Friday, May 20, 2005 4:54 PM
o519 .FAILING. AND FAILING ONCE AGAIN.
KoRz`s bAcK fRoM caMp.. sTudiEd tiLl 9oo aNd wAtcHed tV wHiLE HaViNG o3 sLicEs oF pIzZa FoR diNnEr ! yuMs ! yEaHs ; sS wAs iN tHe hEaD ! aFtEr tT ; WeNt tO sTudY foR aNotHeR hoUr aNd wAtchEd tV.. MuM caMe hoMe aNd iRonEd My uNiforM ! tHeN sTudiEd tiLl 123o aNd WeNt tO sLeEp.. wAsNt FeEliNg tIrEd iN tHe MoRniNg ! tRiEd tO kEep My MoOd tiLl tHe bEsT i caN.. eNg paPeR o2 wAs ; OKAYS ? i dUnNo ! MaybE iM jUsT cRaPpiNg iN tHosE coMpRe ! hAiX ! wEnT foR rEcEsS aT 1ooo aNd aSkEd FreNs LoTs oF qNs tO bE sUrE.. a MatHs ! aFtER dOiNg ; gOt tHe o7 bUcKs bAcK foR eNg tYs ! wE wErE tHe FiRsT cLaSs iN tHe wHoLe sChOoL tO lEavE eH !! WAHAHA. iF eVeRydaY likE tT ; gOoD lE ! tHeN wEnT tO o2 auNt`s hoUsE foR luNcH aNd i sAw eLtoN ! sO cUtE ! aNd i tOoK pIc oF HiS sMaLl sLiPpEr ! haHa ! bUt dIdNt MaNagEd tO taLk tO hiM ! bEcaUsE hE WeNt sLeEpiNg ! haHa ! BeFoRe wE LeFt ; sTaNd bEhiNd qiU miNg KoRz aNd MasSagE HiS nEcK bEcaUsE HiS nEcK sTiFf ! haHaHA ! theN hE PoNg (majong) eH ! haHa ! aLl tHaNks tO mE ! XD hEaD hoMe aNd sHoWerEd.. caMe oNliNe bLogGiNg..
i oNly gOt tHiS coMmeNt tO gIvE tO tHe paPeR aNd aSshoLe cHua -
THE MATHS PAPER WAS LIKE ASKING A MAN TO GIVE BIRTH !!
GOT IT !? GOT WAT I MEAN ?! I DIDNT XPECTED EVERY SINGLE QNS TO BE SO DAMM FUCKING DEMANDING ! I KNOW IT WILL BE DAMM FUCK HARD. OKAYS LAHZ ; I ACCEPT. BUT WHY ; WHY GIVE SO HARD QNS ?! QNS FROM A MATHS XPRESS TYS ?! THERE WAS ONE QNS TT MeiXi jiE WENT THRU. BUT I DIDNT WENT THRU ONCE MORE. AND WELL ; IT COME OUT ! OH DAMM FUCK. IM SO DAMM ANGRY. SO DAMM SAD. SO DAMM DISAPPOINTING. I CANT BELIEVE IM GG TO FAIL BOTH MY E AND A MATHS. MAYBE I SHLDNT CHOOSE A MATHS AT ALL. MAYBE ; ART IS BETTER FOR ME. I SHLD MAKE PLANS NOW B4 THE SCH ASKS ME TO CHOOSE BIO OR ART. IM SO FUCK OFF WITH MATHS. IM SO DAMM DISAPPOINTED. AND I KNOW MuM FELT MORE. SIGH. JUST BLAME ME FOR BEING STUPID. FOR BEING LAZY. YA ; MY DREAMS WERE SHATTERED. LIKE WAT szE hUi SAID. "THE MORE HOPES YOU HAVE ; THE BIGGER THE DISAPPOINTMENT." SO TRUE. I SEE MY FRENS NOT WORRIED AT ALL WHEN THEY DIDNT KNOW HOW TO DO. I WAS LIKE OH-MY-GOD ! HOW CAN THEY TAKE IT SO LIGHTLY. IF TODAY WAS O LVL AND IM TAKING THIS KIND OF AMATHS PAPER. IM GG TO FAIL BADLY FOR SURE. A BIG ZERO. AND NOT ABLE TO GET OUT OF SEC SCH. HOW. HOW. HOW. IM SO DAMM WORRIED. SEC o3 STUFFS AND ITS ONLY HALF A YEAR AND I CANT MAKE IT. WAT MORE TO SAY FOR SEC o4 AND o5 ?! OH MY. IM SO DAMM BLOODY UPSET OVER MYSELF. IM NEED TO FAN XING. REALLY NEED TO.
o52o .
WOOPEE. XAMS R FINALLY OVER.
aFtEr bLoggiNg HaLfWaY ; wEnT tO sTudY foR sS tiLl 6 + aNd pReParEd tO gO foR qiU sHuI KoRz`s wEddiNG diNnEr ! CHEERS. oMigOsH ! eLtoN wAs sTiLl sO SHY. aNd tHe WoRsT tHiNg wAs HE FORGOTTEN ME. oH mY ! sAd eH ! o4 MtHs dIdNt sEe mE ; tHeN FoRgEt lE ! hAiX. eVeRytiMe sEe HiM hAvE tO waIt FoR HiMtO waRm uP aNd mUsT kEEp oN taLkiNg tO HiM ! bUt tHe LiL sIs wAs sO dIfF ! LoRa sTiLl darE tO sMiLe aNd wAvE gDbyEe tO ppL ! SIGH. yEaHs ; cHaTtEd wItH eLtoN aNd iT wAs sO daMm FuNnY ! rEcoRd HiM sMiLiNg tO tHe CaM wItH HiS toNguE ! haHa ! aFtEr tT ; tHe diNnEr sTarTed aNd aFtEr a WhiLe ; qiU miNg KoRz bRoUgHt sHu FaNg`s jiE soN ; JoVaN oVeR !! kEpT taKiNg pICs oF HiM ! wA laU ! HiS sMiLes wErE sO aTtRacTivE aNd cUtE ! haHa ! tHe pIc i tOoK wAsNt nIcE aNd wEnT tO tHe TabLe aNd aSkEd qiU miNg KoRz tO makE HiM LaUghEd ! oH yEaHs ; CAPTURED. WAHAHA. LeFt tHe pLacE aT aRd 1o4o.. eLtoN sO bAd ! dIdNt saID gDbyEe ! uNlikE LoRa ! haHa ! aFtEt tT ; qiU miNg KoRz aSkEd paPa pointing to me "uR sEcReTaRy hUh." haHa ! cOs i wAs caRryiNg My sS notEs ! haHa ! No WoNdEr iM cLosE tO qiU miNg KoRz ! haHa ! XD rEaChEd HoMe aNd cHaNgEd.. wAtChEd tV aNd wEnT tO sTuDy foR 3o MiNs ! couLdNt takE iT aNyMorE aNd WeNt tO sLeEp ! aRgH ! wOkE uP ; FeEliNg sO daMm tIrEd !! wHiLe waItiNg FoR tHe TiMe tO bE 71o ; sTudiEd a LiL aNd hEaD tO sChOoL ! hAd owN sElF sTudY foR aN hoUr + ! eNd uP ; taLkiNg tO jIa WeN aNd SaNdy ! hAd cHeM paPeR ; aLrIgHt lAhX ! xpEcT foR soMe qNs ; caReLeSs MiStakEs ! hAiX. rEcEsS aNd tOoK tHe cHaNcE tO gEt sS tHiNgs iNsIdE ! sS paPeR ! aNd tHosE sBq wErE oKaYs bUt i dIdNt kNoW wAt tHe HeLl i wAs wRiTiNg ! gOt o1 eSsaY qNs sO daMm TriCkY ! dUnNo tHe aNs wAs caUsEs oR eFfecTs ! iN tHe eNd ; i wRotE eFfEcTs aNd aFtEr iBaIdaH coLlEctEd tHe paPeR.. aSkEd hEr aNd iT wAs EFFECTS. wOo ! LoTs oF ppL wRotE tHe caUsEs oF sRi LaNka aNd o7 MaRkS wErE goNe eH ! hAiX ! tHoUgHt aFtEr xaMs ; tHe FeEliNg wouLd bE gReaT ; bUt dIdNt tHiNk sO ! i FeLt NtH iNsIdE ! tHe paPeRs FoR mIds wEre HARd. aLmOsT eVeRy siNgLe paPeR ! hAiX. FUCK maN ! iM bouNd tO faiL foR a MatHs ! wEnT tO voId dEcK aNd cHaTtEd wItH szE hUi ! haHa ! sHe`s saId sHe`s gG tO faiL FoR a MatHs aNd dUriNg rEcEss ; shE aLsO saId iT wAs HARD ! yEaHs ; botH oF uS - FAILING. NtH tO gEt FroM eAcH oThEr ! SIGH. PITY. wEnT loT oNe wItH jIa WeN aNd XiNhUi FoR luNcH aNd waLkEd aRd.. XiNhUi aNd mE waNts tO lEarN hoW tO pUt MakE uP tHe eyE eH ! wOopEe ! wE arE gOiNg tO FiNd Li N ! hEaD hoMe ; sHoWerEd aNd caMe oNliNE.. cHaTtEd aNd dUnNo WTF haPpeNeD tO bLoggEr tT i hAvE tO rEtypE eNtRiEs tWicE ! IDOIT. ARGH.
IM GG TO SLACK AND SLACK AND SLACK FOR ALL THE FUCKING HELL I WANT.
IM NOT GG TO BOTHER ANYTHING ABT SCHOOL.
YEAHS.
FREEDOM AT LEAST.
XAMS SUCKS.
LIFE`S BACK TO NORMAL ; I GUESS.
HAHA.
P.S ; IM TOTALLY JEALOUS OF SZE HUI`S LONG NAILS. ARGH. BE CAREFUL I COME CUTTING THEM AWAY.