Monday, September 13, 2004 5:16 PM
7 sEpTeMbEr 04, HaPpI aNd gOiNg tO bE sIcK
[..x nIcE nIcE dAy x..] sTaRtEd WiTh a gOoD mOrNiNg.. BuT i cOuLd Not rEmEmbEr wAt i DrEaMt.. gOt ReAdY aNd LeFt HoUsE aT 830 aM.. aT 845 aM, i sTiLl hAvE nOt ReAcH lEhX.. vErI sCaReD i wiLl dIe.. bUt SaMe TiMe CoMe.. CaMe LaTe FoR mAtHs ReMeDiAl .. tHeN sAt wItH jIa WeN.. tOk aNd aTe sWeEtS.. tHeN dO qNs.. LiKe WaT oNli.. tHeN hIsToRy ReMeDiAl wAs oKiE.. aFtEr tHaT, pEi DiNe gO aNd MaKe hEr sPeCs wItH jIa WeN, Li PiNg aNd sHi TiNg aLsO lAhX.. hEaR dIsCmAn.. i sInG tiLl sO lOuD, hAhA.. tHeN gO mAc EaT eAt.. BuT i NeVeR.. tHeN gO baCk tO sChOoL's BbAlL cOuRt aNd sIt dOwN.. tHeN gO tO lOt oNe aNd EaT, wAlK wAlK.. tHeN rEaChEd HoMe.. dIDn'T kNow wAt tO dO.. tHeN gOt a sMs FrM kUn TaT.. cAlLeD hIm.. tHeN cAmE oNliNE aFtEr NoT loNg.. hMm.. tHeN aTe DiNnEr aNd oFfliNe aT 8 pLuS.. bAtHe aNd WatChEd tV.. tHeN dO sLeEp.. hAviNg HeAdaChE lEhX.. sO tErRiBlE.. tHeN wAkE uP aNd wAtChEd tV tiLl 1130 pM.. aTe MeDiCiNe aNd sLeEp lE.. wAt a TeRriBle dAy FoR mE..
8 sEpTeMbEr 04, sAd, sIcK aNd BoReD
[..x WaT a IdoIt DaY x..] wOkE uP fEeLiNg MoRe WoRsT tHaN yEsTeRdAy.. aIyO.. FeEl LiKE dIeINg MaN.. tHeN wAtChEd tV aNd cHaRgE mY hP.. LoW bAtT.. aUtO oFf YeStErDaY.. tHeN eAt BrEaKfAsT.. tHeN gO bAtHe aFtEr aLl tHe ShoWs.. oN CoM.. HaiX.. tHeN nTh tO dO, oFf aNd gO wAtChEd tV.. cOoK iNsTaNt NoOdLeS aNd EaT.. FuLl FuLl.. aT 330 pM, oNiNe aGaiN.. tHeN fElT sO sLeEpY.. wEnT tO sLeEp.. aFtEr tHaT, mA wOkE mE uP.. tHeN paPa bRiNg Me gO sEe DoCtOr.. sIaNx.. gOt 2 dAyS mC.. hAiX.. rEaChEd HoMe eAt DiNnEr.. tHeN wAtChEd Tv.. hMm.. NiCe.. sMs.. XiN rEaChEd SiNgApOrE lE.. sHe jIo Me gO oRcHaRd aFtEr tHaT gO bAtHe aNd EaT mEdiCiNe.. tHeN wAtChEd tV aNd dO hWk tiLl 1130 pM, tHeN gO tO rOoM aNd LiE oN tHe BeD.. tOoK vErI loNg tO gEt tO sLeEp..
9 sEpTeMbEr 04, MoOd SwInGs FoR mE
[..x MoOdY dAy x..] tOdAy'S bEeN nOt A rEaLli GoOd DaY fOr Me.. MoOd SwiNgS hApPeNeD a LoT oF tImEs.. wOkE uP FrM mY dReaM.. bUt FoRgOtTeN wAt I dReAmT.. tHeN gOt sMs.. rEpLiEd.. tHeN bRuShEd TeEtH aNd oN CoM.. aFtEr a WhiLe, NoT fEeLiNg ThAt WeLl, sO oFf iT aNd aTe BrEaKfAsT.. wAtChEd Tv.. aTe MeDiCiNe.. tHeN sMs XiN aNd ToLd hEr eVeRyThiNg gOeS nOrMaL aS wE pLaNnEd YeStErDaY.. bAtHe aNd pAcKeD eVeRyThiNg.. wEnT oUt oF hOuSe aNd WaLkEd sLoWLy tO lRt sTaTioN.. tHeN sMs aLl tHe WaY.. cAnNoT fInD XiN lEhX.. sO cAlLeD hEr.. oRh.. SaW hEr lE.. tHeN wAlkEd tO sChOoL.. lAtE fOr LiTeRaTuRe LeSsOn.. No MoOd tO cOpY.. sO cOpIeD a LiTtLe oNli.. LiN aNd MaS NeVeR eVeN cOpY.. jUz ToK aNd ToK.. tHeN lAtEr LiN dEcIdEd To gO wItH uS tO oRcHaRd.. tHeN rEmEdiAls EnDeD lAtE.. gO tOiLeT.. tHeN sAw ThE cLaSs aLl tHe PpL gOiNg oUt.. sO hUrRiEd.. wEnT dOwNsTaIrS.. tHeN gO oUt Of ScHoOl iN a RuSh.. hAhA.. DuNnO wHy aLsO.. aSkEd KuN tAt If He WaNt tO gO oRcHaRd WiTh Us.. hAhA.. bUt He NeVeR gO lAhX.. tHeN tAkE 190 tO LiN hOuSe.. aIyO.. mOoD sWiNgS fOr Me.. eVeRyOnE sO hUnGrY.. bUt I wAs LaCkiNg Of SuMtHiNg.. DuNnO wAt Is It.. hAiX.. rEaChEd LiN's HoUsE, cHaNgEd aNd sEt oFf.. waiTeD fOr BuS.. iN tHe BuS sO bOrEd.. aLiGhTeD aT fAr EaSt.. aTe LoNg JoHn As LuNcH.. EvErYoNe FuLl lE.. My MoOd aLsO bEtTeR a LiTtLe.. gO wAlK wAlK.. tHeN aT tHe WaLl wHeRe PpL cAn WrItE oNe, wE aLl wRoTe oUr NaMeS aNd tHe cLaSs NaMe, aLl 40 pUpiLs.. tHE cLaSs oF HeLl!! XiN aNd Me BoUgHt EaR-sTiCkS.. tHeN gO hEeReN aNd tAkE nEoPrInT.. hMm.. To Me, NoT vErI nIcE lAhX.. tHiNk tHaT mAcHiNe CaNnOt TaKe MoRe ThAn TwO pPl, iF nOt, tHe PiCtUrEs TuRn oUt NoT tHaT nIcE.. gOt LoTs Of NeW MaChInEs.. HaiX.. ToO bAd, No MoNeY nOw.. BrOkE lE.. MuSt SaVe aLl oVeR aGaIn.. aFtEr TaKiNg, DuN hAvE tHe FeEliNg tHaT i WaNt tO tAkE aGaIn UnLiKe LaSt TiMe LoRx.. wEiRdO.. tHeN gO wInDoW sHoPpiNg.. sEe ThE rOxY tHiNgS aGaIn.. gOnE tO lOtS oF sHoPpiNg CeNtErS.. NeVeR tOk a LoT.. tHiNk MoOd SwInGs.. NoT iN tHe MoOd To ShOp lEhX.. tHeN aT 4 NeArLy To 5 LeFt OrChArD.. wAiTeD fOr 190 vErI lOnG.. gOt TwO sEaTs, bUt We ThReE sAt ToGeThEr.. NeVeR tOk At aLl.. LiN dUnNo Do WaT, XiN sLeEpiNg aNd Me ReAdInG tHe cLaY mArBlE sToRyBoOk.. ReAd FiNiShEd FiNaLly.. pHeW.. uSuAlLy tAkE nEoPrInTs Le, I wOuLd TaKe oUt aNd sEe, bUt ThIs TiMe NeVeR.. dUnNo WhY.. mAyBe CoS oF tHe MoOd.. hAiX.. tHeN sAiD bYe ByE tO LiN.. NeXt Is Me gO dOwN.. sAiD bYe To XiN.. wAlKeD hOmE, lIkE sAw PaPa cAr LeHx.. BuT nOt SuRe.. rEaChEd HoMe, sO hOt~! tHeN uNpAcKeD eVeRyThiNg.. bAtHe.. cOoLeR lO.. gOt TwO mIsSeD cAlLs.. sMs KuN tAt aNd AsKeD wHy He CaLlEd.. oOh.. He JiO mE gO wAtCh MoViE tMl.. ToLd HiM i aM bRoKe.. hOhO.. hE sAiD hE tReAt Me wOrX.. bUt HaVe tO sEe LoRx.. bUt tHiNk NoT gOiNg.. NeEd tO rEsT oR mAyBe gO sChOoL iF i WaNt.. BuT tHiNk I wOn'T.. gO aLsO sO bOrEd.. MaKiNg Me MoRe SleEPy OnLi.. aIyO.. tHeN sMs TiLl qUiTe LoNg.. tHeN aTe MeDiCiNe.. FeLt sLeEpY.. XiN cHeN cAmE aGaIn.. sHe LiKe EvErYdAy MuZ cOmE oNe LoRx.. tOoK a QuIcK nAp oN tHe SoFa.. tHeN aTe DiNnEr.. NeVeR eNjOyEd It.. wAtChEd Tv.. NtH tO dO aFtEr ThAt.. tHeN nO iNtErNeT tO uSe.. bUt On CoM aNd tYpEd bLog aNd aLsO hEaR sOnGs.. aFtEr ThAt, oFf iT aNd WaTcHed Tv.. aTe MeDiCiNe aGaIn.. tHeN sLePt EaRlY tOdAy.. hAiX.. wAt A dAy FoR mE.. fEeLiNg sO wAt.. DaMm sUx.. BeeN hAviNg MoOd SwiNgs aLl dAy..
10 sEpTeMbEr 04, sAd aNd TiRed
[..x NoT a gOoD dAy x..] wOkE uP aT 950 aM tOdAy.. MuM nOt WoRkiNg tOdAy, sO gOt rOtI pRaTa tO eAt FoR bReAkFaSt.. wAtChEd Tv.. tHeN aFtEr BrEaKfAsT, mEdIcInE tImE.. tHeN MuM gO oUt Le.. WoN't Be HoMe UnTiL nIgHt FaLlS.. tHeN diNnEr, pApa BuYiNg.. tHeN bAtHe AfTeR sHoW aNd sMs JiE tO hElP mE tElL kAi TiNg i NoT gOiNg FoR cO.. tHeN oNliNe.. aFtEr ThAt, oFf NeT aNd MakE sOuP.. YuMmY.. WaTcHeD tV aGaIn.. tHeN aTe MeDiCiNe aNd sLePt oN tHe SoFa.. aT 4 pM, pApa CaMe HoMe, wOkE mE uP.. tHeN gO bAcK rOoM aNd CoNtInUe sLeEpInG aGaIn.. wOkE uP aT 540 LiKe ThAt.. qUiTe A nIcE sLeEp BaHx.. tHeN cAmE oNliNe.. aT 630 pM, gIvE kOrX uSeD.. tHeN aTe PiZzA aS dInNeR.. hOhO.. sO lOnG nEvEr EaT lE.. tHeN wAtChEd tV aNd bAtHe aFtEr ThAt.. sO bOrEd.. tHeN aT 10 pM, aTe MeDicInE.. MuM rEaLli oN tHe dOt ReAcHeD hOmE sIa.. tHeN fEeL sO hUnGrY.. mAdE miLo.. bRuShEd tEeTh aNd gO sLeEp.. aT nIgHt, My MoOd WaS bEtTeR.. iS iT cOs Of ThAt.. hAiX..
11 sEpTeMbEr 04, sHoCkEd aNd bOrEd
[..x bOrEd To DeAtH x..] wOkE uP FrM a BaD dReaM.. hAiX.. dReaMt ThAt kOrX qUaRrEl wItH pArEnTs, tHeN hE rAn aWaY FrM hOmE.. tHeN sO lOnG hAvE nOt CoMe HoMe.. CaNnOt FiNd wHeRe He Is.. aIyO.. HoPe ThIs DrEaM wiLl NoT cOmE tRuE mAn.. tHeN bRuShEd TeEtH.. oN tHe Tv To FiNd SuMtHiNg tO wAtCh, BuT nTh LeHx.. sO cAmE oNliNe.. tHeN aTe HoTcAkEs FoR bReAkFaSt.. YuM.. aFtEr ThAt, oFfLiNe WhEn EvErYtHiNg Is DoNe.. sLaCk aRoUnD.. tHeN LiN cAlLeD mE.. bAtHe aNd sAw gOt tWo sMs FrM hEr.. oKiEs.. sOrRi NeVeR sEe.. aFtEr tHaT, wAiT foR hEr sMs.. XiN cHeN cAmE oVeR aGaIn.. wEnT oUt aNd pAsSeD tHe dIsC tO LiN.. wEnT hOmE aFtEr ThAt, tHeN nTh tO dO.. gOiNg To DiE oF bOrEdNeSs.. tHeN wAtChEd tV aNd WeNt tO bPp tO hAvE lUnCh.. tHeN pApa SeNt MuM gO tO jUrOnG fOr HeR mAsSaGe sEsSiOn.. MuM tOlD mE tHaT NeXt yEaR jAnuArY, gOiNg tO cHaNgE tHe NeT tO wIreLesS.. aIyO.. sO lOnG lEhX.. bUt NeVeR mInD.. hAhA.. rEaChEd HoMe, aTe MeDiCiNe aNd oN cOm aNd MsN cHaT.. sO mAnY sHoCkiNg NeWs WaS tOlD bY XiN.. oMg.. wAtChEd Tv.. HaLfWaY tHrOuGh, fElT sO sLeEpY.. sO wEnT tO sLeEp.. aT 7 pM, MuM wAkE mE uP aNd ToLd Me tHaT tHe JiN qU jIaNg Do Le.. qUiCkLy WaKe Up aNd WaTcHeD.. gOt sMs.. *sUrPrIsE* tHeN lAtEr PaReNts aNd KoRx WeNt To BpP eAt DiNnEr.. i NeVeR gO cOs WaNt tO wAtCh Tv.. hMm.. tHeN bAtHe aFtEr ThAt.. AskEd PaPa tO cArRy XiN cHeN oVeR aNd pLaY.. tHeN aFtEr A wHiLe, sHe WeNt HoMe Le.. aTe SaNdwIcH.. aFtEr ThAt gO rOoM aNd dO tHiNgS.. tHeN sMs.. hMm.. tHeN aNoThEr sHoCkiNg [MaYbE] tHiNg HaPpEnEd aGaIn.. aIyO.. wHy ToDaY sO mAnY sHoCkInG nEwS dE.. hEaR rAdIo.. FaLl aSlEeP.. hALfWaY, gOt WoKeN uP bY nIgHtMaRe.. tHeN gO bAcK tO sLeEp..
12 sEpTeMbEr 04, aLrIgHt
[..x WaSh OfF MeMoRiEs DaY x..] Tv So NoIsY!! tHeN hAvE tO wAkE uP lE.. NtH tO dO.. WaNtEd tO uSe ThE nEt BuT nEvEr.. sO lAzE aRoUnD.. sEe ThE nEoPrInTs.. tHeN aT 11 aM, pArEnTs CaMe HoMe.. aTe EngLiSh BrEaKfAsT.. tHeN aTe MeDiCiNe aNd WaTcHeD tV.. MuM gO bPp CuT hAiR.. bUt NeVeR fOlLoW.. tHeN bAtHe aNd RepLiEd sMs.. oN cOm aNd tYpEd bLoG.. tHe CoM kEyBoArD vErI lAggY.. WaNt NeW cOm SiA.. aFtEr ThAt, wAtChEd QiaN jIn BaI FeN BaI.. vErI sAd LeHx.. ThE gIrL gIvE uP tHe ThInGs ShE liKe FoR hEr sIsTeR wHo Is DyInG.. sO wEi Da.. tHiNk I cAnNoT oNe.. aFtEr ShOw, wAiTeD fOr tUtIoN.. tHeN pArEnTs CaMe HoMe.. aTe TwO sTiCks Of sAtAy, tHeN DuN wAnT lE.. NoT nIcE.. hArD hArD oNe.. hOhO.. tHeN gOt NeW bLuE cOLoUr cOmB.. tHeN tHrEW aWaY tHaT oLd OnE.. tHeN wAiTeD tiLl 4 pM, tUtIoN tEaChEr StiLl NoT hErE.. wAT dE hElL.. tHeN gOt A cAlL FrM hEr.. oKiEs.. hErE sOoN.. wHiLe WaItInG, tOoK oUt tHe BoOk aNd rUbbEd aWaY aLl tHe ThiNgS tHaT i DuN wAnT tO sEe Le.. tIrInG.. vErI hOt.. tHeN pApA gO aNd oN aIr-CoN fOr Me.. sIaO.. tHeN lAtEr MoOd sWiNg.. DuN fEeL liKe HaViNg TuTiOn Le.. bUt NeEd LoRx.. tUtiOn tiLl 645 pM.. tHeN pAsSeD mUm ThE eNg HwK.. tHeN gO bAcK rOoM aNd rUbbEd tHe LaSt FeW.. FiNaLly DoNe Le.. gLaD.. gOt sMs.. oRh.. rEpLiEd.. FoRgOtTeN aBt It Le.. tHeN dO eNg HwK.. sO wAt.. KePt On WaLkiNg OuT oF rOoM.. aFtEr ThAt, dOnE tHe HwK lE.. wHeN gOiNg oUt FoR dInNeR.. pHoOn CaLlEd aNd AsK gOt WaT hWk.. tOlD hIm.. cHaNgEd aNd gOt oUt.. oN tHe WaY tHeRe, sMs aNd sMs.. hAhA.. MuM nAgGeD.. bUt NeVeR cArE lAhX.. sMs WaS nIcE.. gOt a FuNnY sMs.. tHeN gO aLl tHe WaY tO dUnNo wHeRe aNd EaT pOrRiDgE.. bUt QuItE nIcE lAhX. . vErI vErI fUlL.. tHeN aLsO hOt hOt dE.. bAcK tO cAr, aSkEd PaPa To oN tHe aIr-CoN bIggEr.. tOk tOk aNd sMs.. aFtEr ThAt, bEcaMe cOld CoLd Lo.. hAha.. rEaChEd HoMe, bAtHe aNd oN cOm tYpEd bLog aGaIn.. tHeN pAcKeD bAg.. aFtEr a whiLe, sLeEp Lo.. gOt cHeErEd uP bY sMsiNg.. hAhA.. NoWaDaYs WaS sMs wHiCh cHeEr Me Up LoRx.. tHeN sMs sO mUcH.. vErI sCaRe oF tHiS mTh biLl.. gOiNg tO bE dEaD mEaT.. Oh Ya, ToDaY iS mY wAsH oFf MeMoRiEs DaY, i ErAsE aLl tHe PaSt MeMoRiEs FrM mE tOtAlLy.. LeAviNg NtH.. hEhE.. aNd i dId iT.. gOoD gOoD.. WaT pAsT iS pAsT.. a NeW liFe oF MiNe BegInS.. sToP hErE fOr ToDaY.. tMl NeEd gO sCh Le.. No MoRe HoiLdAyS.. haiX..
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