Im losing confidence.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

5:47 AM

I want a sweet fairytv drama-tale like relationship
:D

1oo3 .

i sTayEd aWokE tiLl 2ooAM jUsT tO cHaT wItH aLl mY darLiNgS ! FiRdaUs ( HEY. your name appeared here already. heh. ) wAs sWeEt aNd tHeN caMe BE , CaL (!!) wHo i rEaLly eNjoyEd taLkiNg tO !! AWWS. i feel like tearing. szEhUi wAs soooooo oVeRjoyEd tO cHaT wItH mE ! HAHAHA. bUt sHe wAs a LiL bAd iN usiNg _ aS aN xaMpLe aNd iT madE mE uPsEt ! ): WaNyiNg darLiNg wAs soooo nIcE iN eNcoUragiNg mE tO iNitIatE tO taLk fiRsT bUt tHiNgS dIdNt tUrNed oUt pReFectLy aNd i wAs uPsEt aBt iT aNd hEaD tO sLePt aFtEr a LiL moRe cHaTtiNgS.. BIGBIGSIGHS. wokE uP sUpEr eaRly dEsPitE sLeEpiNg LatE.. haNg aRd aT auNtiE`s hoUsE beFoRe goiNg foR gRocErY sHoPpiNg wItH hEr aNd oNg.. I got wonderful adults here. bUt a pItY iTs coNfirM tHaT auNtiE NeEds tO gO bAcK tHiS dEc.. *frowns* gOt hoMe foR vcD aNd NeT tHeN weNt tO tHe sEcoNd hoUsE foR diNnEr.. hoMe aNd NeT agaiN.. tHe oNliNe pRacTicE tEsT iS kiLliNg mE ! ARGHS.

1oo4 .

Okays , great. The pictures of the new apartment is upppp.


The stairs I have to climb to get to my living room etc.


Living room



My very first own washroom !

KoRz wouLd bE soooooooo daMm gOd jEaLoUs wHeN / iF hE sEes tHiS ! HAHAHA.


MY VERY FIRST ATM CUM CREDIT CARD CUM SOMETHING SOMETHING ELSE WHICH I DONT KNOW WHAT IS IT BUT I DONT CARE COS ITS A CREDIT CARD LAHHHHHHH !!

i waNtEd tO accoMpaNy MuM tO tHe gyM bUt i acTuaLly sLePt foR 12 hoUrS ! HAHAHAHA. weNt FoR luNcH tHeN hoMe tO dO tHe oNliNe pRactIcE tEsT tiLl i cRiEd ! ARGHS. sooooooooo MaNy MatHs qNs i aLsO doNt kNoW aNd NeVeR learN beFoRe ! tHeN tHe eNg coMpRe iS soooooooo fucking borEd aNd haRd tO uNdeRsTaNd ! wHo oN eaRtH wouLd waNt tO kNoW aBt tHe doNt kNoW wHicH pErsoN wHo dIscoVeR eaRtH pLatEs oR soMetHiNg LikE tHaT ?! FUCKMAN. o3 sEctioNs oF eNg ; o1 sEctioN oF matHs aNd scIeNcE aRe NeEdEd tO coMpLetE iN o3 hoUrS iS likE sooooooooooo @#$%!&* ! ARGHS. no words can describe how irritate im feeling now. i soMeHoW rEgReTtEd coMiNg hErE lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhz ! ARGHS. yadahyadah. tHeN sHe caMe aNd fuckiNg iRritatE mE ! WTF. NeVeR reMeMbEr tO takE vItaMiNs = No dIscipLiNe ?! WTF iS tHiS ?! ARGHS. yes. im boiling with red this instant !

( Chey ! I thought the New Blogger Beta can allow everyone to read xpect for some posts you dont allow. In the end is like putting password to your blog and ppl who has your password can read. Cheycheychey. )

i wanna tear soooo much. im miss my friends so much.