Wednesday, July 28, 2004 3:57 PM
aLl tHe MeMoRiEs aRe PaSsINg tHrOuGhT mY MiNd
tRiEd tO fOrGeT tHe PaiN, SadNeSs
bUt i fAiLeD tO dO sO
i WoNdEr wHy, bUt fAiLeD tO gEt aN aNsWeR
MaNy qUeStIoNs wHiCh i NeEd aN aNsWeR tO iT
bUt wHo CaN gIvE mE tHoSe aNsWeRs
i aM sTuCkEd iN tHiS dArK dArK wOrLd
wItHoUt cOlOuRs, wItHOuT hApPiNeSs
aLl My fRiEnDs aRe LeAvInG mE bEhInD
i cOuLd NoT gEt tHeM bAcK
No MaTtEr hOw hArD i tRiEd tO fOrGeT
tHe hArDeR iT gEtS
LeAviNg tHiS wOrLd MiGhT bE tHe BeSt wAy FoR mE
gOd, wHy dOn'T yOu tAkE mE aWaY fRm ThiS LoNeLy aNd cOlD wOrLd oF MiNe
I hAd eNoUgH oF tHiS
rEaLli eNoUgH
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