Sunday, July 10, 2005 3:13 PM
o7o7 .rUshEd aNd wAtChEd tV aNd WeNt tO sLeEp aFtEr tHE sHoW.. jIajIa toLd mE tT pErsoN dIdNt bRiNg My " xI xuN " sCorEs !! ARGHS. coS caNt fiNd ! OHPLS. sUcH loUsy xcUsE oKaYs !! FUCKOFF. MissEd tHe FiRsT o2 pErIoDs.. o1 pErIod dUe tO tT caMeL FoR sPoUtiNg soooo mUcH rUbbIsH aNd oNly aBt o2 MiNs oF wAt wE waNtEd tO hEaR ! hoW doTs doTs doTs caN iT bE !? areNt hAviNg aNy LeSsoNs tMl bUt iNstEaD wE wouLd bE hAviNg pRogRaMmEs aNd rEaLly hopE iTs FuN mannn jIaWeN aNd XiNhUi + mE eVeN tHoUgHt tT tHe pRgraMmEs wouLd bE likE bowLiNg ETC. haHa ! yEaa ; hopE iT rEaLly iS ! LAMEEE. weNt bAcK tO cLaSs aNd CRAPPEDDD. HAHA. wAs haPpiLy LaUgHiNg hErE aNd tHerE ! bTw ; keItH caRriEd jIajIa thE bAg ( the one which you must carry by the side. i dont know whats the proper name for it. HAHA. ) vErY nIcE eH !! HAHA. bUt LoUiS caRriEd LikE gOiNg MaRkEt mannn.. wE bRustEd iNtO laUgHtErS !! HAHAHA. NUTSCASE. hAd eNg pErioDs aNd tO mE ; wE dId NTH !! i FeLt sO rEsTleSs.. i WaNtEd sooo mUch tO sLeEp bUt i jUst caNt ! SIGHS. iBaIdaH weNt dowN tO takE tHe NEW ipW gRp LiSt aNd tHe NeXt pErIoD wAs sS.. sHe WrotE iT dowN aNd tHe MoMeNt i sAw My gRp ; tEaRs wEllEd uP mY tIrEd eyEs.. mE gRoUpiNg wItH o2 guYs ?!! SOBS. tEaRs fLoWeD oUt iN fRoNt oF sO maNy ppL eyEs.. yEaa. i kNoW iTs eMbRaSsiNg bUt i dIdNt hoW tO rEacT tO tHiS kiNd oF sTuFf.. iN tHe eNd ; tHe gRp wAs sPiLt aNd i WeNt tO LoUiS ; saNdY eTc gRp.. saNdY iNsIsTs oN aSkiNg iBaIdaH tO tRaNsFeR gHaiB oUt bEcaUsE sHe tHiNks hE woNt bE doiNg aNytHiNg aS hE`s LazY lahz.. eRr. hE`s soMe soRt LikE tT.. HA. aNd iT wAs hIs tUrN tO cRy.. aNd iT wAs rEaLly tHe FIRST tiMe i sAw HiM cRyiNg.. SIGHS. iBaIdaH saId " NoW tHeN i kNoW ; gRoUpiNg iS sO haRd.. " yEaa. ITIS ! i gUeSs mIsS riN wouLd dO a bEtTeR joB iN gRouPiNg mannn.. hAd sS lEssoNs ; gavE oUt tHe FiLeS aNd weNt oFf foR rEcEss.. YUMS. LipiNg toLd mE tT aCtUaLly iBaIdaH pUt mE iN tT kiNd oF gRp FoR ipW bEcaUsE sHe tHiNks i caN haNdLe.. OHPLS. i caNt.. i rEaLly caNt.. SIGHS. eMatHs LeSsoNs wErE sO bOrEd !! AHH. dId wS aNd heLpEd jIajIa wItH tHe eNg FiLeS.. aMatHs aNd cOpiEd jIajIa worK aNd haNdEd iN.. HWK aNd HWK. HUH. sooo haRd !! Mt pErIoDs wErE niceee.. saNdY aNd mE kEpT aSkiNg MeNcY lEe a LoT oF qNs oN hEr wEdDiNg sTuFFs tO wAstE tiMe ! HAHA. saNdY kNeW a LoT oF sTuFFs aBt tHiS guy aNd mE dUriNg tHe loWeR sEc pErIoD.. hoW oN eaRtH dId sHe kNoW.. *raises an eyebrow and wonders* jIaWeN aNd a LoT oF ppL sToOd oUtsIdE aNd cOpY cHaPtEr o1 cOs No tB ! HAHA. aFtEr sChOoL ; aCcoMpaNy LipiNg tO fiLl iN tHe NDP LucKy dRaW tIckEts aNd i dIdNt kNeW tT pErsoN wHoM wAs sTaNdiNg wItH tHe boX wAs tHe vIcE-pRiNciPaL ! HAHA. sHe dReSsEs tooo wEiRd ; tT madE iT haRd FoR mE tO kNoW ! OOPS. weNt tO loT o1 aNd hAd pIzzA FoR luNcH.. wE cRaPpEd aNd LaUghEd ! FULL. REALFULL. aFtEr tT ; waLkEd a WhiLe aNd hEaD hoMe wItH LipiNg.. cHaTtEd aNd LaUghEd aNd LaUghEd !! HAHA. sToMacH huRtS !! AHH. rEaChEd hoMe ; rEsT a WhiLe aNd sHoWerEd.. caMe oNliNe tiLl 7oo +.. SHOIK. aFtEr tT ; wAtChEd tV.. hAd diNnEr LatE.. JUE DUI SUPERSTAR wAsNt rEaLly nIcE.. i wAtChEd SO LITTLE TIME aNd tHeY rEpEaT eH ! SHITMANNN. ARGHS. caMe oNliNe aT 1ooo aNd sErwEe MaNagEd tO fouNd tHe soNg wE botH likE aNd OHYEAHBABY ! soooo nIcE.. nO nEeD tO waIt tiLl tMl foR jIajIa tO dL foR uS.. HAHA. oFfLiNe ; wAtChEd tV aNd sAw tHe SUPERSTAR rEsuLtS aNd wHeN tHerE`s oNly derrick aNd tT sTupId aSs FUCKING jasoN oN tHe sTagE.. i toLd mYseLf " aiya ; sure M2 and M4 out. " tHeN derrick`s pHoTo aPpEaReD oN tHe sCrEeN aNd i wAs LikE hAviNg BRAIN BLOCK !! AHH. iTs soooo uNbElieVeabLe mannn !! paPa caMe oUt aNd i wAs tHerE hoLdiNg oNtO mY tEaRs.. aFtEr hE weNt bAcK aNd i wAs aLoNe iN tHe LiViNg rooM ; tHe tEaRs fLowEd aNd fLowEd.. OHMY. i FeLt mY hEaRt acHiNg FoR derrick.. oKaYs lahz.. derrick`s sooooo cUtE ! he toUchEd mY hEaRt !! aFtEr sHoWiNg ; wAs uTtErLy dIsaPpoiNtEd aNd weNt tO sLeEp ! SIGHS. SIGHS. i woNdEr hoW sebastian wouLd bE doiNg NeXt wEek !
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OHSHIT. OHSHIT. shLd NOT hAvE goNe tO sChOoL toDaY ! wE hAd LeSsoNs bUt eVeRy cHeR wHo caMe iN dIdNt tEacH aT aLl ! WOOPEE. szEhUi dIdNt WeNt FoR sChOoL.. sO cLeVeR !! weNt tO sChOoL aLoNe aNd weNt tO caNteeN tO joiN jIaWeN tHeY aLl.. sHe sUddeNly aSkEd mE aBt tHe sUpErsTaR rEsuLtS aNd i toLd hEr dErRicK weNt oUt aNd sHe hAs tT oh-my-god-unbelieveable LoOk ! couLd sEe tT tEaRs wElleD uP hEr eyEs.. weNt tO paRadE sqUarE aNd toLd BiN tT derrick wAs oUt sHe kEpT tHiNkiNg tT M3 wAs M4 ; leon.. sHe gOt a sHockEd aNd tHeN latEr sHe toLd mE tT sHe tHoUghT wRoNgLy.. LatEr i toLd hEr tT M4 wAs oUt tOo.. hEr jaWs wErE likE dRoPpiNg !! AHH. SOBS. rEsuLtS arE soooo FUCKING uNbElieVeabLe ! aLl tHe gOoD oNEs weNt oUt ; bAd oNes gO iN ! FUCK. wAts tHiS mann.. yEaa. wAs LiSteNiNg tO radIo ; cHaTtiNg ; LaUgHiNg cHeWiNg oN sWeEtS aNd pLayiNg hP gaMes / gaMes FoR wHoLe o5 hoUrS iN sChOoL !! HAHA. sO fuN ; sO fuN !! aFtEr sChOoL ; iMmEdIateLy waLkEd oUt oF tHe gatE ( guang ming zhen da okays. ) wItH jIaWeN aNd hEaD tO loT o1.. sHe cHaNgEd aNd aCcoMpaNy mE tO bUy LJS foR luNcH aNd WeNt tO mEeT hEr MuM.. haLfWaY bAcK hoMe ; sHiLiNg caLlEd jIaWeN aNd toLd hEr tT oLd jIaNg aSkEd tHe botH oF uS tO gO bAcK foR cO bUt wE dIdNt lahz.. BiN eVeN toLd mE tT tHe MORON oLd jIaNg saId tT iF wHo poN cO wiLl diE vErY cham.. HAHAHA. wHo carEs oKaYs ?! i doNt gIvE a fUcKiNg daMm !! doNt FeeL likE gOiNg yEt yoU foRcE ; tHiNgS wiLl gEt woRsT oKaYs !? doNt gO foR oNcE tHiS wEek ; wiLl diE hUh ! FUCKMANN. sToP bEiNg cHiLdIsH MAD woMaN ! aNd tHe tiMe sHiLiNg caLlEd wAs oNly 14o.. cO hAveNt eVeN sTaRt ; hoW oN eaRtH tT mAd woMaN kNeW wE dIdNt caMe ?! aSkEd jIaWeN tO caLl XiNhUi aNd aSkEd aBt tHiS maTtEr bUt sHe saId sHe doNt kNoW aNytHiNg.. i sUspEcT iS tT JACK wHo toLd MaD woMaN !! bEcaUsE hE sMs mE aNd aSkEd iF iM gOiNg a NoT bUt i saId No.. hE soMeMorE saId i pS hiM aNd bLaHs lahz.. kEep aSkiNg mE tO gO ; tHeN saId doNt frieNd mE.. i toLd hiM ; hE`s tHe oNe tT losE oUt.. tHeN dIdNt i rEpLiEd rEpLiEd hiM aLreadY.. FUCKMANN. iF i eVeR fiNd oUt tT JACK iS tHe oNe wHo bao tou tHe botH oF uS ; iM gOiNg tO gIvE hiM heLl !
FUCKERNANA. DONT EVER LET ME FIND OUT TT IS YOU !!
rEachEd hoMe ; oN aIrcoN aNd wAtChEd MR FIGHTING wHiLe EaTiNg.. i tHiNk mY eMoTioNs aRe coMiNg bAcK.. i rEmemBeReD tT ; tHe DaY i cRiEd bEcaUsE oF ipW gRouPiNg keItH toLd sHitiNg tT iM eMoTioNaL tTa wHy i cRiEd.. HA. LOL. wAtChEd foR aN hoUr oR sO.. sHoWeReD aNd caMe oNliNe.. bLaHs aNd bLaHs.. oFf tHe CoM aNd wAtChEd tV.. feLl asLeEp FoR o2 hoUrS oN tHe soFa aNd wOkE uP wItH saLivA dRooLiNg ! HAHA. hAd coLesAw wItH MuM.. ( from LJS ) tHeN diNnEr.. wAtChEd tV tiLl 1ooo.. jIaWeN MeSSagEd mE aNd toLd mE tT wE nEeD tO sEe MAD woMaN oN moN wItH a LeTtEr.. sTiLl nEeD scoLdiNgS froM hEr FUCKING moUtH ! szEhUi aLsO nEeD tO gO ! HA. i tHiNk tHiS iS wAstE oF tiMe mann.. MissEd o1 tiMe tHeN bEcoMe CRAZY aLreadY ! i tHiNk oLd LiM`s MorE bEtTeR ! ARGHS. CO SUCKS. CO SUCKS. wAshEd dIshEs.. caMe oNliNe aNd cHaTtEd wItH a uNiNtErEstEd MiNd.. aFtEr o1 hoUr ; oFf coM aNd wAtChEd tV ! WEWE. hoLd oNtO mY tIrEd eyEs tiLl 1oo jUsT tO wAtcH SO LITTLE TIME yEt tHe sHoW wAs sHoWiNg wAt i wAtChEd ydaY ! WTF ?
AHH. mY hP iS spoiLt ! tHe iNfaR tHerE ! FUCK. sHitiNg aSkEd mE tO seNt tO tHe NokIa cArE ceNtrE.. aFtEr tT ; i aSkEd iF tHe tHiNgS wouLd bE goNe ; sHe saId yEs eH ! OHMY. CANT. CANT !! tOo maNy tHiNGs iNsIdE !! AHH. hoW ?! bUy MeMoRy CaRd sooo X eH ! SOBS. SOBS.
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wOkE uP eArLy tO wAtcH mY sHoW bUt i MissEd 3o MiNs oF iT bEcaUsE i weNt bAcK tO sLeEp ! HA. LucKiLy MuM MeSsagEd mE aNd aSkEd wHaT i waNtEd FoR bReaKfAsT.. PHEW. wAshEd uP aNd sTaRtEd wAtcHiNg.. tHeN bReaKfAsT.. sHoWerEd aT 12oo +.. waItEd FoR mY turN tO usE tHe coM.. bLaHs aNd bLaHs.. wAtChEd MR FIGHTING aFtEr tT.. wAtChEd tV tiLl 7oo aNd WeNt tO dUnNo WherE aNd cHosE a NeW ToiLeT dooR.. HA. tHeN weNt PaRkWaY maLl aNd waLkEd.. dIdNt boUgHt aNytHiNg xPecT a 1oo gRaMs oF FAMOUSAMOS. hAd diNnEr oPposItE tHe MaLl whIcH wAs YUCKS. wAs KiNda pIssEd oFf bY tHe dIrTy pLacE !! ARGHS. hEaD hoMe aNd sHoWerEd.. wAtChEd a bIt oF tV aNd WeNt tO sLeEp..
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WOOPEE. aNotHeR mIracLe i MadE ; waKiNg uP FIRST oN suNdaYs.. HAHAHA. MissEd a FeW miNs oF tHe sHoW mann.. wAshEd uP aNd wAtChEd tHe pRogRaMmE.. hAd bRuNcH aT 11oo +.. aFtEr tHe sHoW ; sHoWerEd aNd wAtChEd tHe SUPERSTAR rEsuLts AGAIN. i FiNd iT soooooo uNfaIr tO tHosE wHo hAs poTeNtiaL iNstEaD oF sUpPoRtErS !! *shakes head and frowns* caMe oNliNe aNd bLaHs.. szEhUi coMpLaiNs tT i dIdNt bLog.. HAHA. tHerE yoU gO ; a LONGGG eNtrY ! *rushes off ; zoom ! to do HWK. frowns*
SOBS. i DETEST my life AGAIN. july1o;313.