Friday, September 02, 2005 12:56 PM
o1o9 .SUPERSTAR wAsNt tT nIcE.. coNtiNuEd bLoggiNg aNd upLoadEd pIcS.. HAHA. aNgeLa saId i sToLe hEr pIc ! dotsDOTS. cHaTtEd aNd sUddeNly him caMe aNd taLkEd tO mE.. bUt oNly o5 LiNeS aNd tHe CoNvErsaTioN sToPpEd.. SIGHS. i ratHeR he dIdNt taLkEd tO mE.. i raThEr NtH hAd haPpeNeD.. i shLd HavE jUsT igNorEd him.. BUT . . i doNt kNoW !! AHH. LosT aLl tHe MoOd aNd oFfLiNe.. wAtChEd tV tiLl 12oo.. tHeN gOt doNt kNoW waT iNsEcT coMe agaiN ! caNt KiLl uSiNg tHe iNsEcT sPraY.. wHeN iT fLeW tO tHe LigHt ; sWiTchEd oFf aNd eVeRyoNe raN iNtO tHeIr RooM wItH tHe baNg souNd ! HA. jUsT wOkE uP aT 645 ; aNd i tHoUgHt i wAs LatE foR sChOoL !! AHH. sillySILLY. wOkE uP aT 1o3o aNd wAshEd uP.. wAtChEd tV aNd sHoWeReD.. hAd LuNcH aNd wAtChEd tV tiLl 145.. waItEd FoR mY tUrN tO oNliNe.. walau eH ! tHe MS GM LiaR dE !! MadE mE waIt FoR sooooooooooo daMm fucking LoNg tHeN caNt gO iN ! sianzSIANZ. pLayEd FoR a WhiLe aNd cHaTtEd.. cHaNgEd aNd WeNt tO bPp FoR maNicUrE.. walau eH ! tHe gUrX wHo i FouNd oUt hEr NaMe iS MicHeLle ; sooooooooooo sWeEt eH ! vErY soFt-sPokeN aNd alamak ! aNy gUys wHo sEe hEr wiLl gO GAGAGA bahz.. HAHA. tHeN hAd diNnEr aT jaCk pLacE tHuS mIsSeD o1 hoUr oF SUPERSTAR ! hMm ; aCtUaLly i wouLd pReFeR kelly tO wiN !! bUt ; tHerE`s NtH wE caN dO bUt coNgRatEs kelvin !! aNd i sAw DERRICK !! AHH. i WaNt tO gO tO tHe SUPERSTAR coNcErT mannnnn ! aNyoNe WaNtS tO gO ??! wAtChEd FiNiShEd aNd sHoWerEd.. coNtiNuEd wAtChiNg tV aNd dId a xin le ce yan.. i cHosE a pIc oF a pErsoN aNd tHerE`s a sTaR uP aBovE.. tHe tEsT wAs aBt wHeN uR pRiNcE / pRiNcEsS wiLl aPpEaR.. tHe pIC i cHosE saId "jiu zai ni shen bian.. SIGHS. iTs LikE soooooo FakE ! FoRgEt aBt iT.. caMe oNliNe tO bLog aT 123o.. eNjoY uRseLf FoR tHe cRoSs couNtRy !!
WOOPEE ~ IM OFF TO XPERIENCE o6 DERGREES OF COLD WEATHER !
LAST WORDS BEFORE DEPARTING
angela ; take care lots eh. hMm ; enjoy yourself at your final year of cross country. too bad i cant go and run. dont stress yourself out. and hope my mood will be good at the last day of my trip then maybe will get you something. HAHA.
szehui ; you are the one i cant bear to leave eh ! cos you said no one will crap with you. but dont worry. angela will crap with you. ( but not as good as me ) HAHA. you dont keep on thinking and thinking abt this and that. hmm ; maybe when you are feeling down or what. can see my pic or the magic pic. guess it will make you cheer up somehow. dont worry. i will be back with the thing you want. HAHA. and hope it will really cheer you up a lil. a lil will do. and SORRY for anything wrong i did or said that make you sad. after reading the entry you posted yesterday. i felt like turning back the time for you. where you wont get to know me. if i knew it earlier that knowing me would let the friendship between the both of you will drift apart ; i rather choose to be just normal friends with you. not a friend who knows a lot of things. not a friend who is a family member. i rather not ! sorry for not being able to do anything to help ease the pain. sorry for not being able to help you a lil more. sorry for only helping out this lil. sorry for acting like i know the pain you are going through but in reality i didnt. SORRY but ; thanks for being there when i need you. thanks for telling me to reply him. thanks for encouraging me. thanks for crapping with me. THANKS for everything !! there`s too much thanks and sorry to say. but just hope you will be habee ! i will definately be missing you and see you after six days. by the time you read this post ; im already off. its the first time im feeling this way ; not to leave for holiday. HAHA. its weird. but everything has been fixed. anyway ; enjoy yourself no matter where you are or what you do and take care lots ! be STRONG ! see you soon ~
I WILL BE MISSING YOU ALL LOTS ! MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS !

im gone off to hide away from everything i dont dare to face.
