Sunday, September 26, 2004 10:20 PM
24 sEpTeMbEr 04, i aM dEaD!
[..x DiE DiE DiE x..] EvErYtHiNg tHe SaMe LoRx.. bUt LiN aNd Me PuRpOsEly SaT tHe 720 lRt.. hAhA.. dRoPpEd aT dIfFeReNt sToP tOdAy.. wAlKeD loNgEr WaY tOdAy.. YuP.. NiCe oNe.. tOdAy LiKe YeStErdAY.. sO sCaRy.. bUt NtH hApPeNeD.. hAiX.. MaThS pErIoD, sIaNx.. rEaD uBaI sToRyBoOk.. vErI nIcE.. tHeN pE.. wAiTeD vErI loNg tHeN gO dOwN.. NeVeR dO aNyThiNg.. cOs LeG pAiN.. tHeN gOt eXcUsE.. tOk wIth sHi TiNg aNd YaNg.. tHeN gO wAlk LoNg WaY.. hAiX.. tHeN aT bOyS tOiLeT oUtsIdE sO FuNnI.. eNg.. wEnT tHrOuGh pApEr.. gO fOr rEcEsS.. aTe.. cOs vErI hUnGrY.. d aNd T.. dO tHe PrOjEcT CaN dIe ArX! sO hArd.. aNd i WaS liKe aSkiNg PpL tO hElp oNlY.. heHe.. tHeN eNd sCh lO.. gO cLaSs MeEt TheM.. tHeN XiN hUi, jIa WeN, pHoOn aNd DaN gEt sCoLdEd.. hAiX.. gO pUt BaG.. gO cAnTeEn aNd cHiT cHaT.. gO cO rOoM, sLaCk aNd LiNeD uP.. tOk tOk.. tOdAy sO MaNy SeNiOrS nEvEr CoMe.. tHeN bO bIaN.. i shoUtEd 2 TiMes.. eVeRyoNe lOoKeD aT mE.. pAi sEh lEhX.. dEaD.. cO sTaRtEd.. i dID NtH bUt sEe tEaChEr PrAcTicE wItH tHeM.. tOoK oVeR YiNg MaO.. rEgReTtEd lEhX.. cOs LiKe sHiT.. tHeN gO wAlk aRouNd tHe WhoLe sCh WiTh pHooN.. tOk tOk.. tHeN gO bAcK.. gOt CaLleD FrM MuM.. tHeN gO lE.. rEaChEd HoMe, bAtHe aNd oN CoM.. tHeN gO cHaNgEd aNd MaKe NiCe NiCe.. hMm.. gOiNg foR wEdDiNg DiNnEr aFtEr sO loNg.. haHa.. wOrE tHe cLoThEs i bOuGhT yEsTeRdAy.. cOoL.. tOoK vErI loNg tO rEaCh tHeRe.. tiLl i WaNt sLeEp lE.. pAsSeD bY tHe EsPlaNadE.. sO nIcE vIeW.. rEaChEd tHeRe.. gO tO tHe RoOm aNd sEe tHe BrIdE.. hMm.. pReTtY! hahA.. tHeN wEnT dOwN aNd sIt aT tHe TabLe.. tHeN tOoK pHotO wItH cOuSiNs.. cOoL.. cOs aLl wEaR sO gRaNd LiKe tHaT.. hAha.. sAw QiU MiNg KoRx aNd HiS gIrLfrEn WoRx.. haHa.. eVeRyoNe sO hApPi.. wEnT iN aNd siT dOwN.. saT bEsIdE qIu MiNg kOrX.. NiCe.. tHeN aT 9 pM LiKe tHaT tHeN sTaRt tHe DiNnEr.. sAw tHe BrIdE aNd gRoOm CoMiNg iN.. pRetTy lEhX.. aFtEr tHaT, gO tOk tO eLtOn.. oMg.. hE sO cUtE~!! hAhA.. hE sMiLeS a LoT.. tHrEe YeAr oLd oNli lEhX! hAha.. hE sAw Me iMmEdIaTeLy CaLleD mE.. bUt NeVeR caLl kOrX kOrX.. yEa~! wiLsOn KoRx tOld mE tHaT kOrX CaN gEt aLoNg WiTh sMaLl GirLs bUt BoyS canNoT.. tRuE.. tHeN eAt aNd EaT.. tHe FoOd WaS nIcE.. tHeN eLtoN wIlL lOoKeD oVeR tO tHe TaBle.. hE sMiLes sO bIg.. tHeN wiLl wAvE aLsO.. gO aNd LoOkEd FoR eLtoN aNd pLaYeD WitH hiM.. wIlsOn KoRx aSkEd HiM iF hE WaNt tO dRiNk tHe gAsY dRiNk, hE sAiD yEs bUt HE MuSt GiVe Me a KiSs.. hAhA.. tHeN hE uSeD HiS HaNds aNd cOvErEd hiS eYeS.. hAha.. sO cUtE lEhX.. tHeN bRouGhT eLtoN ouT aNd WaLk walK.. hoLdEd HiS hAnD.. vErI cUtE lEhX.. tHeN hEhUa jIe jIe tHe tWo kiDs, jEfFeRsOn aNd JaSpeR vErY nAuGhTy.. hAiX.. bUt i eNjOyEd tHe DiNnEr loTs.. VeRi LoNg NeVeR sEe aLl tHe cOuSiNs lE.. tHe WhoLe tHiNg eNdEd aT 11 pLuS.. FiNaLly eLtoN gAvE mE a HuG lE.. hAhA.. sO wArM.. tOld LiMeI jIe JiE tHaT dUriNg My sCh HoLiDaYs gOiNg tO hElp hEr BaBy-sIt eLtoN.. sO mUsT gIvE hEr a CaLl.. hOhO.. gD gD.. tHeN hAvE tO pArT WiTh eVeRyoNe lE.. sAiD bYe tO eVeRyoNe.. tHeN gO hOmE lE.. NeXt YeAr, aPriL gOt QiUsHuI kOrX dInNeR tO aTtEnd.. tHeN wAiTiNg FoR qIuMiNg kOrX aNd oNe MoRe jIe dE.. hAha.. sO gReAt! CaNnOt WaiT FoR iT.. oN wAy HoMe, sAw tHe ViEw oF eSpLaNaDe aGaiN.. FiRsT TiMe sEe a NiTe ViEw oF iT.. rEgReT lEhX.. NeVeR bRiNg tHe vIdEoCaM.. iF nOt CaN tAkE pPl.. hAiX.. sLePt iN cAr.. tOo tIrEd.. rEaChEd HoMe, cHaNgEd aNd bRuSheD teEtH.. tHeN sLeEp iMmeDiAteLy.. LoVe tHe WeDdiNg diNnEr a LoT.. eNjOyEd iT.. HopE liMei JiE jIe WiLl sEnT tHe pHoTo FaStEr.. CaNnOt WaIt.. sMiLeS.. WiSh ThE cOuPlE aLwAyS bE hApPi aNd aLwAyS tOgEtHeR! sMiLeS.. mMuAcKs..
25 sEpTeMbEr 04, FiLl wItH sAdNeSs
[..x tIrEd EnOuGh x..] ToDaY wOkE uP lAtE lEhX.. iF MuM nEvEr CaLl, tHiNk i WoN't WakE uP lE.. CaLlEd BaCk.. tHeN gO bAtHe aNd rEpLiEd aLl tHe sMs.. tHeN aFtEr a WhiLe, gO oUt.. tOoK lRt tHeRe.. aT kEat HoNg sTaTioN, sAw cHiN YaNg aNd HiS fReN.. bUt tHeY nEvEr sEe Me.. tHeN wAlK tO sCh.. cRoSsiNg tHe RoaD, sAw XiN hUi aNd jIa WeN lE.. tHeN gO iNsIdE sCh ToGeThEr.. aFtEr tHaT, sAt dOwN aNd sTaRe iNtO sPaCe.. tHeN hAvE tO gO cAnTeEn aNd LoOkEd FoR jIe.. tHeN sAt tHeRe FoR dUnNo HoW loNg, tHeN gO moVeD iNsTrUmeNts.. CoMbiNe pRaCtIcE wAs SuX.. bOrEd.. eNd lE.. rAiNiNg.. tHeN hAve tO kEeP aLl tHe InStRuMeNts oUrSeLvEs.. hAiX.. aSseMbLe.. tHeN nEeD tO sTaY FoR a WhiLe.. tEaChEr bLa bLa.. tHeN gO lE.. gO bUy cRaCkErS tHeN gO hOmE lE.. sAw LoTs oF sEniOrs oPpOsItE.. tHeN rEcEiVeD a CaLl FrM dAryL.. bUt SuMtHiNg WiErD iS.. iT's NoT dAryL wHo CaLleD mE.. hAha.. tHeN bLa bLa lE.. pUt dOwN.. rEaChEd HoMe.. tHeN oN cOm.. aTe LoTs oF sWeEtS.. aLl FiNiShEd lE! tHeN aDdEd bLoG eNtRy.. oFf CoM aNd wAtChEd tV.. tHeN eAt toAsT bReAd aNd cUrRy.. fuLl lE.. tHeN oFf tv aNd dO hWk.. No MoOd lE.. tHeN oN CoM agaiN.. dId mY bLoG.. tHeN caN oPeN tHe PaGe lE.. FiNaLly.. hOhO.. i sO pRo.. tHeN lIsTeN tO sOnGs.. rEaD mY dEaR sEnt mE tHe MaiL.. sHe vErI gD dE.. aLwAyS rEaD hEr MaiL, i WiLl sMiLe FrM tHE BoTtOm oF mY hEaRt.. yEa~! tHeN oFfLiNe aFtEr tHaT.. wAtChEd Tv aNd sTuDy aGaiN.. FeEliNg sO hElpLeSs aT tHaT tImE.. hAiX.. tHeN onLiNe.. cOs KoRx gO oUt aTteNd bIrThDaY pArTy.. sHuaNg lOrX.. tHeN dO hWk aNd MsN cHaT sAmE tiMe.. sUdDeNly tHe kEybOaRd sPoiLt.. wTf! tHeN gO cHaNge bAtTeRiEs osO CaNnOt.. tHeN rEsTaRt CoM.. bAnGeD tHe tHiNg.. hEhE.. oKiE lE.. tHeN cOnTiNuEd cHaTtiNg.. tHeN oFfLiNe aNd WeNt tO tAkE a QuIcK sHoWeR.. aFtEr tHaT, oN rAdiO aNd sTaRt tO dO hWk.. aT 11 pLuS, sO sLeEpY lE.. gOt HeAdAcHe aNd sToMaChE.. pAcKeD eVeRyThiNg aNd WeNt tO sLeEp.. DuNnO wHy aLwAyS wHeN iT iS nItE tiMe, i LoVeD iT bUt My BraiN wiLl aLwAyS tHiNk oF aLl tHe sTuPiD i sHld sAy tHiNgS.. sTuPiD aRx! hAiX.. rEaLli DuNnO wHy..
26 sEpTeMbEr 04, sTrEsS uP aNd aS uSuaL, dEpReSsEd
[..x No MoRe FuN tiMe x..] hAiX.. YeStErDaY wAs tHe LaSt DaY i CaN uSe tHe CoM aNd WaTcHeD sO mUcH tV.. fRoM tOdAy oNwArDs, i CaN oNly sTuDy aNd sTudY.. Tv aLsO CaNnOt WaTcH a LoT.. pOoR tHiNg lEhX.. bUt No ChoIcE lOrX.. WaNt tO hAvE gOoD rEsuLtS aNd oF cOuRsE hAvE mY dReaMs tO coMe tRuE.. sO i DuN MiNd! aDd oiL dEnIsE!! oKiEs.. YeStErDaY sLePt eArLy cOs NoT fEeLiNg WeLl.. MuSt bE sTuDy tOo LoNg lE.. sEe.. sO hArdWoRkiNg.. hAha.. LiKe ReaL.. aFtEr i oFf aLaRm, WaNt gO bAcK sLeEp dE.. bUt tOdAy tUtioN eArLiEr.. tHeN LiE FoR a WhiLe, WaKe uP lE.. bAtHe aNd tAkE bReAkFaSt.. dO hWk.. tHeN aT 11 pM, MeIxI jIe CoMe lE.. oN tImE sIa.. tHeN sTaRtEd tUtioN.. sHe ReViSeD aLl tHe MaThS sTuFf.. eMm.. aT lEaSt i FiNd iT eAsY nOw.. NoT liKe LaSt TiMe.. eVeRyThiNg aLsO dUnNo HoW tO dO.. aLl FoRgEt lE.. sHe gOt LoTs oF pAiTeNcE.. aFtEr 2 hRs, eNd lO.. oN tV aNd WaTcHeD tHe LaSt ePisOdE oF qIaN jIn BaI feN bAi.. vErI tOucHiNg aNd sAd.. EveN tHe wOrSt GuY iN tHiS wOrLd WiLl dRoPpEd tEaRs.. aNd tHoSe TeArS dRoPpEd WaS FoR tHe GirL wHoM hE LoVe tHe MoSt.. tOo BaD tHe sHoW eNd lE.. DuNnO wHy gD sHoWs MuSt aLwayS hAviNg a EndiNg.. hAiX.. uNliKe oUr LiFe.. No eNdiNg aT aLl.. eVeN wE dIe, tHe sToRy sTiLl cOntiNuE iN aNoThEr pLaCe.. tHeN aTe CrAcKeRs aNd sTaRt tO dO MaThS rEvIsIoN.. aFtEr 50 MiNs, hEaD sO pAiN.. LiE dOWN aNd WaNt tO sLeEp FoR 30 MiNs, tHe eYeS CaNnOt eVeN cLoSe aLrEaDy.. sO wOkE uP aNd oN CoM tO tYpE bLoG.. No NeT tO uSe lE.. 3 wEeKs lEhX! bUt iF gD rEsuLtS, eVeRyThiNg iS wOrTh iT! tHeN sTuDy aNd WaTcHeD tV.. hElpEd MuM maKe tHe tHiNgS fOr sTeaMbOaT.. tHeN sMs WiTh LiN.. wElL, a sAd cHaT.. hAiX.. aTe DiNnEr.. FiNaLly gOt sTeaMbOaT tO eAt lE.. tHeN sO fuLl.. wAsHeD dIsHeS aNd gO sTuDy cHiNeSe tEsT.. sEnT suMtHiNg.. tHeN bAtHe aNd sTuDy.. sO cOld aNd Got LoNeLy FeEliNg lEhX.. haiX.. aFtEr tHat gO oN CoM aNd MsN cHaT.. DuNnO wAt HaPpEn tO mE.. LiKe WaNt tO eXpLoDe aLrEaDy.. PoSt tHiS bLoG..
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