Thursday, February 17, 2005 5:17 PM
aFtEr hAviNg diNnEr, usEd tHe CoM a WhiLe MoRe aNd wEnT tO wAtChEd tV aNd dO hWk tiLl 1o pLuS.. tHeN caMe oNliNe aNd pLaY ; pLaY tiLl 123o.. aCtUaLly waNt tO sLeEp LaTeR bUt aRx, MuM aSkEd mE gO sLeEp.. sIaNz! FeBuaRy 15
haHa! ToDaY LiN aNd mE aRrivEd aT tHe LrT sTaTioN aT tHe saMe TiMe.. tHeN toLd hEr wAt haPpEnEd yEsTeRdaY.. bOaRd LaTe LaTe tRaiN aNd wAlkEd sLoWly tO sChOoL.. wE kE pT oN taLkiNg aBt tHiS tOpiC tiLl wE dIdNt NoTicE tHe TiMe.. haHa! nEaRly LaTe eH! tHeN taLkEd wItH tIaN cHoNg.. shLd bE oKaY bAhX.. tHeN wEnT bAcK cLaSs.. tHiNkiNg hE nEvEr CoMe.. iN tHe eNd, hAvE.. sIaNz! tHeN wAs FeeLiNg ; hMm, yEaHs.. wAtEvEr LiKe tHaT.. e MaThS lEssoN, wAs taLkiNg bAhX.. gOt CoMiC bOoK o4.. yEaHs! tHeN mT lEsSoN ; sO bOrEd aNd sLeEpY.. faLl aSlEeP tHeN a MaThS.. wEnT haLl FoR tHaT ToTaL dEfeNcE daY tHiNg.. sIaNz HaLf.. gEo LeSsoN.. miSs RiN cHeCkEd hWk.. sO maNy ppL nEvEr dO.. tHeN eNg dIt pEeR eDiTiNg.. cMe dId gRp wOrK oN rIoTs.. sIaNz! wAs taLkiNg aNd rEaDiNg cOmiC.. tHeN LuNcH bReaK.. wE sAt oN tHe sTePs aNd taLkEd aBt yEsTeRdaY tHiNg.. FouNd oUt tHaT sO maNy ppL kNoW aNd aLl coMe aSk saMe qNs.. sIaNz!! tHeN taLkEd taLkEd aNd wEnT uP tO cLaSs.. wEnT fiNd gEoRgE aNd tIcKleD hiM.. haHa! sO fuN! aFtEr tHaT, hAd pC.. bOrEdoM!! wE pLaYeD peN-kNiFe! tHeN LoUiS cUt mY haNd o4 TiMeS.. haHa! oNly o1 sUcEsSfuL.. bLeD.. yeaHs! wEnT LoT o1 aNd cHaNgEd gEraLdiNe`s bAg.. hAd LjS FoR luNcH.. hAiX.. dUn WaNt taLk aBt iT aRx.. duE tO soMe rEaSoN.. wEnT hoMe aNd baThE.. caMe oNliNe.. hAd diNnEr aNd wAtChEd tV.. tHeN contiNuEd pLayiNg tiLl 1ooo.. dId hWk aNd rEaD coMiC wHiLe wAtChiNg tV.. sLePt aT 12 pLuS..
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wAs NeArLy LaTe aGaiN.. haHa! taLkEd tO szE hUi.. aFtEr tHaT, sMs wItH hEr iN cLaSs aBt tHiS aNd tHaT.. wEaThEr waNt poN cO aNd gO hEaTs aNd sEe tHeM ruN.. hAd pHy FiRsT.. aLaMaK! tHe tEaChEr bAcK aLrEaDy! tHaT lOuSy oNe.. cOpiEd NoTeS aNd wAs KaNa piCkEd bY hiM.. hE sTupiD eH! caLl mY iNdEx No.. LiKe o5 sO mUcH! sIaNz! LuCkiLy i kNoW hoW tO aNs hIs qNs.. haHa.. tHeN cHiT cHaT.. e MaThS.. LeArNt NeW sTuFfS.. eNg, MiSs IbaIdaH gAvE uS noTeS oN coMpO tHiNg.. wAs a LaUgHiNg LeSsoN.. cOs sHe teLl uS FuNnY sToRiEs.. haHa! rEcEss.. tHeN rEadiNg.. wAsNt iN a MoOd tO dO aNyThiNg.. cHeM.. dId soMe qNs FroM tHe 1o yRs sEriEs bOoK.. sS.. aFtEr tHaT, wEnT foR LuNcH.. tHeN gO foyEr.. waLkEd aRd tO wAsTe TiMe.. iN tHe eNd, szE hUi aNd mE wEnT foR cO.. sIaNz! aFtEr cO, wAitEd FoR Li PiNg tHeY aLl.. tHeN wEnT hoMe.. wAtChEd tV tHeN batHe aNd wAtChEd aGaiN.. dId hWk aNd caMe oNliNe.. hAiX! gOt tO kNoW soMeThiNg wHiCh bRoKe mY hEaRt oNcE aGaiN.. pLaYeD mapLe aNd bRoUgHt mY miNd aWaY froM aLl tHosE tHiNkiNgS.. hAd soMe sUsHi FoR diNnEr.. MuM bOugHt eNg asSeMeNt hoMe.. sIaNz! wEnT bAcK tO coM.. haNds ; eYe aNd bRaiN wAs tIrEd eNoUgH tO tHiNk aLl aNyThiNg.. a gOod wAy tO sToP tHiNkiNg aBt tHosE sTuFfS.. heHe! iTs LiKe a bAd WaY.. bUt wHo CaReS!
FeBuaRy 17
hAd eNg CoMmoN tEsT foR tHe FiRsT pErIod - CoMpO.. hMm, iTs aLrIgHt lAhX.. sLePt FoR aBt 1o MiNs.. i wAs dReaMiNg aBt LoTs oF sTuFfS.. aLl cRaMp tOgEtHeR.. aFtEr tHaT, sS.. wAs rEsTlEsS.. mY sS tEsT oNly o7/12 eH! diE! pHy, a bOriNg LeSsoN.. dId oThEr StUffS aNd heLpEd LoUiS wItH tHe MaThS nOtEs.. rEcEsS.. sIaNz HaLf! bEcaUsE dUnNo WaT gOt iNtO jIa WeN`s hEaD.. LaZy tO cArE! a MaThS, rEcAp bAcK cHaP o2.. tMl gOt tEsT.. tHeN rEadiNg.. wAsNt iN a MoOd.. e MaThS.. LearNt gRaPhS.. qUiTe hArD.. kEiTh toLd mE soMeThiNg HaLf wAy! i toLd hiM nO.. bUt i wAs aLsO iN dOubT.. i dUnNo wHiCh iS tHe rIgHt aNs! sTaYeD bAcK aNd gOt bAcK oUr FiRsT e MaThS tEsT.. i gOt 14/2o.. wAsNt gOoD aT aLl! hAiX! tHeN mR cHuA eXpLaiNeD soMe qNs aNd LeT uS oFf.. tHeN kEiTh toLd mE tHe rEsT.. bUt i cOuLdNt rEaLly uNdErStaNd iT.. LoTs oF qNs MaRkS aRd mE.. haHa! hMm, sO i tHiNk teLl aLsO liKe No dIfF! kePt tHiNkiNg aBt wAt kEitH sAiD.. tHosE qNs i nEvEr tHiNk i wOuLd aSkEd mYseLf wAs bEiNg aSkEd.. aLl i rEpLiEd wAs a DuNno.. aFtEr tHaT, wEnT hAd LuNcH wItH jIa WeN aNd wE cHaTtEd.. aRd o2 yRs hAd pAsSeD aNd i sTiLl nO aNs! tHeN Li PiNg wAitEd wItH mE foR tHe bUs.. wEnT hoMe ALONE! iT sUcKs! -yucks- cHaTtEd wItH jIa jIa.. wEaThEr wAs sO HOT! eEe! sUcKs! baThE aNd oN aIrcoN tO dO hWk.. cOuLdNt coNcEnTrAtE.. i dUnNo HoW tO dO aLl oF tHeM! oH nO! wAtS haPpeNiNg tO mE?! caMe oNliNe.. MaYbE i shLd hAvE a NO aNs tO aLl tHosE qNs! yEsH! i shLd! i waNt tO givE uP eVeRyThiNg eVeN yOu! bEcAusE i kNoW yOu LiKe soMeo1 eLsE.. iT hUrTs! hAiX.. LIFE JUST SO SUCKY..!!
god answered o2 prayers of mine which i posted in the previous entry. but i regretted eh. i know i shldnt have any regrets when i see him. but i hate it. yesterday when i get to know he likes someo1 else. i was sinking down to the very bottom. from tt moment. i feel like giving up and forgetting him. today more burden is added. its tiring god. take me away. dont torure anymore. i dislike you. and i really do. so wat u god. u just sucks. haiz. punish me in watever way you want for scolding you when u take me away. i am yours.