS jUst tO roLl mY eyEs aT tHeM.. i wIsH i hAvE tHe poWeR tO bLiNd mYseLf fRoM aLl tHosE fucking tHiNgs.. i just wish you would go away, REALLY, just go.
tHe fuNniEst tHiNg iS i acTuaLly feeL moRe reLaX, moRe pEacE, aNd moRe hIgH sPiRiTs dUriNg wEeKdaYs.. i caN eVeN lazE aRouNd tHe wHoLe aFteRnooN aFtEr sChOoL aNd laUghEd hEaRtiLy aT aLl mY dRaMas.. likE The X Family ( yes, im still taking my own sweet time to finish off what im left with - 2 more eps *frowns* ) aNd Hei Tang Ma Qi Duo which is heavenly nice ! bUt iTs a pItY tHerE's oNly 13 ePisodEs !! *pouts* hehehe. Bang Bang Tang iS rEaLly cuteee aNd fuNny ! *beams and screams* iTs rEaLly gReaT tO bE hoMe aLoNe !
NoT foRgEttiNg, meaLs dUriNg wEeKeNds aRe eaT-oUt wHicH sUcKs tO heLl bEcaUsE tHe fooD hErE iS eItHeR fasT fOod oR wEsTerN fOod.. Oh ~ Wo de tian ah ~ tHiS madE mE mIss aLl tHe yuMmy Food iN sPorE tHaT i acTuaLly wRotE a NotE oF aLl tHe pLacEs/Food i waNna eaT wHeN i gO hoMe.. I miss home ):
aNotHeR rEasoN tO dEtEsT wEeKeNds iS bEcaUsE wHeN iM sTrEsS wItH sChOoL, i wiLl gEt MoodY wHicH iN tUrN leaDs tO pLeNtyfuL pEssiMisTic tHoUgHts.. i wiLl sTaRt tO mIss mY frieNds wHo aRe aLl haViNg fuN togEtHeR siNcE Os hAvE eNd ( I feel happy for them, together with some jealously ), i wiLl rEcaLl aLl tHe fuN tiMes i haVe wItH tHeM, aNd i wiLl sTaRt tO tHiNk wHeN caN i acTuaLly gEt hoMe.. I miss home ): aDdiNg aLl tHesE togEtHeR, i wiLl mIss mY dEarEsT paPa aNd bRotHeR.. i rEaLisEd tHaT wHeN mY bRotHeR wAs hErE foR o3 MtHs, i wAs cHeEry eVeRydaY bEcaUsE fuN wAs eVoLviNg aRouNd mY liFe.. I didnt have to face that alone. I could just close both of my eyes - although I couldnt at times. i hAd soMeoNe tO dRiVe mE aRouNd, eaT mEaLs wItH mE, taLkEd tO mE, cRaP wItH mE, pLaY wItH mE, aNd sO oN.. *sighsssssss* I miss home ): aLtHoUgH paPa dIdNt caMe wItH bRotHeR, bUt i sTiLl mIss tHe tiMes i hAd wItH hiM - tHe tiMes wHerE i wAs a daDdy girL . . . I miss home ):
MoSt iMpoRtaNtly, i NeVeR eXpErieNcEd aLl tHesE wHeN i wAs hoMe.. i MisS tHe oLd me, tHe me tHaT i likEd.. me sEeMed tO hAvE dIsaPpEarEd, forever . . aLl tHaT's LeFt iS a me tHaT i dIdNt likE, dIdNt likE..
tHiNkiNg bAcK, i tHiNk tHe oNly tHiNgs tHaT madE mE tRuLy haPpy wAs aLl mY dRaMas aNd tHe coNvErsaTioNs i hAvE wItH mY dEarEsT frieNds.. wiLl i eVeR fiNd soMe otHeR rEasoN tO bE haPpy ?
I miss home. I really do because I have been repeating that, if you really notice that. Perhaps, you didnt. Because I sound pathetic. Maybe I really am.
sO yOu sEe, tHe rEasoN iM noT bLoggiNg iS bEcaUsE mY liFe iS TOO duLl, tHaT i hatE iT tOo..
那天那份爱突然浮现起来我才了解我是多么的爱你