Tuesday, January 30, 2007 9:55 AM
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Its such a pity that such a talent and beautiful actress , XuWeiLun , passed away in a car accident on Jan28. Moreover , she`s only 29 years old this year. Sighs.
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i feel so sianzhalf because i DONT WANT to move to the new blogger but they insisted. toLd myseLf beFoRe iF iM aSkEd tO moVe tO tHe NeW bLoggEr ; i wouLd cHaNgE tO LiveJournal.. sO ; iM coNsIdEriNg.. heYs girLfrieNd ! dO yoU tHiNk i shLd joiN yoU ? HAHA.
gOt tO kNoW soMetHiNg : we need to pay our parents back for all the money that they spend on our education when we start earning our own money. sO iM sTaRtiNg tO caLcuLatE tHe aMouNt oF moNeY iM
uNtiL tHe foUrtH daY oF sChOoL ; i rEaLisEd i acTuaLly MISSED NOT SKIP o1 LeSsoN oN tHe FIRST daY oF sChooL aNd i MiStooK T.R aS tHuRsdaY wHiLe iTs acTuaLly tuEsdaY aNd tHuRsdaY ! *laughs ass out* THISSUCKS. iF iT wAsNt FoR tHe BioLogY aNnouNceMeNt ; i wouLd hAvE missEd tHaT leSsoN aS wEll ! PHEW.
sChooL liFe hErE hAs goT notHiNg foR mE tO sHarE : iT wAsNt soMetHiNg i xpEctEd.. iTs jUsT noN-fuN ; NoN-xcItiNg ; NoN-iNtEresTiNg aNd sO oN . . . tHe sChOoL doEsNt hAvE aNy gUys tO gO GAGAGA ; tHe sChOoL doEsNt hAvE pEopLe tO bE FRIENDS ; tHe sChOoL isNt a pLacE i FaNcY aNd caN sIt iN coMfoRtabLy.. hoWeVeR ; i caUgHt a gLiMpsE oF a cuteeeee gUy rIgHt aFtEr My pHoTosHoP leSsoN oN tHe foUrtH daY oF sChOoL ! *beams* wHaT a wAstE ! hIs cLaSs iS rIgHt aFtEr MiNe ! *groans* shLd hAvE iNsIstEd oN a LatEr tiMiNg aNd rUshEd foR tHe NeXt cLaSs iNstEad oF wAstiNg o2 hoUrs oF mY liFe eVeRy tuEs aNd tHuRs ! SIANHALF. iF oNly tHerE`s tHiS kiNd oF coLlegE sChooL liFe iN SiNgaPorE ; iT wouLd deFiNateLy bE a bLasT ! pIctUriNg gEttiNg togEthEr wItH LipiNg ; jIaWeN ; XiNhUi ; LiN eTc. dUriNg oUr FrEe tiMe wHerE wE laUghEd oUr hEaDs oFf ; Mug togEtHeR foR xaMs ; gO sHoPpiNg aFtEr sChOoL iN caRs ; eNjoYiNg eAcH otHeR accoMpaNy aNd sO mUcH morE ! SIGHS.
bEcaUsE oF tHiS aNd tHaT ; tHe deFiNatioN oF sChOoL hAs deFiNateLy cHaNgEd a LoT a LoT . . FroM goiNg tO sChOoL tO hAvE fuN tO gOiNg tO sChOoL tO sTudY aNd NoT hAviNg a siNgLe MiNutE oF fuN ! so pathetic hur. OHWELL. jUst goNna sTudY mY aSs oUt ; gEt mY degReE aNd i wiLl bE bAcK iN SporE wItHoUt rEaLisiNg ! heh. :D
WiNtEr hAs rEaLly coMe aNd iT gEts eVeN coLdEr wHeN iT raiNs oR tHe wiNd bLoWs oR woRsT ; botH haPpeNiNg aT tHe saMe tiMe ! tHaT occUrEd wHiLe i wAs waItiNg FoR IvaN tO pIcK mE uP.. OHMY. COLD TILL CANNOT COLD. iMagiNe wHeN yoU oPeN yoUr baLcoNy dooR aNd iN aBoUt o5 sEcoNds ; yoUr hoUsE sLiPpEr tHaT iS jUsT pLacEd bEsIdE tHe dooR gEts coLd aLrEadY.. oR yoUr haNdS sTaRt FrEeziNg.. aNd bEcaUsE oF tHe wEatHeR ; i sTayEd aT hoMe dUriNg tHe wEeKeNds ; dIdNt eVeN daRe tO gO dowNsTaIrs tO oPeN tHe dooR noR waLk soMe sTePs tO tHroW rUbBisH iN tHe coLd aIr.. HAHAHA. :D
sPeNt tHe nIgHt dEcIdiNg wHaT coUrsEs tO takE foR tHe rEsT oF tHe yEaR.. wAs toLd tHaT nO maTtEr wHaT ; i hAvE tO gEt mY dEgReE bY tHe eNd oF tHiS yEaR aNd MoVed oN tO uNiVeRsItY.. hopE tHaT eVeRytHiNg wiLl go oN fiNe foR mY frieNds aNd Me ! JIAYOU. I miss you people ! Cant wait for the time to pass faster !
weNt tO rEgIstEr foR suMmEr cLaSsEs wHeN tHe sEcoNd wEeK sTaRtEd.. WHOA. LeSsoNs fRoM 73oAM oNwaRdS tO 12PM ! *pouts* i HATE&DESTEST&HATE waking up early man. woRsT ; iTs oN a sUpEr hoT wEatHeR ! OMFG LAH. i caNt iMagiNe wHaT iS goiNg tO haPpeN tO mE esP wHeN i eNd a cLaSs aT 1oooPM oN cErtaiN daYs aNd hAvE tO wakE uP foR sChOoL aT 73oAM tHe NeXt MorNiNg ! DIEDIEDIE. oNliNe cLaSsEs aRe seTtLed aS weLl ! FeLt lucKy tO gEt tHe rEqUirEd scoRe tO gO sTraIgHt tO tHe coUrsE iNstEad oF wAstiNg tiMe..
PHEW. NoW iM likE jUggLiNg o5 sUbjEcTs aT a tiMe.. i woNdEr wHy i dIdNt coMpLaiN wHeN i tOoK soooo MaNy sUbjEcTs aT tHe saMe tiMe iN SiNgaPorE yEt iM acTuaLly coMpLaiNiNg hErE.. HAHA. i gUeSsEd iTs tHe NeW eNvioRmeNt aNd sysTeM tHaT iS freaKiNg mE oUt..
gOt very dIstRactEd iN oNe oF tHe bIo LecTurEs i hAd tHiS wEeK.. i doNt kNoW wHaT`s wAs wRoNg.. i kEpT looKiNg aT tHe FacE oF tHe wAtCh aNd tiMe wAs LikE sNaiL ! RAH. FeLt gLad tO waLk tO cLaSs wItH tHe cLaSsMatE bEsIdE mE ! :D hoWeVeR ; sHe`s goiNg tO tRaNsFeR tO aNotHeR coLlegE nExT seMsTeR ! *frowns* aNd tHe cLaSsMatE wHo sItS bEsIdE mE dUriNg pHoTosHoP cLaSs tHiS wEeK makEs mE laUgH mYseLf wHiLe sTaRiNg aT tHe scReeN oR i hAd tO tUrN aWaY beFoRe i sTaRt laUgHiNg ! OMG. bUt tHaT cLaSs iS rEaLly gEtTiNg nIcE ! LearNt soMe NeW sTuFfs i dIdNt kNoW aNd tHe bEsT tHiNg iS tHerE isNt FiNaL xaMs ! WOO. rEaD mY liPs : I-T-O-T-A-L-L-Y-H-A-T-E-M-A-T-H-S-! i doNt LikE tHe tEacHeR`s tEacHiNg ! hE isNt tEacHiNg bUt jUsT bLaH bLaH tHiS aNd POOF ! LeSsoN eNds foR hiM.. LeAviNg sTudeNtS wHo gazEd aRd dUriNg cLaSs oR soMe ( LIKE ME ) tRyiNg tO caTcH wHaT iS hE tEacHiNg ! ALAMAK. IDONTKNOWLAH. i doNt WaNt tO faiL mY matHs aNd rEtakE tHe cLaSs agaiN ! wHy tHeIr matHs soooooo dIfFereNt fRoM SiNgaPorE ?! usE wHaT gRaPhiNg caLcuLaToR ! SLAPYOULAH. at times , i do wish that i come after taking my O lvls. at least i have got a cert to keep me safe. millions sighs.
aNyWaY ; soMe oF tHe gOod poiNts oF sChOoL hErE :
1. You dont need to stand and greet teachers. This is like SO great.
2. You can put the snack on the table and eat openly.
3. You can buy soft drinks and place them on the table.
4. You dont need to ask for permission to go to the washroom.
5. You can use your handphone like you wish.
6. You can pack your bag and leave the class anytime without being questioned. But you will definately missed out.
7. You can be late for classes. But you missed out too.
8. You can wear your own clothing to school. Is this good ?
9. You dont need to tie up long hair expect for labs.
1o. You can hold your boyfriend / girlfriend hand openly.
11. You are free to pick how many classes you want for one semster.
12. There is a wide range of classes to choose from which is useful and you can use them when you attend the society.
13. You will feel that you are an adult.
14. You can drive yourself to school !
aNd oF coUrsE tHerE aRe dIsadVaNtagEs :
1. School fees are expensive - one credit = US$65.
2. Textbooks are expensive, heavy and boring.
3. Food here are more expensive and less to choose from.
4. You have to jot down notes yourself when the teacher is speaking.
5. You have to be lucky to get good teachers.
6. Making of friends arent that easy compared to Singapore.
7. The education system is so different from Singapore that you need to start all over again.
8. You have to do everything yourself like registration, payment, making appointments with teachers because they treat you as adults.
9. People are always older than you.
1o. People spent most of their free time alone. I hate this.
aNd yoU woNt sEe ppL bRiNgiNg peNciL casE / boX tO sChOoL ( they dont even know what is that ) oR caRryiNg uMbReLla tO hIdE fRoM tHe suN.. tHeY doNt LooK oUt foR caRs aNd caRs hAvE tO looK oUt foR pEopLe iN sMaLl roAds..
coMpLetEd a 4o ePisodEs dRaMa : Angel Lover ! iT feeLs pReTty wEiRd wHeNeVeR i gO oNtO Youtube foR i doNt sEaRcH foR tHe sHoW Angel Lover aNyMoRe.. i gUessEd iTs bEcaUsE i hAvE gOtTeN usEd tO iT aNd i pResuMe i caN appLy tHiS tO mY sChOoL liFe aS weLl . .
iN addItioNaL ; hAvE aLso FiNishEd wAtChiNg a vErY mysTeRy sHoW : Bump Off Lover.. tHe begiNniNg oF tHe dRaMa wAs vErY coMpLicatEd ; tHaT aLso mEaNs MoRe quEsTioN maRks oVeR tHe hEaD aNd raIsiNg oF eyEbroWs.. hoWeVeR ; aLl tHe douBts wErE cLearEd toWaRds tHe eNd.. tHe MeaNiNg oF dont judge a book by its cover wAs appLiEd tO tHe sToRy..
oN tHe otHeR haNd ; sTaRtEd tO rEwaTcH mY faVoUritE caRtooN : CardCaptor Sakura aNd tHe vErY oLd aNd LoNg draMa : The Rose ; Qiang Wei Zhi Lian.. hopEfuLly bY tHe tiMe i coMpLetEd 35 epIsodEs oF tHe dRaMa ; Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu hAs coMpLetEd upLoadiNg siNcE tHerE`s oNly 15 epIsodEs.. *frowns* aNd mY dear darling sHoW sTaRts aIriNg todaY ! *does the twist twist and hops*
dId a tEsT fRoM Showbiz aNd i gOt 1oo% foR loVe ( tao hua ) ! HA HA HA. bUt i rEaLisEd i hAvE bEeN saYiNg tHiS aNd tHaT wHerE i gOt gOod MaRks.. hoWeVeR ; NotHiNg iS haPpeNiNg lahhhhz ! MorEovEr ; tHe hoRoscopE tEacHeR saId Libra hAs a LoT oF tao hua.. iTs seeMs NoT rEaL mannnn !
hEaRtacHe wAs sPeNt wItH mE oN saTuRdaY nIgHt oUt oF sUddeN wHeN tHe NaMeSwErE meNtioNed . . jEaLoUsLy aNd eNvY tOoK pLacE oN suNdaY aFtErNooN.. hoW i wIsHed i couLd bE tHerE aS weLl.. *squat at a corner and weep* YES. IM JEALOUS.
oH ! LipiNg ; iM noT faT bEcaUsE i caN wEaR a sKiRt wHicH iS mEaNt foR sMaLl gUrX ! *naninanipoopoo* HAHAHA. aNd sUddeNly i MiSsEd dRiNkiNg SweetTalk wHicH rEmiNdS mE tHaT i aLwaYs bUy tHe saMe dRiNk aS yoU ! HAHAHA. its not copycat because im not a cat. (:

I seemed to be lost abruptly.
Doubts popped out here and there.
Im wondering if the Associate Degree can really lead me to my future job.
Im wondering if this is the right degree for my future job.
Im wondering if this degree is equivalant to a diploma for the standard here is lower in Singapore.
Im wondering if completing all the required subjects means I will get my degree.
I fear I would be a lady who has a PSLE cert when I get back to Singapore.
I fear all the education Im going to have here is in vain.
So many questions , so many doubts , but no one to ask.
