Thursday, June 30, 2005 5:20 PM
o627 .DAYONE;BORED
couLdNt FaLl asLeEp aT aLl FoR aLmosT FeW hoUrS tiLl 1oo iN tHe MoRniNg ! OKAYS. iM noT usEd tO tHiS sLeEpiNg eArLy aNd waKiNg uP eArLy LiFe.. iT siMpLy SUCKS. SIGHS. weNt tO sChOoL wItH LiN aNd SaW szEhUi.. rEtUrnEd syLvIa tHe vCds.. dIdNt HavE aNy LeSsoNs tOdaY aNd iT TOTALLY BORED ME TO DEATH !! SERIOUSLY. cHaNgEd iN tiMeTabLe aNd sO maNy o1 pErIoD aNd iTs aLl diFf LeSsoNs !! FUCK. sChOoL bAg soooo hEavY !! i pRay tT tHe TiMetabLe wouLd cHaNgE !! PLSOHPLS. oH yEaa ; wE gOt a NeW boTh matHs cHeR ! HOHO. aNd wEll ; i gOt a siLvEr FoR pHy FiTnEsS tEsT bUt i pUt oN wEigHt aNd iM soooo sHoRt ! aFtEr sChOoL ; weNt tO loT o1 wItH jIaWeN aNd XiNhUi.. sAw a LoT oF ppL tHerE.. aNd biN weNt tO caTcH INITIAL D ! hAd LuNcH aNd waLkEd aRd.. hEad hoMe aNd pRacTicEd yq FoR a WhiLe.. wAtChEd SO LITTLE TIME aNd sHoWerEd.. caMe oNliNe aNd cHaTtEd wItH mY o2 pigs ! HAHA. aNd i cHaNgEd mY soNg aLrEadY !! ( two less people in the world by air supply ) bEcaUsE tHerE`s o2 pigs coMpLaiNiNg !! *raises an eyebrow* OKAYS ; i cHaNgEd aNd tHe pig saId iTs TOO OLD ! OHGOSH. sO fuSsY pig ! SIGHS. oFf tHe CoM aNd hAd diNnEr.. wAtChiNg tV tiLl 1ooo aNd caMe oNliNe.. bLaHs aNd bacK tO tV AGAIN ! i gOt pIssEd oFf bY MuM bEcaUsE i toLd hEr mY caLcuLaToR hAs No baTt aNd i duN hAvE aNy FoR tMl lEsSoNs.. sHe bEcaMe a MADWOMAN ! FUCKOFF.
o628 .
DAYTWO;PRACTICALLYSLEEPY
OHMY OHMY. LeSsoNs ToDaY aRe jUsT soooo bOrEd bUt i hAd tO bE awakE nO maTtEr WaT ! SIGHS. eMatHs wErE fiRsT aNd tT nEw cHeR ; mRsLiM wAs tEaChiNg soooo F sLoW !! bUt tHe cLaSs wAs qUiEt ! LOL. dId soMe qNs aNd dId tHe hWk iN cLaSs.. OKAYS ! hoW wouLd yoU bE fEeliNg iF tHerE`s o3 pErIoDs oF eNg ?! LoTs oF ppL wErE haLf asLeEp ; sO aM i ! YAWNSS. a pErioD oF gEo aNd wAs rEcEsS.. wAstEd soMe tiMe dUriNg cHeM leSsoN bEcaUsE tHe guYs waLkEd tHe LoNgEr routE aNd cHeR hAd tO scoLd tHeM ! WEWE. HAHA. o2 pErIoD oF pHy ; i wAs oNly taLkiNg aLl tHe WaY aNd taKiNg dowN notEs !! caNt bE bLaMe ! tHe iNdiaN cHeR wAs FaR tOo BORED ! aMatHs ; tHe cLaSs gOt NoisY !! HOHO. MaybE wE tHiNk tT ; wE hAd LeFt a " gOod " iMpReSsioN dUriNg tHe FiRsT o2 pErIodS ! HA. LaSt lEsSoN wAs sS aNd weNt FoR luNcH bReaK.. tHe PA wAs sUpEr dUpEr BorEd aNd wE eveN caUgHt mRspReM sLeepiNg !! HAHAHA. hEys ; caMeL ! sEe ?! eveN a cHeR couLd FaLl asLeEp wHiLe yoU arE taLkiNg tHiS sHoWs yoUr sPeEcH aRe rEaLly bOrEd aNd yoU oNly kNoW hoW tO rEpEaT tHe saMe oLd tHiNgS ovEr aNd ovEr AGAIN !! paPa caMe aNd FeTcH mE hoMe ! GRINS. aNd i MaNagEd tO rEaCh hoMe aNd eVeN rEsT foR o5 MiNs tO caTcH mY sHoW ! *smiles cheerfully* aFtEr wAtChiNg ; sHoWerEd aNd waNtEd tO usE tHe coM bUt paPa wAs sCaNniNg iT.. GREATTT. i caN dO mY hWk.. i dId HaLFwAy aNd WeNt tO sLeEp iNsTeaD ! wAs rEaLly toooo tIrEd !! PIG. i wOkE uP aFtEr o2 hoUr wHeN i wAs oNly sUpPosE tO sLeEp FoR aN hoUr !! OHGOSH. i sAw tHe cLocK aNd paNiC !! paPa caMe iNtO tHe RooM aNd i aSkEd HiM ; " aM i LatE foR sCh ?! " hE saId " yoU jUsT coMe bAcK fRoM sCh tHeN gO sCh agaiN foR wAt ? " OHMY. *blushes* OKAYS. iT wAs rEaLly soooo pai seh.. i tHoUgHt i sLePt tiLl tHe NeXt MoRniNg yoU kNoW !! HAHA. aNd i rEaD tHe MeSsagEs bLuRly aNd dEletEd iT !! HAHA. hAd diNnEr aNd wAtChEd tV.. rEaD sS notEs tO uNdErsTaNd aNd bLaHs.. caMe oNliNe aFtEr aLl tHe sHoWs aNd bAcK tO sChOoL sTuFf mannn.. NO SLACKING FOR ME.
o629 .
HABEE BDAY CAL ; WANYING AND TASHA. GOD BLESS. AND SMILES.
DAYTHREE;LOSTOFCONTROL
YAWNSSSS. iM jUsT soooo tIrEd AGAIN. couLdNt FaLl asLeEp LaSt nIgHt aNd wAs ToSsiNg aRd tiLl 1oo + ; i guEss.. aNd NoT loNg i wOkE uP wItH sToMaChEs !! AHH. hEaD bAcK tO sLeEp tiLl aLarM raNg bUt i couLd hAvE a LiL morE sLeEp bEcaUsE paPa wAs uSiNg tHe wAsHrooM aT tT moMeNt ! HA. rEaChEd sCh oN tiMe aNd hAd gEo FoR tHe FiRsT pErioD !! OHNO. wE wouLd bE hAviNg tEsTs eAcH wEek aNd coMmoN tEsT iN tHe tHiRd wEek aNd MAJOR tEsT likE tHe EOY xaMs iN wEek sIx oN sO maNy TopIcs mann !! ARGHS. sO sTrEsS !! tHeN tHerE`s IPW. jUsT cOs sHe`s pRegNaNt tHeN wE hAvE tO rUsH bEfoRe sHe LeavEs aT wEek o7 oR o8.. AND ; nExT yEaR wE jUsT havE oNly o1 topIc tO sTudY foR n LvL aNd wE caN sTaRt rEvisioN !! OHMY. iS tHiS gG tO faSt ?! OKAYS. FACEIT. tHeN wAs sS aNd mT.. dId LeTtEr wRiTiNg ! BOREDDD. eMatHs aNd rEcEsS.. sS aGaiN aNd iBaIdaH gOt FeD uP wItH uS taLkiNg aNd taLkiNg ; sHe aSkEd uS tO sTudY oUrseLvEs aNd takE a tEsT tMl ! FUCKMAN. cHeM wAs boRiNg FoR sUrE ! aMatHs aNd rEadiNg !! LuNcH aNd tHerE`s tHiS sTupId MotH fLyiNg aRd aNd MadE mE gO AHH iN fRoNt oF szEhUi !! HAHA. *shys* cO wAs sUpEr dUpEr bOrEd oKaYs !? zHoNg rUaN wAs soooo NoIsy aNd wAstEd tiMe !! wHiLe waItiNg FoR tHe bUs ; i sAw a RAT !! AHH. iN tHe eNd ; waLkEd tO loT o1 wItH jIaWeN.. aNd i boUgHt a J-STAR MaG !! HAHAHA. aFtEr tT ; hEaD hoMe aNd sHoWerEd.. wAsNt iN a MoOd tO sTudY oR dO aNytHiNg.. hAd diNnEr aNd wAtchEd tV.. sLePt FoR 3o MiNs aNd wAtChEd tV aGaiN.. sTudiEd at 93o aFtEr aLl mY shoWs.. HAHA. tHerE`s oNe cUtiE gUy aT JUE DUI SUPERSTAR eH !! M4. *grins aFtEr sTudyiNg ; caMe oNliNe aNd i wAs iN a loUsy MoOd aNd iTs LikE foR tHe iNcIdeNt tHiS moRniNg !! AHH. CANT DENISECHIA. CANT OKAYS.
yeaa ; i LOST CONTROL over my feelings today. SIGHS. what got into me mannn. KeItH and LeNgFeI asked me a question this morning and i felt jealousy taking over all the feelings so quickly. OKAYS. i CANT get jealous. i CANT.
I CANT GET JEALOUS !!
hope i will be fine tomorrow. i really hope i was JOKING.
o63o .
DAYFOUR;LAUGHSANDSORROWS
SIGHS. paPa wOkE uP eArLy bUt hE dIdNt seNt koRz.. HUH. wEiRd mannn.. wAs NearLy LatE foR sCh toDaY aNd LeSsoNs wErE bOriNg !! eMatHs wErE fReE pErIoDs bEcaUsE cHeR dIdNt caMe aNd dId gEo aNd cHeM hWk wItH aMy.. tHeN cHaTtEd wItH hEr.. tHeN wAs sS.. rEvisE aNd dId tHe tEsT wHicH wAsNt a tEsT aT aLl !! jUsT fiLliNg iN tHe bLaNks oNly.. CHEY. aNotHeR fReE pErIod aNd OMIGOSH. aMy`s aTteNdiNg JAPANESE leSsoNs eH !! AHH. i MigHt joiN hEr tOo.. yEaa ; LeTs sEe wItH MuM aLloWs.. HAHA. pHy ; weNt tHrU wKbOoK aNd tHeN eNg dId o1 coMpRe qNs aNd wAs rEcEss.. aFtEr tT ; mT.. xpLaiN hoW tO dO tHe LeTtEr wRiTiNg aNd iT wAs hWk !! ARGHS. aFtEr tT gEo aNd tHerE wAs soooo maNy qNs tO dO foR hWk ToDaY !! SIGHS. aNd tHerE`s gEo LeSsoNs tMl !! FUCK. eVeRydaY aLso gOt gEo xpEcT foR moNdaYs ! WATS DIS ? a pErIod oF cHeM aNd tHeN eNg.. aSkEd iBaIdaH foR pErMisSioN tO gO tO tHe wAsHrooM aNd sHe aSkEd mE iF iM aLrIgHt !! HAHA. hopE iM noT hAviNg aNy bLaDdeR pRobs ! aFtEr sChOoL ; waNtEd tO gO hoMe iMmEdIaTeLy.. bUt LipiNg wAs NoT fEeliNg wEll sUdDeNeLy aNd WeNt tO maC wItH jIaWeN aNd XiNhUi pLuS aNoThEr cLaSsMatE aNd rEsT.. hEaD tO tHe CoFfEesHoP aNd tHeY hAd tHeIr LuNcH.. iT wAs poUriNg aNd aFtEr a wHiLe ; i LeFt.. tOoK lRt hoMe aNd hAd LuNcH iMmEdiateLy i rEaChEd hoMe.. sHoWerEd aNd wAtChEd tV.. OHMY. tHe SO LITTLE TIME tT wAs sHoWiNg wAs wAt i wAtChEd ydAy ! sO ; tT mEaNs 4oo iS tHe rEpEaT aNd tHeRe iT goEs ! i MISSED tHe oNeS i dIdNt wAtCh.. aLl aLoNg i tHoUgHt 9oo wAs tHe rEpEaT !! AHH. SOBS. caMe oNliNe aNd i NegLectEd mY hWk.. iM noT iN a MoOd.. iT sEeM tT iM noT joKiNg aBt yDaY tHiNg.. SHIT. i jUsT caNt !! SIGHS. eVeRyoNe soooo sAd !! boTh pigs arE ; so aM i.. iT beeN agEs siNcE i hAd tHiS uNdEsCribLeabLe FeELiNg iN mE !! SIGHS. YAWNS.
lastdayofjune.
oneweekofschgone.
i imagined myself being knocked down by a vehicle and i was dead. totally dead. no more schools for me. no more sad feelings for me. how great would that be.