Is That Really The Last Chance ?

Friday, September 01, 2006

9:09 PM

o828 .


im tired so hard to hide my thoughts&feelings but i feel that i couldnt take it anymore. the only place i can turn to is here.

kEpT teLliNg MyseLf tHaT today`s a habee day aNd i soMeHoW maNagEd tO ! *twists* aNd MoReoVeR ; 4/2 seeMs sooooooooo sTrEsS todaY ! HAHA. bEcaUsE eVeRyoNe dIdNt dO tHeIr hWk LikE eNg coMpRe ; cHeM gRaPhs aNd eTc ! lazybums. coPiEd tHe gRaPh aSsigNmeNts fRoM XiNhUi aNd iT tooK mE qUitE soMe tiMe ! HAHA. bEcaUsE i wAs doiNg eMatHs aT tHe saMe tiMe ! PHEW. tHeN wAs eNg wHerE wE dId fiLiNg aNd OMFG ! MaojiE wAs super duper scaRy !! RAHHHH. HAHA. dId gRaPh wS foR o3 pErIods aNd a bReaK beFoRe goiNg bAcK foR aMatHs LeSsoN wHicH iT wAs super duper xtremely qUiEt foR tHe FIRST tiMe !! HAHAHA. sooooo gLad tHaT i MaNagEd tO coMpLetE aLl tHe waitintg-in-queue-and-overdued hWk ! WEWE. eNdEd sChOoL wItH pHy aNd SS tEsT wHicH i siNcEreLy hopE i caN gEt a bEtTeR gRadE ! RAH. *prays and prays* LuNchEd aT sChOoL beFoRe goiNg hoMe.. i doNt kNoW wHy i doNt LikE tO rEaLly haNg oUtsIdE aFtEr sChOoL.. i long for home instead. usEd tHe NeT ; sHoWerEd aNd wAtChEd Bo Lie Xie beFoRe taKiNg a NaP aNd diNnEr.. *jumps jumps* monday is finally here lahhhhz. can watch the korean show ! HAHAHA. Shao Nian Te Gong Dui wAs veryyyyyyyyyyyy hiLaRoUs ! OMFG. hoWeVeR ; Wan Quan Yu Le dIdNt hAvE renfu ! *frowns* aNd iT wAs ratHeR boRiNg !! RAHHH. i wish for better days. iF ppL aRd mE dO noTicE ; iM acTuaLly slacking like nobody fucking business. im so far away from my dreams&goals. i WaNt tO moTiVatE mYseLf tO sTudY foR mY owN sakE bUt i doNt kNoW wHy i caNt seeM tO paSs cLaSs tEsTs ! FUCKFUCKFUCK. God ; for goodness sake. tell me what to do. Im losing something. ):

o829 .

AHHHHHHHHHHHH. leT mE scReaM oUt oF mY hEaDs aNd bE iNsaNe !! HAHA. *shakes the hair* HAHA.



YESYESYES. Renfu wAs tHe oNe wHo MadE mE weNt MAD !! HAHA. mY sIxtH seNsE todaY wAs xcellent ! lalala. i hAd tHe FeeLiNg tHaT mY dEaResT Renfu wiLl aPpEaR aT Wan Quan Yu Le aNd OMFG. He rEaLly dId !!! RAHHH. iTs BeeN likE soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo LoNg siNcE i sAw Renfu lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhz !! HAHAHAHA. *smoochee*

aLrIgHt ; sChOoL wAs oKaYs lahhhhz ! HEHEHE. dId SBQ eArLy iN tHe MoRniNg aNd MoVed oN tO coMpo tHeN MT wHicH wAs jUsT taLkiNg&taLkiNg ! HAHAHA. hAd rEadiNg aNd tHeN CDP wHerE wE madE caRds foR tEacHeRs ! lalala. hAd eMatHs tEsT aNd cLaSs wAs sPiLt iNtO o2 bUt acTuaLly tHe otHeR gRp oNly coNtaiNed ; o1 roW oF gUrX ! HAHA. pathetic. prefer the group im with. *dances ard* XiNhUi wAs bEiNg sooooooooooo LaMe tHaT i saId " Stop being cartoon lahz. " HAHAHA. WTH. laUghEd a LoT iN tHe eNg LaB wItH MrNaRaiN aNd mY oPiNioN oN hiM cHaNgEd ! he`s niceeeeeeeeeeee. (: bUt hE couLdNt sTaNd o5 gUrX asKiNg aNs asKiNg qNs wHeN hE caMe oVeR tO uS !! HAHAHA. LOL. waLkEd tO loT o1 aNd gOt mY sTuFfS finally !! hAd LJS aNd hEadEd hoMe wHerE i iMmEdIateLy dId tHe tEacHeR`s daY giFt aFtEr sHoWeR wHicH tOoK mE super duper LoNg ! RAHH.



wAtChEd tV aNd dId hWk aT tHe saMe tiMe ! SHAG. hoWeVeR ; wHeN i weNt tO Renfu`s bLog aNd he blogged !! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. i was a habee habee gurx that night. AWWS. 王仁甫 我爱你

o83o .

o831 .

HABEE TEACHER`S DAY.

iT wAs a highhhhh daY foR jIaWeN ; XiNhUi ; LiN ; LipiNg ; aIsYaH ; zHiyiNg aNd mE !! lalala. tHe coNceRt iN tHe MoRniNg wAs fabulous mannnnnnn !! HAHAHA. sec4s rock. dUed tO tHe raiN ; cRosS couNtRy wAs caNceLlEd !! YAY. bUt beFoRe tHaT ; jIaWeN tOoK mY toWeL aNd tHrEw tO zHiyiNg wHo tHrEw tO tHe gUys aNd tHeY tHrEw iN fRoNt aNd tHeN tHrEw aNd tHrEw foR o3 rouNdS ! RAHHHHHH. aNd tHe LaMe tHiNg iS jIaWeN iS tHe oNe wHo tHrEw aNd tHe oNe wHo pIckEd uP tHe toWeL ! *faints* tHe tHiRd tiMe ; i hAd tO pIcK wItH hEr aNd wE eNdEd uP fIgHtiNg foR tHe toWeL ! HAHA. suHaImi wAs LaUgHiNg aT uS ! HAHAHA. weNt bAcK tO cLasS wHerE wE wErE disMiSsEd aT 1o3oAM ! WEWE. saw them for the last last very last time ): waLkEd tO loT o1 wItH them ! atE aT Pizza Hut aNd soMe coNfLicTs haPpeNed ! VERYTHELOL.



weNt tO tHe LiBraRy aNd tooK pIcs tHerE ! HAHA. wAs vErY noIsY mannnnnn ! HAHAHA.




waLkEd aRd agaiN aNd XiNhUi aNd mE weNt " Hello Dustbin ! " ; " Hello French Fries ! " ; heLlo tHiS aNd tHaT ! HAHAHA. eVeN iN fRoNt oF tHe gRp oF maLaY gUys ! OMFG. i eVeN aSkEd FaHaRdI iF hE iS pRoUd tO bE iN CCKSS ! LOL. oKaYs. wE aRe rEaLly Mad ! RAHHHHHHH. it was first and last time calling out your name in front of you.




weNt tO XiNhUi hoUsE aNd pLayEd aRd ! HAHA. XiNhUi ; LiN ; aIsYaH aNd mE wErE daNciNg iN tHe haLl aNd taKiNg pIcS ! HAHAHA.









sHoWerEd aNd wAtChEd Vcd ! sLePt aNd weNt oNliNe.. hAd a marvellous tiMe cHaTtiNg esP wItH caL wHo iS my best enemy ! HAHA. weNt OMG&OMFG wHeN hE acTuaLly saId hE seNsEd tHaT i sTiLl blank blank aT tiMeS !! *faints* bUt i adMitTed tHaT blank wAs gOod-LooKiNg ! HAHA. iM soooooo gLad tHaT caL sHarEs sTuFfS wItH mE ! AWWS. *rolls around*

o9o1 .

time do flies ppl. iM acTuaLly leFt wItH aBt o2 wEeKs tO gEt eVeRytHiNg doNe foR USA aNd i caNt beLieVe tHaT iM acTuaLly bIddiNg goodbYeE tO mY lovE oNeS ! *cries* sPeNt tHe daY wAtChiNg vcD / oNliNe.. i caNt bE botHerEd tO dO / gO oUt wItH aNyoNe / aNywHerE.. yEaa. sTicKiNg mY aSs aRd tHe hoUsE iNstEad ! HAHAHA.



YES. tHiS gUy hErE iS sooooooooooo hoT ! WEWE. loves. My Lovely Samsoon rocKs my panties oh. socks ! lalala.



YES. this is for you ! YOU YOU ! YES. YOU. RAH. *tries hard to point with force to that you*

那天我只看到你的背影. 也许那是最後一次了...