Friday, May 27, 2005 10:30 PM
o527 .WeNt FoR cO eArLy iN tHe MoRniNg aNd tHe CoMbiNe wAs sO daMm sUcKs ! i FeLt LikE cRyiNg ! iF wE takE tHiS kiNd oF pErFoRmaNcE tO sYf ; i thiNk eVeN a COP woNt bEloNg tO uS ! tHerE wAs LoT oF tHiNg LaCkiNG iNsIdE ! i dIdNt kNoW wAt iT wAs ! i WaNt tHe sEc FoUrS bAcK ! i MISS tHeM ! wE NEED tHeM a LoT ! WeNt FoR rEcEsS aNd tHeN weNt tO tHe HaLl ; pLayEd a gaMe wItH C&B ppL tiLl Mr KoNg caMe.. WeNt bAcK tO cLaSs aNd wE coNtiNuEd ! kEitH wAs sO fuNnY ! haHa !! aFtEr tT ; tHeY weNt bAcK lE cOs gOt cHeR coMe aNd coNtinuEd wItH jIa WeN aNd XiN hUi.. tHeN aSkEd MorE ppL tO coMe iN pLaY ! FUN. iBaIdaH caMe aNd toLd uS oUr rEpOrT bOoK gRadEs ! oMigOsH ! oNly aBT 1o ppL pAssEd tHeIr oVeRaLl a MatHs ! yA lAhX ! i FAILED. i bRoUgHt a F9 oUt !! HAHA. tHeN weNt tO LoT o1 wItH jIa WeN ; XiN hUi aNd Li PiNg.. hAd LuNcH wItH tHeM aNd WeNt tO bUy sWeEt taLk dRiNkS.. Li PiNg toLd uS tT tHosE bItcHeS iN tHe saMe LiFt wItH uS jUsT NoW saId wE aRe NOISY ! cOs wE madE souNd wItH tHe sTraW ! ARGHS. BITCHES ARE NOISER. FUCK OFF. WeNt tO tHe CiNeMa LvL tHerE oMigOsH ! i sAw tHe iNiTiaL D moviE bOaRd ! WAHAHA. tHeN wE foUr WaNt wAtCh tT moViE ! Li PiNg aNd XiN hUi sUpPoRt JAY bUt jIa WeN aNd mE sUpPoRt EDISON ! HAHA. i tHiNk EDISON`s MoRe haNdsoMe ! rIgHts ? haHa ! WeNt tO waLk aRd aNd hEaD hoMe aLoNe.. FeLt sO sLeEpY ! WeNt tO sHoWeR aNd wAtChEd vCds tiLl 5oo aNd caMe oNliNe iNstEaD oF sLeEpiNg.. hAd a cHaT wItH szE hUi.. aNd i eNd uP hAviNg tEaRs iN mY eyEs aNd tHe soNg iN MaRviN`s bLoG wAs sO daMm SAD !! i kEpT hEaRiNg iT oVeR aNd oVeR tiLl i oFfLiNe.. yEaHs ; iT bRoUgHt My MoOd rEaL dOwN ! iM sO wOrRy FoR hEr.. i dIdNt kNoW wHy.. i FeLt shE bEcaMe sO wEaK aNd sMaLl sUdDeNly.. i cOuLdNt sEe aNy sMiLeS oR laUgHtErS iN hEr.. i WaNtEd sO mUcH tO heLp hEr bUt tHerE`s NtH i caN dO.. bUt jUsT sTaNd aSidE sEeiNg hEr LaUgHiNg LikE shE doEs ; bUt tHeY wErE noT rEaL aT aLl ! NOT. aNd i MadE hEr cRiEd eH !! szE hUi sOrRy eH ! dIdNt MeaN tO.. aNd i sTiLl CarE foR yOu aNd bE tHerE foR yOu ! aFtEr aLl tHosE cHaTtiNgS ; oFfLiNe aNd hAd diNnEr.. wAtChEd tV aNd vCd tHeN bacK tO tV tiLl 1ooo aNd caMe oNliNe.. cHaTtEd..
FoRgOtTeN tO MeNtioN soMeThiNg iN tHe yDaY eNtRy aNd i REALLY WISH wAt oLd LiM saId wAs TRUE ! shE saId tHiS liNe ; "i tHoUgHt yoU wItH sIrU." (in chinese lahz. she dont speak eNg. haHa.) yeahs ; i ADMIT tt i really wish i was in aNgeLa`s batch ! by then ; i wont have to be co ALONE and i can LEAVE this hell school soon. its a torture to go to sch each day. having the feeling of being abandon by my dear friends. having the feeling of being insecure. having the feeling im so xtra. so lonely. yeahs ; rubbish feelings. no one cares. alright. shall not shit all feelings and probs here. its useless. SHIT.