Tuesday, November 30, 2004 3:34 PM
27 NoVeMbEr 04, tIrEd
`tOdAy sChOoL pRoM nIgHt eH.. aLl tHE sEc FoUr aNd FiVe pUpiLs CaN eNjOy.. hMm.. eNvY.. HoW i wIsH i CaN gO.. cOs WheN mY tUrN tO gO, iT ToTaLly SuCkS! i WoNt bE HaViNg tHE pRoM nIgHt wItH tHE rEst oF tHe SeC TwO bUt wItH tHe iDoiT fCuKiNg sEc oNe.. HaTe iT maN! tHiS yEaR oNe tHeN bEtTeR eH! hAiX`
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28 NoVeMbEr 04, sAd eHs
aFtEr sEndiNg tHe MeSsaGe, wAs sTaRiNg iNtO sPaCe.. dIdNt kNoW wHy tEaRs wErE LiKe coMiNg To FiNd Me.. i dEleTeD soMeThiNg aCciDentLy! sO sTuPiD oF mE!!! hAiX.. rEgReTtEd sO mUcH.. wHy My hP clOcK sO sLoW! fCuK! tOtaLly iDoiT! haViNg sHoUldEr PaiNs.. hAiX.. cHaTtEd aNd oFfliNe.. wEnT tO rooM aNd cUt NeWsPaPeR aRtIcLeS.. aFtEr tHaT, wEnT aNd LiE oN tHe bEd.. hEaR aNd hEaR raDio.. tYpEd mY tHoUgHtS iNtO mY hP.. wISHiNg YoU, oNe DaY wOuLd rEaD iT.. bUt i jUz DuN hAvE tHe cOurGaE.. FaLl asLeEp aS tiMe gOeS bY.. wOkE uP aT 1030.. aTe bReAkfAsT aNd bAtHe.. wAs LaTe! tHeN paPa dRovE mE tO tHe bUs sToP.. hMm.. LiN`s NeW haIr cUt wAs nIcE! sUiTs hEr! wEnT tO paCiFiC pLazA.. DuN hAb tHe bAg aLrEaDy.. tHeN waLkEd tO loTs oF pLaCes.. FiNdiNg HiGh aNd LoW.. wEnT faR eAsT aNd aTe Ljs.. tOk tOk.. tHeN aFtEr hRs aT orChArD.. wEnT tO bUgIs.. bAcK tO tHe MrT aGaiN wHeRe wE wEnT tO cItY haLl eAriLeR.. sO maNy PpL wEaRiNg LeVis jEaNs! oMigOsH! sO uRgE tO gEt oNe! dUn hAvE aNyThiNg.. FED UP! CoNtroLlEd oUrSeLvEs NoT tO taKe NeOpRiNt.. aNd wE dId iT.. tHeN wEnt HoMe.. tHiNkiNg iTs wAsTe oF tiMe ToDay.. waLkEd foR sO loNg.. oNly bUy oNe oP peNciL bOx! wAts tHiS! hAiX.. sTuPiD bAg, sTupId sHopS! rEaChEd hoMe, MuM aNd paPa sTiLl maKiNg tHe cUrTaiNs.. oMg.. wHoLe dAy dOiNg tHiS.. wEnT oNliNe.. FeeLiNg sO gIdDy LikE tHaT.. NoT cOmFoRtaBle.. bUt cArRiEd oN pLayiNg gaMeS.. wEnt oFfLiNe aNd wAtChEd tV.. FeLt bEtTeR.. nIcE sHoW.. bcoS nEvEr FliCk LiaO.. CaN wAtCh iN pEaCe.. aFteR sHoW, wEnT FoR qUicK sHoWeR.. tHeN caMe oNliNe aGaiN! haHa.. Nth mUcH tO dO.. cHeCk tHe MaiLS.. bUt dUn hAvE eH.. hAiX.. sEeiNg aNd tHiNkiNg BaCk, i DuNnO wHy wHeN eVeRyoNe hAs a bOyFrieNd oR gIrLFrieNd i teNd tO wIsh, hOpe ANd pRaY i HaVe oNe tOo.. bUt.. tHiS isNt caLl dEsPeRaTe.. iTs nOrMaL hUh`? bUt i kNoW yOu WoNt LeT mE hAvE tHaT siMpLe wIsH tO coMe tRuE! bUt i aM WoNdEriNg wHy aM i pOndEriNg aBt tHiS KiNd oF sTuFfS.. STUPID! wEnT tO sLeEp EarLy.. wAs FeELiNg vErI tIrEd..
29 NoVeMbEr 04,
cOuLdNt gOt uP aFtEr My aLarM raNg.. sTiLl NoT eNoUgH sLeEp.. hAiX.. waShEd uP aNd sEtTlEd My bReaKfaSt wItH tHe SaMe oLd FoOd.. wAtChEd tV tiLl 12 pLus.. tHeN baThe aNd caMe oNliNe.. tHe CoM wAs NuTs aNd i eNd uP bEiNg pIsSeD oFf bY iT.. tHe fCuK vIrUs.. noBodY rEfoRmaT tHe CoM.. jUz siMpLy sUcKs! dId aLl tHe sTuFfs, pLaYeD gaMes aNd oFfLiNe.. haD nTh tO dO.. tHeN waTcHeD tV aNd cOoKeD diNnEr.. aTe aNd wAtChEd tv tiLl 1130.. sEe tHe NeW poLicE sToRy.. daMm nIcE! jIa WeN neVeR saY wriNg.. sHe toLd Me aBt tHaT daNiaL wU.. hMm.. agReEd.. hE`s HaNdsoMe! waHa.. wEnT aNd hEaR raDio aNd FaLl asLeEp..
30 noVeMbEr 04, sHuTtErEd
gOt woKe uP bY muM tHiS eaRLy MoRniNg.. didNt WaNt tO waKe uP.. bUt tHeN siNcE aLrEaDy waKe uP aNd i WaNt tO lOsE wEigHt, dEcidEd tO gO.. pAcKeD aNd dId EvErYthiNg Le, wEnt tO bUkiT goMbAk tHe gYm.. sTaYed tHeRe FoR aN hOuR.. tHeN wEnT LoT oNe aNd hAve LuNcH.. waItEd FoR paPa tO coMe aNd EaT fiNisHeD.. wEnT hoMe.. wAtcHeD tV aNd wEnT tO baThE.. sLePt FoR a WhiLe.. tOo tIrEd Le.. caMe oNliNe aNd gOt tO kNoW lOaDs oF tHiNgS! wHicH i dIdNt i sHld sAy wAt.. hAiX.. daMm FcUk aNd aSshoLe!! tHeN cHaTtEd aNd pLaYed gaMes.. tYpEd bLoG haLfWaY, jaMmEd.. hAve tO rEdO.. sHiT! tHeN bLoG tHis eNtRy..
-ToDaY`s tHe LaSt DaY oF NoVeMbEr.. TIME REALLY PASS VERY VERY FAST! LeAviNg witH 1 MoRe MtH oF hoiLdAy tHeN bAcK tO sTuDiEs aNd sChoOl.. wItHoUt NtH mOrE tO aCcoMpaNy Me.. hAiX.. a LoNeLy aNd sAd yEaR.. dUn tHiNk i aM gOiNg tO eNjoY sTudYiNg.. jUz HoPe tO FiNisH mY o aSaP..