Tuesday, May 24, 2005 7:07 PM
o522 .ARGH. oKaYs ; iM JEALOUS oF KoRz rIgHt NoW ! hE`s gOiNg tO seNtoSa aNd sPeNt tHe nIgHt tHerE aT tHe bEaCh tiLl tMl MoRniNg aNd hE gEtS tO sEe suNrIsE ! oH fUcK ! i havEnT gEt tO sEe o1 yEt ! SIGHS. wOkE uP aT 1ooo aNd sTaRtEd wAtChiNg vCd NoN-sToP tiLl 12oo + aNd hAd LuNcH.. sHoWeReD wItH tHosE fLoWeRs tT wiLl bRiNg gD lUcK aNd wAtChEd tV ; vCd ; tV ; vCd.. haHa ! iM TV-MADNESS tOdaY ! MuM boUgHt a bRacLeT foR mE aS vEsaK daY pReSeNt.. NOW ; tHeN i kNoW tT vEsaK dAy iS a cHiNesE fesTivaL ! haHa ! caMe oNliNe FoR a WhiLe aNd cHaNgEd ! hEaD dOwN towN wItH PaReNtS.. sPeNt aLl tHe TiMe aT kiNo bOoKsTorE aNd i boUgHt aLl tHe 5566 MagaZiNeS aNd BoOkS tT wErE NeW.. haHa ! 54 bUcKs FoR iT aNd MuM boUgHt hEr FrIeNd iNdIaN wEdDiNg diNnEr pReSeNt aNd hAd tO rE-qUeUe aGaiN.. LoOkEd aRd aT tHosE cHiNesE bOoKs.. LoOkS nIcE eH ! bUt X ! aLl i SaW aT towN aT tT tiMe aRd 1ooo + ; wErE aLl CoUpLeS eH ! bUt ; i wIsHeD i caN haVe a FreN oR sIs tO gO oUt wItH mE tT latE aNd havE fuN ! aFtEr tT ; WeNt tO bUkiT tiMaH oPposItE BeaUtY worLd ceNtRe aNd hAvE roTi pRaTa FoR diNnEr.. nIcE eH ! aNd tHe DiNnEr FoR o3 oNly cOsT 5.5o bUcKs ! hEaD hoMe aNd sHoWerEd.. rEaD tHe CoMiC aNd soMe PagEs oF tHe MaGaziNe i JusT boUgHt.. caMe oNliNe aNd cHaTtEd wItH YuWaNna ! i MiSs cHaTtiNg wItH hEr sOo MucH ! iT wAs a NicE cHaT.. tHeN latEr tT stupId gUo JiN wItH mE aNd saId gOt gHoSt CoMiNg oUt FroM mY coM aNd i cRaPpEd wItH HiM.. haHa ! aS uSuaL ; SEX sTiLl caMe iNtO tHe CoNvErsaTioN ! haHa ! aFtEr tHe cHaTtiNgS ; hEaD tO tV tiLl 23o !
o523 .
wOkE uP aT 1 + !! i bRokE mY owN rEcoRd ! wOopEe ! LAMO. wAshEd uP aNd sTaRtEd wAtChiNg tHe hK vCd tiLl LuNcH wAs rEaDy aNd WeNt oUt tO coNtiNuE tiLl 3 + aNd i FiNaLly sHoWeReD ! tHeN rEaD fiNisH yDaY coMiC aNd a 1o oVeR pagEs oF MaGaziNe aNd i WeNt dIzZy FroM tHosE cHiNesE woRdS.. WeNt bAcK tO wAtChiNg oF vCds aNd caMe oNliNe ! KoRz caMe hoMe lE !! haHa ! dId yogA wItH MuM.. rEaLly caN sWeaT a LoT eH aNd LosE wEigHt ! waHaHa ! tHeN wAtChEd vCd wHiLe waItiNg FoR diNnEr.. wAtChEd tV aNd WeNt FoR a qUiCk sHoWeR dUriNg aDvErtIseMeNt.. tHe hoUsE wAs qUiEt !! oMigOsH ! i hatE iT ! couLdNt gEt tO sLeEp aFtEr My sHoW aT 12oo.. wAs tOsSiNg aNd WeNt tO tHe toiLeT foR o5-o6 tiMeS iN o1 hoUr.. XP haHa !
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ATROCIOUS DAY !!
OKAYS. IM SO DISAPPOINTED IN MY RESULTS TT I RECEIVED TODAY. SHAGS TOTALLY. FUCK. NO USE SCOLDING. ITS OVER. I HAVE TO ACCEPT IN UNWILLING.
uPoN rEaChiNg sChOoL wItH LiN ; i FeLt sO wEiRd !! dIdNt kNoW wHerE tO gO ; WaT tO dO ! SIGHS. tHeN sAw szE hUi aNd jOiNeD hEr.. shE kEpT oN caLliNg mE pIg aNd saId qUeeN iS ELMO ; shE iS COOKIE MONSTER aNd iM BIG BIRD !? tHeN shE kEpT laUgHiNg aNd saId iTs CorRecT cOs iM wEaRiNg yElloW sHiRt !! HAHAHA. MADNESS. tHeN shE LaMo eH ! saId ELMO iS mUrdErEr cOs hE kiLl ppL aNd tHe bLoOd aLl coVeR hIs bOdY ! LAME !! sAw jIa wEn aNd XiN hUi WeNt tO pLay wItH tHeM aNd MaDnEsS sTaRts aGaiN ! toLd tHeM wAt szE hUi toLd mE.. bUt i tHiNk NoT toLd lAhX ; shLd bE LaUghEd aT mE.. eEe !! I DONT WANT BE BID BIRD EH ! SO YUCKS. wAtChEd MoviE aT cO rooM aNd wE saT oN tHe FlooR ; BUTT OUCHS !! FeLt sO sLeEpY aNd wAs pLayiNg wItH hP.. kEpT waLkiNg aRd aNd WeNt tO tHe daNcE rooM aNd dIsTuRb tHosE ceLlo aNd BaSs ppL.. i pLayEd ceLlo aNd szE hUi LaUghEd aT mE !! sAy i LikE sLaUgHtEriNg pIgS !! haHa ! i kNoW shE`s jEaLoUs lAhX ! cOs i kNoW hoW tO pLaY ! WAHAHA. wE sEe tHe coLoUr oF tHe sTupId NeW cO sHiRt ; oNe WoRd - YUCKS ! tHe coLoUrs sO aWfuL ! WaNtEd bLacK bUt cHoiR tOoK iT ! sIaNz ! WeNt bAcK tO tHe RooM aNd wE taLkEd cRaPs.. we tHoUgHt FoR WaT pUrpLe sTaNdS foR cOs tMl wiLl bE wEaRiNg tT.. tHeN i saId BARNEY ! LAUGHTERS. haHa ! tHiNk eVeEyoNe wouLd FiNd uS bEiNg sO nOisY ! WeNt FoR rEcEsS aT 1o3o.. haHa ! bTw ; pIg tHaNks FoR uR sWeEtS aNd cHocoLatEs eH ! aNd uR aCcoMpaNy FoR tT FeW hoUrS ! iT wAs sO daMm hiLaRioUs !! gOt dRagoNfLy fLyiNg aRd aNd iT laNdEd oN tHiS gUrX ! XiN hUi dIdNt kNoW hoW tO teLl hEr tHeN iN tHe eNd ; sHe kNeW iT bUt wAsNt aFraId !1 BRAVO. uNlikE XiN hUi aNd mE ! tHeN i kEpT aSkiNg tHeM iF tHerE wAs aNytHiNg.. WeNt uP tO haLl aNd taLkEd.. hEaR mR koNg taLkEd cRaPs ! saId wE oNly cLaP oUr haNdS wHeN taN wEe LiaT caMe iN ! aNd hE sMiLeD ! LOLS. WeNt bAcK tO cLaSs FoR rEsuLtS.. atE tHe bReAd wHiCh i aSkEd Li PiNg tO bUy aNd gOt bAcK Mt paPeR o1 aNd LC ! hMm ; paPeR o1 NoT tT gOoD ! jUsT paSsEd bY FeW MaRkS oNly ! SHIT. SHIT. SHIT. theN tOoK a MatHs bAcK ! oMigOsH ! MiSs woNg saId LeSs tHaN 1o ppL pAssEd aNd aT tT tiMe i kNoW wAt kiNd oF FUCKINg rEsuLtS i wouLd gEt bAck lE ! aNd hIghEsT wAs 52/6o eH ! ASSHOLE. MeSsagEd szE hUi tHe SHITTY MaRkS aNd i FeLt sO . . i dUnNo WaT woRd i shLd usEd tO dEscRibE wAt iM fEeLiNg aT tT moMeNt.. iT sEeMs LikE nO wOrDs couLd rEpLacE tHosE hUrTfuL fEeliNgS i hAd iN mY hEaRt.. i FeLt mY hEaRt wAs wEepiNg hArdLy.. MiSs woNg WeNt tHrU tHe aNs aNd tHeN gOt bAcK eNg paPeR o2.. gEt tO aDd o2 MaRkS bUt MiNuS o.5 ! SHIT lAhX ; MoNa LiSa ! o.5 MaRkS aLsO waNt tO takE fRoM uS.. tHe rEsuLtS aRe sO FUCKING BAD aNd yOu sTiLl duN sParE uS fRoM tHe RoD ! FraNkLy spEaKiNg ; tOdaY`s rEsuLtS wErE ATROCIOUS ! i dIdNt WaNt tHesE maRkS tO aPpEaR oN mY paPeR ! SIGHS. tHeN wEnT foR LuNcH aNd a poLicE taLk aT tHe HaLl.. wAs cHaTtiNg aNd LaUgHiNg tHrUoUt tHe WhoLe tHiNg.. yEaHs ; i dIdNt kNoW wAt haPpeNeD tO mE ! i caN eVeN sMiLe aNd LaUghEd oVeR tHiS kiNd oF rEsuLtS ! WAT REALLY HAPPENED ?! TELL ME ! OH FUCK. wAs tHe LaSt cLaSs tO gO ! WeNt tO loT o1 wItH jIa wEn aNd Li PiNg.. hAd LjS foR luNcH ! haHa ! aNd WeNt waLkiNg aRd.. wAtChEd o1 sMaLl paRt oF tHe eyE 1o oUtsIdE tS ! haHa ! sO fuNnY ! MuM caLlEd mE aNd WeNt tO tHe bUs sToP aNd hEaD hoMe wIth paReNtS.. toLd MuM mY wOrDs aNd shE tHrEw iN wOrDs tT wErE WTF !! LikE "yOu CaN pRePaRe tO gO iNsIdE iTe" ; "tHiNk yOu CaN cHaNgE uR aMbItioN" etC.. SUCKS lAhX ! bUt ; bUt iM bEiNg hUrT bY tHiS fEw seNteNcEs ! eVeRy seNteNcE bEhiNd wAs bEiNg cArRiEd bY a KniFe tT wAs sO sHaRp tT iT couLd cUt aNytHiNg.. rEaChEd hoMe ; sHoWerEd aNd caMe oNliNe.. kEpT lisTeNiNg tO bOtH pIgS' bLog soNg.. eSp tHe qUeeN oNe !! nIcE soNg eH !! XD uPload a NeW kOrEaN soNg ! eNjoY ! haHa ! BaRry aNd cHaT wItH mE aBt mY nIcK aNd i wAs cRyiNg aS wE cHaT.. i hAd tHe UrgE tO dRoP a MatHs.. i ; a MaThS sTudeNt yEt i FaiLeD sO bAdLy.. WaT foR i CoNtiNuE ?! iF i takE mY os aNd FaiLeD aGaiN ?! iM aT a dIsaDvaNtagE ! yA ; i kNoW MuM wAs dIsSaPoiNtEd iN mE ! i kNoW tT ! tHoUgH sHe wAs iN hEr NoRmaL-seLf bUt . . SIGHS. tHerE`s NtH i caN dO tO cHaNgE tHosE MaRkS ; bUt tO wOrK daMm bLoOdY hArD aNd i mEaN a LoT a LoT ! aNd LivE iN rEgReTs ! I KnoW tHe FuTurE iS miNe aNd iM tHe oNly oNe wHo caN cHoOsE tO lEd wHicH wAy i WaNt.. iM sO sAd ; sO sAd !
IM THE BIGGEST FAILURE IN THIS WHOLE WIDE WORLD. IM STUPID. STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDD !!
IF i worked harder ; i wont be getting this kind of results.
IF i didnt slack ; i wont be getting this kind of results.
IF i paid attention in class ; i wont be getting this kind of results.
IF i give myself more pressure ; i wont be getting this kind of results.
IF i tried harder ; i wont be getting this kind of results.
IF i took my work seriously ; i wont be getting this kind of results.
IF i wasnt so stupid ; i wont be getting this kind of results.
IF there was so may IFS in the world ; regrets wont be happening.