Saturday, October 14, 2006 1:25 PM
" I know I have to give all my best since I chose this path.
All I need is your support and trust , Mum. "
1oo9 .
ten days more.
weNt tO tHe vaRioUs oRcHidS aNd sAw MaNy dIff coLoUrS oF rosEs ! tHerE`s rEd ; wHitE ; LigHt&daRk piNk ; oRaNgE ; pUrpLe aNd bLuE ! gEe. sooooo pReTtY ! lalala.
Super high tech. They use machines to do everything which wont injure the roses.
These cows are friendly cows because they moved forward whenever they see Man.
hAd LuNcH aT soMe booBOO pLacE wHicH sUcKs mannn ! pRocEed tO tHe Asian Market wHicH tUrNs oUt tO bE a KoReaN sUpErMaRt.. -.-" weNt tO Ranch Market foR cHiNesE sTuffS beFoRe goiNg hoMe foR a LiL wHiLe aNd weNt tO Starbucks wHerE i sAw a handsome guy and pretty gurx ! *grins* tOo bAd I dIdNt hAvE a caMeRa wItH mE ! ): bUt wHeN botH oF tHeM weNt oUt tO sIt aNd tHe gUrX pUt hEr Leg uP oNtO tHe cHaIr ; My nIcE iMagE oF hEr wAs vaNishEd ! SIGHS. weNt tO aRd tO gEt sTuFfs aNd bAcK hoMe foR diNnEr..
Tomato plant grew !
1o1o .
nine days more.
taLkEd a LiL wItH paPa oVeR tHe pHoNe tHiS morNiNg ! aNd paPa toLd mE oNe taLe bUt NaH ; i doNt beLieVe ! HAHAHA. NoNetHeLeSs i hAd tHosE paNic FeeLiNgS aNd FiNaLly ; i passed my theory ! bUt i doNt FeeL tHaT eLatEd bEcaUsE i NeEd tO haVe aN aduLt bEsIdE mE wHeNeVeR i dRivE.. SIGHS. wHeN tO tHe " sEcoNd " hoMe aNd sLackEd aLl tHe WaY tiLl LatE aFtErNooN.. gOt hoMe aNd dId soMe aRea cLeaNiNg beFoRe wAtChiNg tHe continuously-so-sugary-so-satisfying Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi aNd tHaT dEscRiptioN aPpLiEs tO mY dEaR Wang ShaoWei ! heh. :D 仁甫 , 绍伟 我好想好想你 ! *weeps* its so suffering man. bEeN haViNg tHiS sTupId Flu wHicH MadE mY nosE huRtiNg rEd lahhhhhhhhhz ! *weeps harder* i tHiNk iM dyiNg ! SAVEMESAVEME. ):
nobody would know this pain.
no amount of words could describe my love for you. <3
1o11 .
eight days more.
it was a waste of time to go down to the college again. tsktsk. I couLd sLePt MorE yoU kNoW ?! SHIT. weNt oNliNe aNd sPeNt o9 hoUrS aT auNtiE hoUsE fiNdiNg rEcIpEs ; taLkEd aBt sTuFfs ; MadE popiah aNd cOokEd ! heh. :D LiSteNed tO auNtiE aNd oNg coNvErsaTioN beFoRe goiNg hoMe.. dId tHiS suRvEy tHiNg wHicH wAs ratHeR tRuE esPecIaLly tHosE UNDERLINED ONES..
1o12 .
a week more.
wokE uP aT luNcH tiMe aNd i FeLt mY tHroaT soooo dTy ! HAHA. weNt oVeR tO auNtiE hoUsE aNd weNt tO pLaY biLlaRd agaiN ! WEWE. i improved. bUt auNtiE woN 5 oUt oF 5 gaMeS wE pLayEd ! HAHA. rUshEd tO Estrella Mountain Community College wHicH iS tHe coLlegE i wiLl bE goiNg tO rEgIsTeR foR jaN o7 cLaSsEs.. MoSt iMpoRtaNtLy ; aLl tHaNks tO tHe advIsoR aNd mE ; MuM LeTs mE takE tHe Associate Science Degree ! *goes ohlaylay ohlala* NoW iM goNna sTudY Biology ! HA HA HA. shLd hAvE takeN tHaT iN sEc sChOoL ! *frowns* bUt iM gLad tHaT MuM LeT mE takE scIeNcE sO i couLd aTtaiN mY cHiLdHood aMbItIoN ! :D wAtChEd Wan Quan Yu Le aNd i sAw my darling wangrenfu who i miss so much so much ! SIGHS. im so upset lahhhhhhhz. hAd a nIcE oNliNe coNvErsaTioN wItH KuNtaT aNd dIvEd iNtO mY bEd.. bUt i tHiNk a dReaM wokE mE uP aNd gF gF gF !! i think i dreamt of you yday night ! HAHA.
awws. so sweet so sweet.
1o13 .
six days more.
MuM iS goiNg tO gEt mE rEgIsTeR foR eNg&coMpUtEr sHoRt coUrsEs tO pAsS mY tiMe beFoRe coLlegE sTaRts.. i jUsT hopE tHaT mY coUrsEs woNt cRasH wItH caL aNd keItH vIsIt IF tHeY aRe coMiNg ! *prays* weNt tO pLaY biLlaRd agaiN ! tHiS tiMe rouNd I hAd IvaN tO tEacH mE ! :D weNt tO Walmart tO rEturN sTuFfS tHeN bAcK hoMe tO meEt jUrcaNniE foR soMe MatTeRs beFoRe hAviNg diNnEr aNd bAcK hoMe tO cHaT wItH KUKU XihNui oNliNe ; jIaWeN aNd LipiNg oVeR tHe pHoNe tHrU mIc ! lalala. i was over the stars. no words could describe this. thanks so much darlings. :D aNd szEhUi ; i sTiLl tHiNk yoUr sEcReT iS cheyyyyyyyyyy ! HAHAHA. darlings of mine can still make my night. aNd iTs tHe sEcoNd tiMe wHerE raiN feLl . . .
I have so much to tell all of you
But I dont know where to begin
I yearn so much to enjoy the fun with all of you
But its hard to do so
All I could do was just sit in front of the screen
and witness each and every photograph filled with fun and laughters
I couldnt find a space to fit myself inside the photograph
Jealously and envies fill my heart at the same time when I know all of you could enjoy each other company
While Im here sitting in the night
Seperations do bond friendship
but at the same time it dift them apart
Words of promises that nothing would ruin our friendship is said now
because one month has pass only
What about the coming months
I cant stop imagining we would be strangers
I fear so much
Because this words of promises cant hold on for these two years
My misses for all and sundry are deep but filled with jealously , envies and fears.
I will not deny any facts , I admit truthfully