Thursday, April 07, 2005 7:30 PM
o4o3 . 1225 ; ; iTs SuNdAy aLrEaDy.. aS eAcH MiN pAssEd ; dUnNo WhY i gEt MoRe DowN.. i FeLt sO siLly.. WhY mUsT i sTiLl CaRe FoR hiM wHeN i WaNt tO foRgEt aNd HaTe HiM ?! i dUnNo WhY.. i`M jUsT sTupId !! i WaNtEd tO tAg aNd aSkiNg hiM tO taKe CaRe bUt i cLosEd tHe WiNdoW.. hMm ; gUeSs I dId tHe rIgHt ThiNg..
hMm ; iF yOu sEe Me aGaiN - KEPT A DISTANCE AWAY FROM ME. COS I AM JINX. TRUST ME.
CRAMPS ATTACK ! ! !
a BAD dAy FoR mE tOdAy ! FUCK ! wOkE uP aT aRd 1o MiNs tO 1ooo.. CouLdNt gEt bAcK tO sLeEp.. wAtChEd tV aNd dId hWk aT tHe SaMe tiMe.. aTe oNe sMaLl piEcE oF bReaD aNd aTe MeDiCiNe tO eAsE tHe PaiN.. aRd 1oo + wEnT sHoWerEd aNd waItEd tO hAvE tUtioN.. dUnNo WaT gOt iNtO mE tT eVeRy qNs i dId WRONG WRONG AND WRONG AGAIN !! i wAs MOODLESS.!! hAiX !! aFtEr tUtioN ; rUshEd aNd wAtChEd mY vcD.. yEaHs ; i cRiEd aGaiN ! daMm sAd ! hAiX !! aFtEr wAtCHiNg tWo dIsCs ; sToPpEd FoR 3o MiNs aNd CoNtiNuEd.. haHa ! caNt wAiT FoR tMl aNd gEt tHe PaRt o2 FroM syLvIa ! wOopEe !! caMe oNliNe aNd rEaD bLoGs ; cHeCk FreNsTeR.. tHe UsUaL sTuFfS i dId.. wHeN i rEaD szE hUi`s bLoG ; haHa ! sO tOucHiNg eH ! i waNtEd tO cRy.. waHaHa ! bUt i dIdNt ! dId soMe cHaTtiNgs wItH hEr.. usEd tHe CoM tiLl 7oo + hAd diNnEr aNd wEnT bAcK pLayiNg tiLl 1ooo aNd WeNt sHoWeReD.. sTudiEd FoR cHeM tEsT wHiLe hEariNg tO waNg LeE hoM`s soNgS.. i FeLt sO loNeLy aNd coLd.. hEaD tO bEd aNd igNorEd aLl tHosE tHoUgHtS..
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LOUSY DAY.! SUCKS.! gOt tO kNoW LoTs oF tHiNgS tHrU LiN.. iTs TERRBILE.! hAd cHeM foR tHe FiRsT pErIoD.. aNd wE wErE gIveN aRd 3o MiNs + tO sTudY foR tT sTuPiD tEsT wHicH i wAsNt iNtErEsTeD ! eNd uP taLkiNg aNd taLkiNg.. tHe tEsT wAs aLrIgHt.. aFtEr tT ; hAd eNg.. wE dId paIr WoRk aNd cHeCkEd eAcH oThEr`s coMpRe.. pE tiMe wE dId NtH !! jUst laUgHed aNd taLkEd.. yEaHs ; nO sWeAt ! aNd iT wAs POURING HEAVILY ! cOoLiNg bUt raiNs jUsT bRiNg LoNeLiEsS aNd sOrRoWs tO mE.. dUnNo WhY ! hAiX ! hAd 1o MiNs eArLy rEcEsS.. wOopEe ! mT LeSsoN wE dId CoMpO tEsT.. eAsY eH ! waHaHa !! tHeN wAs e MathS.. mR cHua sAiD hE woNt LeAvE tiLl tHe TiMe TabLe cHaNgEs.. oMigOsH ! bUt hOrX ; tHiS wEeK tHe TiMe TabLe cHaNgEd Le eH !! tHeN tT sTuPiD mISs woNg wHo rEliEf uS dUriNg gEo LessoN gG tO tEaCh uS !! aT aRd 125 LiKe tT, wEnT waLkiNg aRd tHe sChOoL wItH Li PiNg.. pAssEd tHe vcD tO syLvIa.. wEnT bAcK cLaSs.. wOo ! oUr cLaSs KaNa sCoLdiNgs FroM dUnNo WaT cHeR.. sHoUt LiKe MAD DOG !! wOo ! LisTeNeD tO soMe soNgS wHiLe dOiNg cMe sTuFfs.. wEnT hoMe wItH LiN aFtEr sChOoL ; taLkEd a LoT.. oN tHe WaY hoMe ; oMigOsH !! sO maNy FLIES !! tHeN a LoT dEaD oN tHe FloOr.. daMm dIsgUsTiNg !! LOLS. rEaChEd HoMe ; sHoWerEd aNd wAtChEd tWo vCd.. yEaHs ; tEaRs wErE dRiPpiNg aNd dRipPiNg FoR tHeM.. tHoUgH tHosE wErE oNly sHoWs bUt i dUnNo WhY i wOuLd taKe tHeM aS rEaLitY ! i FeEl tHe PaiN ; tHe sAdNeSs tHeY wErE hAviNg.. tEaRs FloWeD aNd FloWeD.. iT wAs tHe LoWeSt pOiNt i hAd FoR tHe DaY.. LeAviNg mE wItH oNly o8 MoRe cDs.. i duN waNt tHe tHiNg tO eNd !! caMe oNliNe aNd cHeCkEd LoTs oF sTuFfS.. LisTeNeD tO soNgs.. sAw ThE wAy yOu WrOtE yOuR nIcK yEsTeRdaY.. caN fEeL tT yOu wErE iN a bad MoOd.. i dIdNt dArE tO taLk tO yOu aNyMorE siNcE tT dAy..
i find no reason to `x
SMILE nor to
FROWN nor to
CARE nor to
SEE nor to
FEEL nor to
BE THE
LIVE even for YOU
because i`m already a DEAD person without
everything happened too fast. its
GOD YOU JUST SUCKS ! SHIT ! BULLSHIT ! FUCKER ! ASSHOLE ! BITCH ! BASTARD ! CHEE BYE ! FUCK YOU ! KA NI NA BU ! WATEVER SHIT YOU GONNA DO TO ME I HECK ! I NO LONGER WANNA CARE ! WAT LIFE YOU GIVE YOU AFTER I SCOLD YOU ; JUST BRING IT !!!!!! I DUN GIVE A FUCKING ASSHOLE DAMM !!! YOU JUST GO DIE !!!
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a MatHs LeSsoN wAs taUgHt bY aNotHeR cHeR ; mIsS woNg.. hMm ; EveN tHoUgH sHe WrOtE aLl tHe sTePs dOwN bUt hEr LeSsoNs wErE sO daMm BoRiNg ! aFtEr tT wAs mT.. wE hAd sPeLliNg aNd dId soMe WoRk.. BORED ! a MathS aGaiN aNd iT wAs mR cHuA wHoM tEaCh uS ! wOopEe ! haHa ! sTiLl pReFeR sEeiNg hiM.. tHeN wAs rEcEsS.. o2 FrEe pErIodS aNd tHe ReLiEf cHeR wAs daMm sUcKy aNd bItChY.. sHe dId a MathS wItH uS ! oMigOsH ! o6 a MaThS pErIoD iN o1 dAy ?! OH PLS.! jIa WeN aNd LeNg FeI`s hP CONFISCATED !! waHaHa ! tHeY tHeY sTiLl caN laUgH ! eNg pErIoD wE wEnT tHrU hOw tO wRiTe FoRmaL leTtEr aNd wE`rE gG tO dO o1 tMl aNd SeNt iT tO mIsS iBaIdaH tHrU maiL ! doTs doTs doTs ! sHe`s a LaMo ! hAvE tHe sPeLliNg aNd o1 pErIoD oF cMe ; dId pReseNtaTioN oN tHe FesTivaLs.. tHeN oNly wE maNagEd tO pReSeNt.. NoT faIr ! sIaNz ! aNotHeR frEe pErIoD.. wOo ! taLkiNg wAs wAt i dId.. yEaHs ; bOugHt dRiNk aNd sAt dOwN aT tHe sTePs wItH jIa WeN.. wE taLkEd aBt LoTs oF sErIoUs sTuFfs.. i aSkEd hEr iF i rEaLly LiKe a gUy bY hIs LoOks.. sHe saId yA.. IS IT TRUE ? wEnT foR tT pA.. tT caMeL caN taLkEd FoR o1 hOuR pLus NoN-sToP eH ! sIaNz ! bUt i`M gLad gOt jIa WeN tO taLk wItH mE.. haHa ! sO maNy FuNnY aNd iNtEreStiNg yEt dIrTy CoNvErSaTioNs.. yUps ; SEX eDuCaTioN ! wEnT fiNd soMeo1 bUt sHe gOt No FATE eH ! tOo bAd sHe dIdNt gO tO sChOoL wItH mE.. iF nOt sHe CaN sEe HiM lE aNd iS sTaNdiNg NeAr hiM.. haHa ! tHe TrIp tO sChOoL wAs eXceLleNt ! wEnT loT o1 wItH jIa WeN aNd Li PiNg.. haHa ! WeNt tO bUy sUsHi aNd sWeEt taLk.. waLkEd aRd aNd taLkEd a LoT oF thiNgS.. nIcE ! wEnT hoMe wItH Li PiNg aNd wE hAd soMe HeArT-tO-hEaRt cHaTtiNgs.. oH yA ; sAw a cUtE gUy WhiLe waItiNg FoR 19o.. haHa ! rEaChEd hoMe aNd sHoWerEd.. caMe oNliNe FoR aN hOuR + aNd wAtChEd tV..
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eEe ! yUcKs ! phY LeSsoN tO sTaRt oF tHe DaY ?! oMigOsH ! sHiT ! bUt LuCkiLy wE hAvE tT caMeL tO pAsS tHe o1 pErIoD aWaY foR uS wHiLe wE cRaPpEd aNd LaUghEd.. haHa ! aFtEr tT wAs a MatHs.. WTF !! tOdaY`s mR cHua LaSt dAy tO tEaCh uS lE !! FUCKING ! i dUn WaNt tT mRs YaP ; a NeW sUcKy bItcHy bItcH ! sHe sUcKs lOrX.. i DuN liKe hEr tO tEaCh ! mId yEaR sUreLy gOiNg FaiL lE ! diE diE ! yEaHs ; aFtEr tT sUcKiNg sAd nEwS wE hAd eNg wHerE wE dId wEnT tHrU foRmaL leTtEr wHicH wAs sO bOriNg ! rEceSs aNd wAs rEadiNg.. haHa ! eNjOyEd tHe sToRybOoK.. fReE pErIodS cOs cHeM cHeR nEvEr CoMe.. wOo ! sTudiEd tT sS tEsT.. tHeN wAs sS.. dId tHe tEsT.. aLrIgHt bAhX.. aFtEr tT wEnT foR luNcH bReAk aNd gO foR cO.. sIaNz ! tHeN wEnT loT oNe FoR a WhiLe aNd iT wAs pOuRiNg.. hEad hoMe aNd sHoWerEd.. oNliNe FoR a WhiLe aNd wAitEd FoR pIzZa tO coMe.. YuMmY ! haHa ! wAtChEd vCds.. tHe sToRy`s gEtTiNg saDdEr.. hMm ; yEaHs.. i criEd aGaiN.. i cRiEd tErRibLy - dUnNo WhY ! haHa ! LOLS. caMe oNliNe FoR aN hOuR.. cHaTtEd wItH hiM aNd wEnT tO wAtCh tV ! zZz.
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a tErRibLe MoRniNg i hAd ! hAd bReAktaLk FoR bReaKfaSt.. aFtEr i aTe tT sTuPiD bReaD i gOt sToMaChEs aNd wAs FeeLiNg sO coLd.. wHeN i mEt LiN ; i NeEd TOILET ! wEnT sChOoL aNd waLkEd vErY fAsT ! bUt liKe gOiNg buRsT lE eH ! hUrRiEd aNd hUrRiEd.. wHoA ! SHOIK ! waHaHa ! aFtEr tT wAs FeEliNg sO hOt yEt sO coLd.. hMm ; hAd eNg pEriOd aNd wE dId FoRmaL leTtEr WriTiNg iN a gRoUp.. sUcKy eH ! aLl i thiNk dE ! sIaNz ! sS cOpiEd NoTeS aNd duRiNg pHy sO nErVoUs cOs gOt sO maNy xTrA iNfo oF 5566 aUtOgRaPh sEsSioN coMe oUt ! sMs wItH syLvIa aNd diScUsSeD.. rEcEss ; jIa WeN`s wEiRd.. dIdNt foLloW uS.. a MaThS dId wS.. sTrEsS uP eH ! kePt oN doiNg qNs aNd qNs ! tHeN tHe MetHoD tT mRs yAp tEaCh diFf LiKe tT eH ! bUT cLeArEd lE.. rEaDiNg wE aNs tHosE o4 qNs tT caMeL waNtS uS tO dO aRx.. eVeRyoNe aT tHe eNd oF tHe PaPeR wRoTe "DUN CHANGE OUR MATHS TEACHER ; MR CHUA !" bUt i biT sPeCiaL cOs i WaNt tO eLaBoRaTe.. haHa ! LOLS. tHeN wE hAvE e MaThS.. wE mAdE mRs YaP cRiEd tiLl sHe sAiD sHe gOiNg givE tHe sChOoL 24 hOuRs NoTicE tT sHe`s QUITTING ! cOs wE sAiD we liKe MaThS bUt DuN liKe tHe MaThS cHeR.. mR cHuA sUrE feEl dIsSaPpoiNtEd iN uS eH ! tHeN wEnT foR luNcH aNd tHeN eNg rEmEdIaLs.. iN tHe eNd ; caNceLlEd lE.. cOs mIsS iBaIdaH tOo tIrEd aNd a LoT oF ppL noT aRd.. wEnT loT oNe wItH jIa WeN aNd bOugHt gE dOu tIaN waNg CoMiC bOoK aNd j-sTaR vCd.. wOo ! hEaD hoMe sHoWeReD aNd dO hWk.. caMe oNliNe aNd bloggEd..