INFATUATIONS ARISE AGAIN ; BUT IT WILL BE GONE SOON.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

8:52 PM

o119 .

cHeM wAs sIaNz eH !! a LoT oF ppL dIdNt bRoUgHt TYS ( including me. i got reason okays. is i dont know. HAHA. ) tHeN dId tB qNs aNd i doNt kNoW eH ! WTF. tHeN wAs eNg wHerE wE wAtChEd a vIdEo oN " pRobLeM cHiLd " ! FuNnY mannnn !! HAHA. oUr cLaSs LaUghEd LikE sHiT ! HAHA. tHeN dId bRaiN sTorMiNg FoR tHe sTupId aSs coMpO ! sIaNzHaLf. eMatHs ; dId pRacTicEs qNs aNd i sUpEr qUiEt oKaYs ! FiNishEd beForE rEcEsS aNd pLayEd wItH jIaWeN spEcs.. HEHE. weNt FoR rEcEsS aNd tHeN wAs aMatHs wHerE i saT wItH jIaWeN aNd aIsYaH ! kEpT taLkiNg aBt them ! HAHA. MT wAs borEd ! weNt tO spEcIaL rooM aNd dId o2 tEsTs ! HAHA. pLayEd cHeaT foR soMe qNs! NeVeRmiNd lahz ! HEHE. eVeRyoNe tUckEd iN sHiRt aNd puLlEd uP tHe sOcKs ! HAHA. coS iTs CDP wHicH naRaiN iS taKiNg ! LOL. waLkEd tHe LvL o3 bAcK tO cLaSs aNd sAw ahem.. wE xcHaNgEd sMiLeS aNd i FeLt a LiL haBeE eH ! HAHA. hoW wEiRd ! eNd uP ; naRaiN sUpEr FuNnY ! HAHAHAHA. gReEtEd hiM tWicE soMeMorE ! FiRsT gReEtEd HiM bY tHe NaMe tHeN fiNaLly sIr ! DOTS. soMemorE mUsT gReEt tiLl nExT daY caN hEaR ! LAMO. LoOkiNg FoRwaRd tO aNotHeR CDP ! HEHE. iM gLad wE cHaNgEd cHeR oKaYs !! iF wE sTiLl hAvE tT aSsY feMaLe oNe ! wE wiLl borEd tO dEatH foR sUrE ! weNt tO loT o1 wItH jIaWeN ; LipiNg aNd zHiyiNg tO hAvE luNcH aT LJS. waLkEd aRd aNd hEaD hoMe oNly aT 4oo ! GOSH. sHoWerEd aNd couLdNt FiNd tHe MoOd tO sTaRt coMpO ! wAtChEd tV aNd pLayEd CoM.. hAd diNnEr aNd kEpT dRaggiNg tHe TiMe tO sTarT coMpO.. aNyHoW wRitE aNd edItEd iT.. LipiNg daMm bAd ! usEd hEr MuM`s NuMbEr tO sMs mE ! MadE mE paNiC foR ntH !! CHEY. coMpLetEd wHiLe wAtChiNg tV ! waNtEd tO usE coM bUt KoRz wAs pLayiNg MS ! sTayEd uP tiLl 12oo + oNly..

o12o .

i had super bad mood swings today. SIGHS.

sAw him wItH tHe gUrXfreN bAcKs aNd wEll ; yEaa. HAHA. sHowEd LipiNg tHe sec5 NCC gUy.. weNt FoR pE aNd wE cHaNgEd cHeR eH ! WTH. raN 1.6kM todaY aNd i sAw him ruNniNg qUitE fAsT oKaYs ! HEHE. raN aLl tHe WaY tO tHe TraFfic LigHt bUt waLkEd bAcK wItH jIaWeN.. pLayEd bAdMiNaTioN wItH hEr.. aIsYaH ; sYaHriL ; caL aNd asHtoN joiNeD uS aFtEr a LiL wHiLe.. sYaHriL SUPER FuNnY mannnnn ! *laughs like mad* tHeN caL sIaNz diaO aNd WeNt tO pLaY wItH sHi tiNg.. pE eNdEd sooN aNd wAs eMatHs.. dId pRacTicE qNs aNd i FeLt My MiNd soooooooo fucking mEssY aNd iT nEaRly xpLodEd !! ARGHS. coMpLetEd aNd wAs MT.. dIscUssEd aBt tHe sTupId pReseNtaTioN aNd hAd sPeLliNg.. weNt FoR rEcEsS aNd jIaWeN sAw soMetHiNg.. weNt bAcK tO cLaSs aNd i FeLt sooo LosT oKaYs ! sO weNt bAcK tO caNtEeN bUt tiMe wAs uP.. tOoK a LoNgEr WaY bAcK tO cLaSs aNd waNtEd tO pAsS bY LvL o3 aNd gO dowN bY tHe otHeR sIdE.. bUt HaLfWaY ; botH jIaWeN aNd i sToPpEd aNd tUrNeD bAcK iNstEaD ! SIGHS. i couLdNt sTaNd tHe FeEliNg i hAd iNsIdE mannnn ! saT wItH LipiNg aNd toLd hEr aBt iT.. iT wAs infatuation lahz ! SIGHS. dId aMatHs wS aNd went tO spEcIaL rooM foR eNg wHerE wE dId edItiNg.. wAs FeeLiNg bEtTeR a LiL.. aSkEd jIaWeN tO waLk tHe LvL o3 wItH mE aNd i sAw ahem aNd he aLsO sAw mE bUt iT wAs tHe TiMe wHerE i tUrNeD aWaY.. feLt a LiL morE bEtTeR ! weNt tO hAvE luNcH aNd weNt tO voId dEcK aNd saT dowN cHiT cHaTtiNg / daY dReaMiNg.. LipiNg heLpEd mE askEd soMeoNe FroM tT cLaSs iF tHeY arE goiNg tO SP / NYP aNd iTs NYP ! WOOPEE. mY mOoD cHaNgEd oKaYs ! HAHAHAHA. saT wItH jIaWeN wHerE wE lisTeNeD tO MP3 aNd cHaTtEd.. aRrivEd aT NYP aNd sAw ahem aLrEadY ! HEHE. sYaHriL toLd mE ahem wAs tHerE aNd eVeN askEd mE tO gO saY HIYEE tO him ! LAME. wHiLe waItiNg FoR oUr tUrN ; tOoK o1 pIc togEtHeR ! weNt iNsIdE a rooM aNd tHeIr gOodiE bAg sO sIaNz xpEcT foR o1 sTuFf ! HAHA. weNt waLkiNg aRd tHe sChOoL aNd iT wAS fucking HOTTTTTT ! KuNtaT vErY pooR tHiNg eH ! sO maNy fucking asshole ppL aSkEd hiM tO takE tHe hEaVy goOdiE bAg ! WTH. i scoLdEd o2 ppL wHeN tHeY askEd hiM tO takE tHeIrS wHeN o1 haNd oF hiS wAs FINALLY fReE.. tHeY buLliEd mY sIstEr oKaYs ! WTF. rEstEd aT tHe caNtEeN wHerE wE dRaNk / atE fRiEs aNd cHaTtEd.. HAHA. hEaD bAcK tO sChOoL aNd cHaTtEd wItH jIaWeN ! wE hEaRd wAt sYaHriL saId aBt o2 gUyS iN NCC.. yEaa. eVeN askEd jIaWeN tO aSk sYaHriL o1 qNs.. aNd i souNdEd sooo fucking dEspEratE likE tT ! FUCK. SIGHS. sAw him wHeN i wAs bAcK iN sChOoL ! SIGHS. hEaD hoMe aNd oNliNe.. cHeckEd HP aNd WOOPEE mannnnn ! sYaHriL dId wAt hE saId ! HAHA. hE`s nIcE ! sHoWerEd aNd coNtiNuEd bLoggiNg wHiLe sMsiNg wItH him ! yEaa. iT wAs nIcE ! toLd szEhUi a LoT oF tHiNgS aNd sHe tHiNkS iTs infatuation tOo.. SIGHS. yEaa. i gUeSs iT iS ! but im already trying my very best to make this fucking infatuation feeling that arises easily in me away. and i hope it will be gone soon. like what it used to be. i want REAL feelings in me towards someone or whoever ! i dont want to sound / be desperate in love. either make it away or let it turned into real ! BLESS ME GOD. I KNOW YOU WILL. I KNOW COS I BELIEVE IN YOU OKAYS ? HEHE. gEtTiNg o1 jEaNs sKiRt tHiS suNdaY ! WEWE.


xinhui ; lin ; me ; jiawen and aisyah

if only all my memories of you , you , you , you or whoever you will be gone.















thinking twice ;
perhaps NO. because i need these memories i had to carry on living. i want to create more with ALL OF YOU !