Friday, July 30, 2004 2:08 PM
28 JuLy 04, eXtReMeLy SaD aNd bReAkDoWn
[..x LoNeLy NigHt x..] hMm.. aFtEr aDdInG bLoG, oFfLiNe, TheN gO aNd dO hWk aNd sTuDy TeStS.. tHeN hEaRd 933.. aT 930 pM, YiDa cOmInG.. tHeN sMs jIa WeN aNd tElL hEr.. tHeN gOt sMs.. rEpLiEd.. hAiX.. tHeN jIa WeN sMs Me SuMtHiNg.. hAiX.. hEaRd RaDiO tIlL 10 pM.. wEnT oUT tO wAtCh tV.. tHeN sTuDy.. aFtEr tHaT, WeNt tO kEeP tHe bOoK.. gOt 3 sMs.. dIdN't rEpLiEd.. aT 1110 pM, wEnT tO sLeEp lE.. hAiX.. sLePt WiTh a StUpId MoOd.. dAmM sUx~!
[..x MoRnINg x..] wOkE uP aT tHe SaMe tImE.. bAtHe aND dO eVeRyThiNg.. tHeN gO oUT lE.. tOdAY vErI fAsT lOrX.. tHeN sLePt iN tHe cAr.. dIdN't sTuDy cHiNeSe sPeLliNg.. vErI tIrEd.. tHeN HaiX.. rEaChEd sChoOl.. sAw aNgEla JiE.. tHeN wAlKeD iNsIdE sChoOl.. DiNe tOlD mE tHaT iS uSe tHe aNoThEr bOoK tO sTuDy.. tHeN i pUt dOwN mY bAg.. sTuDiEd.. aFtEr tHaT aSkEd jIa WeN tO tElL mE wAt sHe WaNt tO sAy YeStErDaY.. tHeN hEaRd lE.. hAiX.. sO cOnfUsEd.. tHeN sAw sKy.. gOt HiS hP nO.. jIa WeN aNd XiN gO cAlLeD hIm sIa.. hAiX.. aFtEr tHaT, fLaG rIsInG.. tHeN hOrX, XiN sAw sKy tHeN tHe rEaCtIoN vErI bIg SiA.. hAiX.. wEnT bAcK tO cLaSs.. gO tO eNgLiSh rOoM fOr lEsSoN.. tHeN sAt wItH XiN aNd jIa WeN.. tHeN tEaChEr gO sEpRaTe uS.. cOs wE tOkiNg.. DoTs sIa.. hAiX.. tHeN i sAt iN fRoNt.. vErI cOlD.. tHeN tOk wItH Li PiNg.. tEaChEr gO sAy Me.. hAHa.. tHeN i hEcK cArE.. aFtEr tHaT, sHe rEaD tHe NeWspApEr aRtIcLe tO uS.. eMm.. tOoK hIgHlIgHtEr aNd MaKE tHe wOrDs tHaT dEsCriBe tHe NoW mE.. hAiX.. LeSsOn EnD lE.. tHeN mOtHeR tOnGuE.. HaD sPeLliNg.. cOpIeD jIa WeN oNe.. i sO bAd sIa.. lEtTed pHoOn cOpIeD.. tHeN rEaD NeWsPaPeR.. aIyO.. wHy MuZ hAvE tHiS~!!!! tHeN mOoD cHaNgEd.. hAiX.. rEaDiNg.. tHeN wAlKeD sLoWly.. jIa WeN aNd Me tHe mOoD sAmE sAmE dE.. tHeN wE tAkE hEr bOoK aNd wRiTe MeSsAgE.. tHeN sAiD tHe FeEliNgS oUt.. hAiX.. jIa WeN fElt bEtTeR.. bUt nOt mE.. tHeN wEnT fOr rEcEsS.. i WeNt tO sIt FiRsT.. aFtEr tHaT jIa WeN sPiLt HeR dRiNk oN hEr sKiRt.. oH nO.. tHeN sHe gO wAshEd.. tHeN gO gEnErAl oFfiCe tO tAkE nEw sKiRt.. bUt DuN hAvE.. aFtEr tHaT, Li PiNg fOlLoWeD tHeM.. i sAt tHeRe LiKe A sTuPiD dUmMy.. sTaReD aT tHE fLoOr.. hAiX.. tHeN sAw HiM bUyiNg fOoD.. hAiX.. hE nEvEr tOk tO mE.. hAiX.. tHeN wEnT uP tO hAlL aFtEr a WhiLe.. tHeN gO tO tHe fRoNt wItH XiN.. sHe gO mAkE pPl.. sPrAy wAtEr aT tHeM.. tHeN yEw FaI wAnT tO mAkE hEr bAcK.. i gO pOuR tHe wAtEr oUt aNd tHrEw tHe bOtTlE.. sAm gO tAkE.. tHeN XiaNg NiNg cAmE aNd fInd XiN tO gEt tHe bOtTlE bAcK.. i tOld hEr tHaT sAm tOoK iT.. tHeN wE wErE tHe LaSt cLaSs tO gO bAcK.. MiSs KaLaI cHeCkeD aNkLe sOcKs.. jIa WeN aNd mE pUlLeD uP LiKe MaD.. tHeN pAsSeD.. wEnT fOr MuSiC.. tHeN miSs KaLaI fUnNi bAhX.. MaDe tHe cLaSs FuN.. tHeN tHe lEsSoN fIVe VeRi hArD sIa.. aIyO.. tHeN LASt MiNuTe jIa WeN gOt 96% bUt sHe sAvEd a BlAnK sCrEeN.. hAHa.. tOo Bad.. tHeN wE tRiEd oUt pRojEct.. tEsTiNg.. tHeN rAhMaN oKiE bAhX.. jIa WeN wEnT tO dEmO.. pRo sIa.. tHeN yUs vErI fUnNi.. hAHa.. tHeN eNd lE.. sO fAsT.. wE wAlKeD sLoWlY.. cOs MaThs.. tHeN tHe sTuPiD tEaChEr tHeRe.. wE pURPoSeLy sToPpEd aNd wAsTeD tImE.. tHeN hAd tHe MaThS pApEr bAcK.. yU yU dId bEtTeR tHeN mE sEhX.. KuN tAt gOt 20/20.. hE cOpIeD dE.. hEhE.. tHeN tEaChEr gAvE aNsWeR.. yU yU toOk mY cOrReCtIoN tApE.. tHeN gO rEaD wAt i WroTe tHeRe.. fOoK sIa.. tHeN MdM kOh gO sAiD cRaPs.. fUcKeR.. tHeN sCi lEsSoN.. wEnT tHrOuGh WoRkBoOk.. tHeN hAd tEsT.. qUiTe eAsY.. haiX.. aFtEr tHaT, sChoOl eNdEd lE.. nO eXtRa LeSsOnS.. tHeN wEnT tO LiMbAnG.. sAw hIm aT cAnTeEn.. hAiX.. tRiEd tO aHeM.. bUt fAiLeD tO dO sO.. hAiX.. dUnNo wHy.. cHiN yAnG oUT spLaShEd mE wAtEr.. i bEaTeD hIm.. tHeN jIa WeN, XiN, Li pInG, bAoYiNg aNd mE gO.. tHeN pAsSEd bY lOt oNe.. XuE lInG sAw uS.. tHeN wAvEd tO uS.. wAvEd bAcK.. tHeN i PoInTeD MiDdLe FiNgEr tO cHiN yAng.. tHiNk hE sAw iT bAhX.. tHeN lAtEr gO bUy iPw MaTeRiAls FiNiShEd lE.. aTe MaC.. tHeN jIo tHe guYs tO pLaY bBaLl.. tHeN jIa WeN wEnt hOmE fIrSt.. aFtEr tHaT.. wEnT tO tHe bBaLl cOuRt.. XiN aNd mE wEnT tO pLaYgRoUnD.. tOk tOk.. hAiX.. tHeN lAtEr RaInInG.. wEnT fOr sHeLtEr.. yU yU cAmE lE.. tHeN gO pLayEd.. HaIx.. sUdDeNeLy nO mOoD tO pLaY lEhX.. aFtEr a WhiLe, tIaN cHoNg tHeY aLl cAmE lE.. pLayEd MaTcH.. KuN tAt HitTeD bAoYiNg aCcIdEnTlY.. sHe cRiEd.. tHeN vErI sIaNx.. hAiX.. tHeN i aSkEd tHeM tO tHrOw tHe BaLl aNd hIt My HeAd.. tHeN XiN GO hItTeD mY lEg.. haiX.. aLL wEnT tO bUt dRiNkS.. i tHe oNli giRl tHeRe.. aFtEr a WhiLe, tHeY cAmE bAcK lE.. bAoYiNg wEnT hOmE lO.. tHeN i sAt UnDeR tHe NeT sO tHe BaLl wILl hItTeD mE.. bUt HitTeD mY bAcK.. tHaT oNe iS XiN tHrEw dE.. mY sHiRt dIrTy wOrX.. tHeN lAtEr gOt uP.. cOnTiNuEd tHe MaTcH.. aFtEr tHaT, i tOlD Li PiNg i WaNt tO *** i sAt dOwN.. tHeN _ _ _ _ _ cAmE tO mE.. hAiX.. tHeN wAt hApPeNeD, bUt dUn WaN tO wRiTe hErE.. aNyWaY tHaT pErSoN oSo dUn cArE lE.. aNd wILl nEvEr.. hAiX.. *sOb* tHeN rAiNiNg.. gO sHeLtEr.. tHeN gO MaC aFtEr a WhiLe.. hMm.. tHeN sAt dOwN.. wEnT tO tOiLeT.. tHeN pLayEd TiAn cHoNg Hp.. aFtEr a WhiLe, gO hOmE lE.. tHeN wAlKeD wItH XiN aND Li PiNg.. tOk lOtS oF tHiNgS.. hAiX.. tHeN sAiD bUaI tO XiN.. 190 sO lOnG.. tHeN wAnTeD tO gO lE, iT cAmE.. hOpPeD oN.. hAiX.. tOk Li PiNg LoTs oF tHiNgS.. nEaRlY cRiEd.. tHeN wEnT hOmE.. bAtHe.. tHeN oN cOm BaHx.. sKiP dInNeR.. tHeN oFfLiNe aT 8 pLuS, dId HwK.. sMs.. tHeN dUnNo dO wAt lE.. wAtChEd tV.. tHeN sLeEp.. sUx DaY..
29 JuLy 04, SaMe DaY
[..x MoRnInG x..] wOkE uP lAtE.. rEaChEd sChOoL.. sAt DoWn.. sTaRtEd tO tOk tOk.. dUnNo wHy CaN tOk sO MuXh tOdAy.. tHeN wEnT tO It rOoM fOr eNg.. bLuFf tEacHeR wE gO tOiLeT.. bUt iS tO gO pAsSeD by SuMtHiNg.. hEhE.. tHeN LitErAtUrE.. hOhO.. tEaChEr nEvEr CoMe.. wE mAdE tHe TeAcHeR lIkE mAd.. wHo cArEs.. tOk wItH XiN.. tHeN rEaDiNg.. sAt WiTh tHe gUyS.. vErY sLeEpy.. tHeN rEcEsS.. hAiX.. hAd tO bE a FaKe pErSoN.. HiStOrY.. tEaChEr tAuGhT nEw tHiNgS.. i fOrGeTtEn tO bRiNg mY fIlE lEhX.. nEaRlY cRiEd.. tHeN bOrRoWeD oNe fRm pHoOn.. oKiE.. sAfE.. gEo.. PlAyEd gAmE.. qUiTe fUn.. bUt vErI sAd.. No MoOd.. MaThS, tEaChEr wEnT tHrOuGh tHe TeSt pApEr.. cOpIeD aNsWeRs FrM kUn.. tHeN sChOoL eNd Le.. wEnT tO cAnTeEn.. dIDn'T eAt.. gOt tO kNoW wHoSe tHaT pErsOn.. sIaNx dIaO.. tHeN mOoD sAd LiKe ShiT! wEnT fOr MaThS eXtRa lEsSoN.. lAtE.. fOoK sIa.. tHe TeAcHer vOiCe lIkE sHiT MaN.. tHeN sAt At tHe BaCk.. tOk lOtS oF pRoB wItH lOuIs KorX.. hAiX.. rEaLli NeEd tO wAkE uP!!! tHeN wEnT tO lOt oNe wItH XiN.. gO bUy fReN pReSeNt.. DuN hAvE lEhX.. sOb sOb.. tHeN gO eAt MaC.. wAlKeD wAlKeD, gO hOmE lE.. rEaChEd hOmE, cHeW mInG kOrX cAmE lEhX.. tHeN wAtChEd tV.. bAtHe.. tHeN aCtUalLy wAnT tO gO bUy bEeR dE.. tHeN nEvEr.. hAiX.. wAtChEd tV tiLl 11 pM.. sLeEp.. tHeN vErI sAd.. hE's A aSsHoLe!!!
30 JuLy 04, SaD aNd HeArTbRoKeN
[..x MoRnInG x..] aT 6 pLuS iN tHe MoRnINg gOt sMs.. wOkE uP aT 635 aM, tHeN rEpLiEd.. aFtEr tHaT gO bAtHe.. cHaNgEd aND cHaRgEd bAtT.. tHeN wEnT oUt oF hOuSe.. sLePt iN tHe CaR.. rEaChEd sChOoL, rEtUrNeD dInE pApEr.. tHeN sAt iN tHe fRoNt aND dIdN't tOk.. cOs aBt YeStErDay FOoKiNg tHiNgS.. tHeN XiN cAmE.. aSkEd mE tO pEi hEr gO tOiLeT.. tHeN gO.. dIDn'T tOk MuCh.. aFtEr tHaT, gOt rEaDy.. tHeN thE aSsHoLe tEaChEr sAiD mY sOckS.. i hEcK cArE hEr.. tHeN hAd tO gO mEeT tEaChEr FoR mEeTiNg.. tHeN wEnT fOr MaThS.. gO tOiLeT.. tEaChEr cHeCkEd aNkLe sOcKs.. tHeN sHe NeVeR tEaCh.. kEpT oN sCoLdiNg pPl.. sUx MaN.. pE.. tHeN 2.4 rUn.. oOh.. sO nErVoUs.. RaN wItH 2/7 cLaSs.. LuCkiLy nEvEr fAiL.. bUt tHe SiDe vErI pAiN.. nEaRlY cRiEd.. tHeN eNg.. tIrEd.. Li PiNg vOmiT.. lOtS oF pPl gOt hEaDaChE.. hAiX.. cOs Of tHaT sTuPiD rAn.. fOoKeR sIa.. tHeN gO rEcEsS.. cAnNot eAt.. tHeN wEnT bAcK tO hAlL.. vErI sAd.. tHeN tHe D&t TeAcHeR sO dOtS lEhX.. gO wRiTe CoMpLaiNs iN tHe ClAsS dAiRy.. cOs wE cAmE uP tHe ClAsS, tOk aNd pLaYeD.. aIyO.. LiKe ThAt OnLi.. tHeN aT D&r cLaSs, NtH tO dO dE.. wAlKeD aRoUnD dIsTuRb pPl.. tHeN gO tO cLaSs WiTh aIsYaH.. tHeN wEnT bAcK tO wOrKsHoP.. nEaRlY fAlL aSlEeP.. hElPeD pPl sAw tHe wOoD.. cOs vErY vEx iNsIdE.. NeEd tO vEnT oUt.. tHeN sLaNtEd sIa.. HaHa.. tHeN aT 1 pM, wEnT oFf.. pUt bAg OuTsIdE cO rOoM.. gO eAt.. wAlKeD aT bBaLl cOuRt.. tHeN lAtEr wEnT bAcK lAtE.. gO tOiLeT wItH jIa WeN.. tHeN wAlKeD sLoWlY.. MoVeD iNsTrUmEnTs.. DiDn't pRaCtICeD.. tAuGhT jUnIoR.. tHeN lAtEr tOk wItH aNgEla JiE.. hAiX.. tOlD hEr pRoB.. tHeN aFtEr a WhiLe, kEpT.. tHeN gO hOmE lE.. gOt tO kNoW sUmThInG aSsHoLe.. NeArlY cRiEd oUt.. wEnT hOmE.. oFf Hp aNd LoCkEd iT uP.. dUn WaN iT tO aPpEaR iN fRoNt oF mE~! bAtHe.. HaIx.. tOlD mYsElF nOt tO cRy cOs oF tHaT pErSoN.. wAsTiNg tImE.. wOrK bAhX.. aFtEr tHaT, gO oN CoM.. cHaTtEd wItH rUi, sZe HuI aNd DaN.. tOlD rUi LoTs Of tHiNgS.. hAiX.. tHeN aDdEd tHiS..
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