i`M bAcK tO tHe oLd bAd mE.

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

10:38 PM

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iTs o244 aM ; jUsT caNt gO tO bEd.
i dUnNo WhY.
kEpT thiNkiNg aNd tHiNkiNg.
NtH caMe oUt.
i aM sAdDeNeD.
i MiSs YoU.
i WaNt tO sEe YoU.
bUt YoU woNt kNoW.
hAiX.
i aLoNe.
sO fUcK.
SCRAM.!

habee birrthdayyser w-ee ! !may hap-py momentts be with ya forrever !

WTF! kaNa VIRUS! iDoiT.. szE hUi aLsO hAs iT.. bUt iTs cLeArEd.. iF nOt i`M DEAD.! cHaTtEd aNd cHaTtEd.. kePt FiNdiNg sTupId bLoGsKiNs aNd uPdaTe tHe pRoFiLe cOrNeR.. wIsH i caN cHaNgE sKiN sooN.. gEtTiNg SICK oF thIs.. FeLl asLeEp aT aRd 3oo aNd gOt uP aT 11oo pLuS.. iT wAs qUiEt ! wAshEd uP aNd hAd tV wAtChiNg ! wOo~ mY fAvE ! wEaThEr wAs coLd eH! FINALLY. haHa! sHoWerEd aNd aFtEr a WhiLe wEnT roYaL hOteL havE luNcH.. HoOrAy! iT raInEd aGaiN aNd tHe rOaDs wErE fLoOdEd! haHa! gOt oNe TaXi pAssEd bY paPa`s CaR aNd soMe wAtEr spLaShEd oNtO tHe WiNdOw, dUnNo WhY i lEaN bAcK.. haHa! MuM sAid i sIaO ; kOrX sAiD i`M laMe! oMigOsH! tHe hIgH tEa tHeRe siMpLy SUCKS! seNd kOrX tO sChOoL aNd seNd mE hoMe cOs MuM aNd paPa waNt gO sUpErMaRkEt.. iN tHe eNd ; NeVeR wEnT lE.. sTayEd HoMe aNd dId gEo pRojEcT.. bTw ; wAs aLrEadY diNnEr TiMe.. wAtChEd tV aNd sHoWeReD.. dId CoMpO.. aNyHoW wRiTe.. siMpLy No MoOd.. caMe oNliNe FoR a WhiLe aNd wEnT tO sLeEp..

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woohahahahahahahHaH
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! !
i`M laUgHiNg bEcaUsE . . I A GOOD GURX TODAY ! =/ DuN beLiEvE ?

cHeM tEaChEr dIdNt CaMe aNd iT wAs a FREE pErIoD ! haHa! jUst LoViNg iT ! sAt wIth jIa WeN ; Li PiNg aNd zHi YiNg aNd cHiT cHaT.. wOo~ jIa WeN gOt a NeW hP - 671o.. haHa! qUiTe NiCe.. lOvE tHe dIspLaY tHiNg oUtsIdE! iTs cOoL! i aSkEd tHeM iF tHeY tHiNk tHeY aRe dEvOtEd.. i dUnNo aNd aSkEd Li PiNg.. sHe saId . . o1 hOuR vOoM~ jUsT pAssEd.. hAd eNg LeSsoNs.. MdM pRiMa caMe mY cLaSs aNd oBsErvEd uS.. LAME ! pE wE hAd NAFA -dunno how to spell.- tEsT.. tHe BroNzE mUsT raN 2.4 ! ! oMigOsH ! i dIdNt FaiL ! wOopEe ! i caMe iN aT 16.27.. gOoD eNoUgH Le.. o3 poiNts.. rEcEsS aNd wAs mT.. dId cHiNeSe sPeLliNg cOrReCtioNs aNd wOrKbOoK.. tT MeNcY lEe aSkEd wE aLl tO gO bAcK tHe pLacE sHe aPoiNt.. haHa ! nO oNe LiSteNeD tO hEr ! wahaHaHa ! e MaThS bEcaMe a MaThS lEsSoN.. gEo wAs tHe LaSt pErIoD ! bOrEd o1.. aFtEr tT ; weNt hoMe sTraIgHt aWaY aLoNe.. No gEo cOuRsE.. bOugHt cUp NoOdLeS oN tHe WaY.. wAtChEd vcD wHiLe eAtiNg.. aFtEr tT, sHoWeReD aNd caMe oNliNe fiNd bLogsKiNs.. usEd tiLl diNnEr TiMe.. wAtChEd tV.. FiNd mY gEo FiLe.. NoT at hoMe eH ! wHeRe CaN iT bE ?! oMigOsH ! caMe oNliNe aNd i REGRETTED ! i FeLt mY hEaRt sHaTtErEd oNcE aGaiN wHeN i sAw tHe NiCkNaMe oF uRs.. I STAND NO MORE CHANCE. NTH LEFT FOR ME. I`M BETTER DEAD. ONCE AGAIN, U MADE MY HEART SHATTERED INTO PIECES. MILLIONS AND ZILLIONS OF PIECES.

she said . . i`m not devoted . . in another sense is . . see o1 ; love o1 . . no idea if its true . . i`m wondering too . .

she asked me o1 question . . which i NEVER dare to ask myself . . you still like him huh . . all i could just told her was a . . DUNNO . .

i fear of loneliess . . but i want to be alone . . god ; pls let me go . . take me away . .

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yEaHs ; i`M oFfiCaLly BaCk tO tHe pAsT mE - FAKING . waHaHa ! i eNjOyEd dOiNg tT.. x) hAd a MatHs LeSsoNs FoR tHe FiRsT pErIoD.. pAiD aTteNtioN.. wEnT tHrU tHe hWk bUt i dIdNt dO aT aLl.. haHa ! i uNdErsTaNd iT.. aFtEr tT wAs Mt.. waHaHa ! dIdNt iMagiNe MySeLf aSkiNg MeNcY lEe aBt cHiNeSe sPeLliNg sTuFfS aNd dOiNg hEr WoRk nEaTly pLuS . . sHe PRAISED mE ! wOopEe ! sHe saId mY haNdwRiTiNg NeAt.. waHaHa ! dIaoX ! a MaThS agAiN ! sIaNz ! bUt stiLl hoLd oN aNd Mr cHuA gAvE uS soMe NaggiNgS ! rEcEsS aNd gEo LeSsoN.. daMm sLeEpY !! eNg pErIoD aNd wAs cMe.. dId soMeThiNg oN rAcEs thiNg.. NO pReSeNtaTioN ! pHeW ! wEnT foR luNcH bReaK.. saT oN tHe sTePs aNd cHaTtEd wItH jIa WeN.. wEnT foR pC bUt wE dId tHiNg oN cHeRs sTufFs.. COMPLAIN ! wOopEe ! waHaHa ! wEnT hoMe aNd shoWerEd.. caMe oNliNe tiLl diNnEr TiMe aGaiN.. aFtEr tT, wAtChEd vCd aNd dId soMe hWk.. wAtChEd soMe tV aNd caMe oNliNe aGaiN..

since o5o328 ; the life of mine has change three hundred and sixty de grees. from a half original m e i had became my oLd self once again. i see no light. no happi ness yet wat i only saw was darkness and m y broken heart. you ruined ever ything. but i know i cant blame you for anyth ing but jus t accept the fac t i`m unwi lling too. i`m lost.

MaRcH 3o

oH yA ; pHy LeSsoN tOtaLly SUCKS ! yUcKs ! bUt i didNt sLepT bUt jUsT wRoTe aNd wRoTe sTuPiD sTuFfs iN tHe pUpiLs DaIrY.. hAiX ! a MaThS.. oNe oF tHe pEriOd wE dId tHe Ws aNd tHeN tEaChEr wEnT tHrU.. eNg wE dId oNe wS aNd taLkEd aBt gRaNdpAreNt sTuFf.. tHe dIs aNd aDvaNtagEs oF liViNg wItH tHeM.. aCtUaLly iS tO dO coMpRe.. sIaNz ! rEcEsS aNd dUriNg rEaDiNg ; wE wErE mAdE tO waLk o1 TiMe FroM cLaSs tO haLl aNd bAcK tO cLaSs.. cOs gOt soMe sTudeNtS waLkEd LONG wAy bAcK.. wEnT tHrU a bIt oF tHe CoMpRe.. cHeM leSsoN ; daMm ; BORED! i sAt hOw aLsO tT sTuPid cHeR waNt sAy mE ! sIaNz sIaNz !! LaSt pErIoD wAs sS.. waHaHa.. qUiTe NicE lAhX.. hAd o5 MiNs bReaK! wOopEe! aFtEr sChOoL, sAt aT tHosE sTePs aNd taLkEd wItH jIa WeN.. wEnT fOr cO.. oMigOsH! iN tHe cO rooM, jiE ; szE hUi aNd mE wErE MAD! wE taLkEd sO lOuD aNd kePt oN sAyiNg tHe WoRd dUnNo.. iN tHe eNd ! KNOW WAT ?! aHhHHH! jiE kNoW tHe tHiNg Le! oMigOsH!! daMm sHoCkEd lOrX.. hAd sMaLl coMbiNe tOgetHeR.. tHeN gO oVeR tO tHe bIgGeR gRp wItH jAcK oNly.. jiE caN leAvE EARLY aGaiN! sO gOoD! i kEpT oN pLaYiNg tHe wRoNg NoTeS.. dUnNo WhY.. iT sEeMs LiKe mY miNd wAs soMeWheRe eLsE.. wAiT foR Li PiNg wHiLE sItTiNg iN tHe cO rOoM.. hEaR tHe sEc o2 eVeLyN pLayEd tHe PiaNo.. hMm ; KiNda rElaXiNg.. wEnT loT oNe aNd bOugHt FoOd eAt.. sAt 975 hoMe wItH Li PiNg.. aT tHe sChOoL bUs sToP sAw tT haNdsoMe gUy! wOopEe! Li PiNg aNd mE dUnNo WhY gOt sO eXcItEd aNd wEnT dOwN aNd tOoK 19o.. haHa! sAw caL aNd keItH iNsIdE.. taLkEd tO tHeM.. sNaP tT gUy.. tHiNk hE kNoWs.. rEaChEd hoMe aRd 7oo +.. wAtChEd tV aNd sHoWeRed.. wAtChEd tHe vCd tT syLvIa LeNt mE.. hAd LjS foR diNnEr.. aFtEt tHe sHoW, caMe oNliNe.. szE hUi`s SO SMART eH ! cOs sHe saId sHe kNoW iF mY laUgHtErS aRe rEaL oR faKe.. haHa! pRo hUh! aNd jiE kNoW wHosE tHe pErsoN lE.. wHeN nExT tiMe sHe rEaD mY bLoG ; eEe! nOt fuN lE! haHa! XD taKe CaRe LoTs !